Rudyreindeer - There's Always Tomorrow For Dreams To Come True

ugly baby doll, my favorite Pooh character (alternatively: taking an inside joke between @tomfowlery and I too far)

Sometimes I feel like I am uniquely bad at being nonhuman.

A good day for me is one where I have enough energy to wash my hair. A good day is one where I can walk around the block and listen to the birds.

The thought of returning ‘home’ fills me with fear. With dread, even.

Safety is the human bed, the human meds, the mobility aids. Safety is the human who checks on me, who washes my hair when I can’t, who sits on the back step with me and strains to hear the birds when I’m too tired to walk.

Maybe I’m a bad animal. I’ve been too sick for too long to stay alive in the wild. Nonreleasable. Domesticated.

Too feral for human society; too weak for the wild.

last song:

favorite color: purple/pink 💗

last film: despicable me 4 (never finished watching)

last show: the last of us (CRYING)

sweet/spicy/savory: sweet all the way i am a sugar demon from the depths of the north pole

relationship: nah

last google search: "deer eyes red" (i wish i could wear contacts rip)

tagging @missevahpony @feliciteacup @identifying-deer-in-posts (you don't have to reply if you don't want to!)

Tagged by the splendiferous @megkenobi (sorry it took me so long, I was in the mental hospital again rip).

🌙 Last Song: 'Steamboat' by Adrienne Lenker

🌙 Favourite Colour: Orange

🌙 Last Film: The Equalizer 2

🌙 Last Show: Lost

🌙 Sweet/Spicy/Savoury: Sour!

🌙 Relationship: Happily divorced

🌙 Last Google Search: "is liquid nitrogen poisonous?" (it's not!)

Tagging: @m34gs, @caesarclowningaround, @queenarahbo, @rudyreindeer, @sarcasticsciencefictionwriter

If someone comes around the corner or spooks me and I don't expect it, I jump so far backwards they make fun of me 🥲

When I hear a noise that startles me I perk up and turn my head towards the sound and listen for a bit. Sometimes I feel like my ears "move" towards the sound. My hearing focuses better, in a placebo kind of way.

If I'm in a "herd" of people I know I feel wary, like I'm not high enough in the social order, if that makes sense? Likely has to do with my autism, but it reminds me of not being one of the lead matriarchs of the herd. That's a thing exclusive to my whitetail side, however. When I have strong reindeer shifts I feel confident and safe around my "herd" and I have a strong protective instinct because I'd actually have antlers for part of the year along with the natural strength of reindeer in both herd size and strength.

Just a thought post but does anyone get example “ prey instincts “ upon being scared? Like when im scared all i want to do is buck and turn away swiftly but im so limited in this stupid body and also would look weird doing so, also just feeling on edge around people i deem as carnivorous.

The stag in me wants to protect myself and my herd but it’s like no antlers!!

Curious on how it is for anyone else if you are a prey species! Share your thoughts too

Deer playing in the leaves

(via)

When the deer picks a better distance than your horse usually does

Jill Wellington

Annual Rudolph the red nosed reindeer art bc its almost Christmas, guys! Woohoo!

same goes for this blog as well

just a heads up, i haven't gotten around to making a proper pinned post yet but i would like to set some boundaries real quick!

please do not interact if you post/reblog NSFW or your blog name is something sexual. i also block "proshippers"/"darkshippers" or anything similar.

my blog is SFW but i am an adult, please do not interact if you are under 16! 18+ accounts are welcome to interact if your posts are all SFW.

i may post mild horror content but it will be tagged accordingly (like my mlp infection au and stuff). i do not post gore or vent art.

Update : SOLD!

Fallow deer mask available for Preclaim :) just needs a nose and lining

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