This Is What Being On Antidepressants Feels Like

i can’t believe that the world is so fucked that i felt unsafe to come out as trans on my main tumblr. shit is genuinely soooo fucked.

literally. read that again. i felt unsafe to come out on tumblr. TUMBLR. shut the fuck up and support trans people or i will light you on fire with my very real and very diy flame thrower.

ughhhh listing my favorite bands

TOP 10 FAVORITE BANDS OF ALL TIME EVER:

1. my chemical romance

2. seeyouspacecowboy

3. thursday

4. orchid

5. suicide silence

6. the number twelve looks like you

7. (early) bring me the horizon

8. the used

9. deadbeat nightlife

10. city of caterpillar

TOP 10 FAVORITE BANDS CURRENTLY ON REPEAT: (subject to frequent change)

1. orchid

2. sinema

3. told not to worry

4. beforeyouleave

5. bulletsbetweentongues

6. lacerated

7. the great redneck hope

8. dance of the seventh crow

9. spear of cassius

10. anvilchandelier

other bands/artists i like (in no particular order)

below the cut:

saetia, fear before the march of flames, missouri executive order 44, velvet caliber, kodan armada, heavenscoldhands, skycamefalling, azshara, funeral dinner, usurp synapse, discharge, combat wounded veteran, khayembii communique, poison the well, wristmeetrazor, dystopia, constrain, converge, doom, since my beloved, xnomadx, ethel cain, carnifex, balmora, acacia strain, the saddest landscape, underoath, bad religion, your arms are my cocoon, xbongx, siege, febuary, dying fetus, despise icon, green day, i hate sex, nausea, cap n jazz, aus rotten, crass, crowbar, acid bath, broken by silence, cast you down, wow owls!, fordirelifesake, this day forward, as we fall, forever is forgotten, heavy heavy low low, blaire, thus spoke zarathustra, black flag, victim blamed, nsixhundred, katywentmissing, eyehategod, ashes at last, kaonashi, la dispute, suis la lune, indian summer, elliot smith, flowers taped to pens, i hate myself, norma jean, the fall of troy, on broken wings, asking alexandria, self neglect, the cure, cannibal corpse, hole, killwhitneydead, radiohead, life lover, the jonbenet, the spirit of versailles, depeche mode, soilent green, sisters of mercy, dead kennedys, black sabbath, suicidal tendencies, nine inch nails, ministry, akira yamaoka,

okay i think that’s all i can think of… for now… jesus fucking christ…

(this will be updated…)

i really need to start posting my every thought on here tbh. i’m just that much of a fucking genius.

i hate emos theyre so preppy

someone needs to make a southern gothic sasscore concept album i think. i fear that person has to be me.

need more sassytranssexualhyperviolentdeathcorescreamogrind bands

actually lowkey shut off and distant until someone mentions my interests or hating the government. especially my interest in hating the government.

LITERALLY me

hi fruits

going to see Thursday today. i’m so hypedddd.

Geoff Rickly will be real in 3 hours.