the principal got onto me at the last minute of class today
if I get my stuff taken away I’m gonna try and kill myself /srs
I’m so fucking tiered of life and everyone hating me and I know I’m kinda being over dramatic rn but if I don’t have something to do I’ll start thinking and if I don’t have a way to get rid of those thoughts I wanna kms, this sounds cringy as shit but idgaf I’m being so fucking serious rn every time I get mad I wanna shoot up my fucking school and I have longer since I’ve gotten into tcc, I feel like I’m destined to either end up on my 500 pound life, or become a school shooter, I’ve been writing Dylan and Eric’s wrath and natural selection on my papers along with those weird hearts and 4/20/99
I don’t know how to end this but I do know how to end my life
In every single class that I’ve had today there’s been some kid that makes me wanna kms, some 7th grader walked into the stalls and said they wanted to beat someone up to their friends and then yelled out “no I’m not actually gonna beat someone up” unprovoked like wtf 😭😭😭
I legitimately want to kill my girl crush bc she threw her water on me and so now I have to wash my favorite jacket again
I have so many thoughts and so many emotions that I CANT SAY ON HERE AND IM LITERALLY SHAKING AND CRYING RN
Billy lenz is so silly
I lobe him
I stand corrected why is ONE of my moots fucking crazy
Why are all my moots fucking crazy /affectionate
Oh, to install little cameras in his room so I can watch him 24/7 and make sure he’s safe. I’d spend hours just watching him sleep, and best of all he’d have no idea I’m keeping tabs on him.
How cute is that?
The meal of champions