I Love CBML, I Played It On Zoom With Some Friends And It Was A Hoot! Question Though. Is The Whole....thing

I love CBML, I played it on zoom with some friends and it was a hoot! Question though. Is the whole....thing with paul that you seem to have going on just a bit. Since it's obvious that your actual fave is George lol. I've noticed that a lot of paul fans seem to be a little insane.

It's true, Paul brings out madness in people, men and women. It's been seven years for me, and I've wondered, is he a siren? The actual devil, being left-handed, androgynous, and a musician?

I really hate Paul, I don't understand what's been gripping me this long. I've read so much on him, watched interviews. I could tell you most any picture from the 60s, down to the date. He's a horrible rotten man.

Modern audiences will call this parasocial and cringe, but I don't think so. It's like a muse sort of thing for me. I'm just living like this, like a functional alcholic.