13.03.2025 (thu)

23.03.2025 (Sun)

~ 2:20 AM ~

After school, I studied from 2-3 PM, then took a nap till 5:30 PM, which was a W move cuz I woke up feeling energized and not sleepy at all (till 2 AM, bro).

From today onwards, we were supposed to have class till 1 PM, but smn happened, and we got to leave early—same for tomorrow, I think not complaining wuAHahhAH. Sooo, we lost our chem class and hence the test. UGH just wanna get it over with atp. And for math? Surprise, surprise—postponed AGAIN.

~ Things I did ~

Made notes for Lec 3 & 4 of Solutions and studied them (yaay)

Completed Bio SRIFP notes (will do the studying tomorrow ig)

That’s it hehe >°<

Toodles ~~~

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(Also, it’s super windy outside rn, and I LOVE it.)

Discovered this song yesterday on utub shorts and IT'S SOO FRKN GOOD :'D

I guess I really need to make a permanent comeback this time. Because the stone in the chest is growing heavier and heavier and I don’t think I would be able to tolerate it. I need to persist to survive.

13.04.2025 (sun)

(the way he looks at her >>>)

HEY YALLL >°<

Day (4/30) DOP CHALLENGE

Ypt hours ~ 1:32 hrs

💤 3:30 + nap (2 hrs)

Ended up WASTING my weekend binging grey's anatomy and then some (I love Christina and Owen so much it HURTS)

Also, had phy test today. It kinda sucked ass and I have no one to blame BUT myself but instead of spiraling down in self hatred decided to do some work :D

Kind of revised for my bio test and did 60 more questions— got 2 wrong

Got a 44/45 on the actual test

Napped from 5-7

Did math hw

Gt rev/study stuff for eng tmrw morning

Barely did anything today so gt try harder tmrw 💪 💪

GNNN LOVESSS ~~

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14.03.2025 (fri)

Woke up at 12 PM today and got hit with a killer headache that just kept getting worse 😭. The only reason I survived was because there were just a couple of hours till iftar. Took a painkiller, but it didn’t do much. Still managed to squeeze in some studying—not a lot, but hey, it’s something. Started strong but ended procrastinating towards the end 😭

Things I did today ~

Revised Lec 1 stuff from yesterday

Watched Lec 2 and made notes

Started Lec 3

The good part? I actually understood things pretty easily today, so I’m breathing a little easier. Still a long way to go, but small wins are still wins !!

Anyways,

BYEEEE

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07.03.2025

Didn’t post yesterday because I literally did nothing. Skipped school, joined the live class 15 minutes late because I randomly decided to shower last minute (and ofc, I don’t shower fast—especially when it's hair wash day !!!). Spent the entire class daydreaming instead of actually functioning, and now my to do list is staring at me like a disappointed parent. Ugh.

Anyways, shit happens. But also, I am so stressed about my backlogs. I feel like I’m drowning in stuff I have to do, I'm doing and will have to do— I have no idea how I’m supposed to do all this. Like, where is the pause button?? Also, I joined a Ramadan challenge group and haven’t updated in days—it’s barely been a week and I’m already flopping. I hate myself for it.

Weekend to do list:

• clean room

• Complete Saturday’s notes + HW before they consume me

• Study for the bio test on Sunday (our teacher tests us on stuff we learned the previous week—I love her, but also, why)

• Rewatch yesterday’s lecture and actually process it this time

• Study all three bio lectures because apparently, I enjoy suffering (I did this to myself really)

• Iftar party later today, which means I’ll definitely miss live lectures and will have to listen to them tomorrow (future me is already panicking)

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• Try to actually update in the Ramadan challenge group before I disappear completely

I am so behind, and I have no idea how I’m going to survive this, but we move.

Update : Not done with stuff but f it I'm heading to bed early 🤡

11.03.2025 (Tues)

thought today was monday wth

Went to bed at 2 AM today and still couldn’t finish my chem notes or review the bio lecture (ughhhhh). Also ended up sleeping instead of studying before school, so that’s fun.

Anyways, here’s my to-do list for the day: bet ya can't tell how much I love to-do lists

Rev bio lec

Finish up chem notes (finally) and study it.

Watch lec 2

Live class

Math,chem,eng,bio hw

Manifesting productivity... or at least, survival.

Hope y'all have an amazing day ahead !

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No nap bc revising took longer than i anticipated 😭. Gonna read the reader b4 my class starts :’)

24.03.2025 (mon)

Hey chattt ;)

The plan for today :

Rev bio lec 1 n 2 + reader

Live lec

Chem lec 4 + notes

Live lec notes + complete Z notes

Complete phy notes cuz I forgot my nb 2 days in a row fml

complete eng notes

Lec 5 ? a lil ambitious but—

Might nap after revising bio till my live lec. If I can, I’ll try not to so I can sleep early—idk. Woke up at 6:30 with ≈4 hours of sleep, but I was weirdly awake and full of energy (which apparently annoyed my friends who got more sleep lol).

Whatever routine I have going rn is working, but idk if I can keep this up when I go back to waking up at 5 AM for school (bus comes at 5:40, ugh). I kinda wanted to make 4 AM wake-ups + 10 PM bedtime a habit, but I legit haven’t followed it for even a day—

Anyways, hope y’all have an amazing day ahead !

MWAHH

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01.05.2025 (thu)

Day (22/30) DOP COLLAB CHALLENGE

Ypt hrs ≈ 1:10 hrs

F-ed around, attended my live class and did random shi until I had to get ready for dinner. I can't rmbr the last time we went out to eat dinner lmfao

28.04.2025 (mon)

Day (19/30) DOP COLLAB CHALLENGE

Ypt hrs ≈ 3.45 hrs

💤 ≈ 6 hrs + 20-30 min nap 💤

Revised lec 1,2 & half of 3 of electrostatics

Completed lec 3

Did like 6 practice problems (I swearrr u think u know a topic until you do the problems. Then you realize u actually know NOTHING :')

I’m sick AGAIN.

Was so tired at school today—didn’t even roam around during break, just slumped at my desk the whole time.

I know you’re supposed to sleep a lot to recover and everything, but it’s hard when studying even one lecture takes foreverrrr. I have SO much to do and I literally can’t afford to sleep right now. Ughhh.

Toodles ~~

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25.03.2025 (tue)

HIIIIIIIIII <33

Plans for the day:

Complete notes of lec 3 of srifp + study

Live lec (we'll finish the chapter off today)

Live lec - notes + study

Finish off srifp 😭 + maybe questions ?

Study lec 5 of solutions

That's ittt ! See ya later ;P