I Am Roughly 30% Done With Something 👀

I found that pit crew the everyone uses! :3 anyway here is what I look like and what I think I should look like :DD

This is how it went, right?

I like to think, that if cSam found his way into hermitcraft, then hermit!Grian would just cringe over his past selfs crush on him. Like “why him?!? He’s covered in dirt and doesn’t know how to tie his shoes”

yhs x hermit craft writers when you tell them grian doesn’t hate sam and actually has a canonical crush on him 🤯🤯🤯🤯

:0 so pretty

@kiwithebest

You asked for an Eclipse that wasn't hecked to Heck so here's Ringmaster Sol. My interpretation on what Eclipse was probably suppose to be before idk some aftonification where he becomes a virus. He was probably just a design that never made it past testing, and sun and moon were branch off versions of him to be more child friendly since referring to your children as beasties wasn't taken kindly by a lot parents even if the children didn't really mind. His colors and dark palette did make most people uncomfortable though just because it was eye searing as an idea for the time. He's probably just good natured generally with a flare for overdramatics Ofc.

I just wanted to keep in line with the Circus theme I like pulling sun and moon from because that's fun. Also Eclipse's sun beams just kept tickling the back of my head as a lion feature where as I typically see sunny's as more a petal feature which is weird which is why I decided to just continue down that river of thought.

Anyways his own bot, Sun and Moon are just branches of his design since it was decided yeaaaah probably not the best route in terms of comfort and looks. Don't know how afton got to him though or even why they got into the programming stage of a Sol's persona but that's Freddy fazbears 'lets keep reopening this brand because its worked so well in the past and there has been NO lawsuits at all!'

i wanna talk about this shot

This isn’t me. Obviously, it’s a drawing I did at 1am because I wanted to draw.

She’s not me. She’s based off of me. She has my cheeks, my eyes, my ache. She has all the parts that make up my face. But she’s pretty. Somehow all of my parts made someone so much prettier then me.

It’s confusing. She does look like me. But she doesn’t at the same time?? She looks beautiful. Like people tell her she’s beautiful.

I want to look like her.

Or maybe I don’t?

Maybe, if I did look like her, I’d draw someone else and wish all over again.

To be honest with myself, I don’t think I’d love myself anymore or less if I did.

I’d still probably never take pictures of myself. Still probably feel guilty about looking the way I do. Still probably draw girls that are made up of the same features that look like me but not quite as wrong as I do.

But I’d love myself regardless. Because, yeah I have a difficult relationship with my appearance, but I can always love myself, so I’ll always choose to love myself.

Funny how all of this rambling can come from a quick 1am doodle

He looks like he’s from that horse prince dating sim. Perfect. 10/10. no critics.

cat grian but i didnt bother grabbing my references for his design

I know this is a mostly fnaf page but I like the walten files too. Here is Sha! She’s in my top 3 walten file animatronics:)))

The silly guy that’s been rotting my brain out from the inside :)