There is no I.
am i the central nervous system? the brain, the skin, the eye? the microbiome in my gut, or stardust in the sky?
the soul (what soul?), the heart, the breath, the hormones in my blood? the shadows splashed on Plato's wall, the people that I love?
the clothes on my back, the name on ID, the carbon in my bones? the air i breathe unconsciously, the place that i call home?
or am i just the nowhere man, the woman so alone? i am the dreamer of the dream, the - I - in i don't know
alexander heir
The instrumental becomes intrinsic if you let it
Maybe we are not at any center of the universe but at the very bottom of it, looking up.
Praying for autumn, as we all do, we ask for mundane to hibernate a pounding heart at last . At last .
Stitching wounds with words
the pain remains but we smile
and pretend the blood was always there,
.
Singing dirges forged from dogma
my breath is a stranger standing
on the back porch with screen door open
torn between the sunset and the silence
that waits in the shadows in the front room
because the trick is to learn how not to
hear feel hurt dream hope sing want need
the trick is to tell yourself that all of this
was what we wanted from the very start,
.
We live in a derelict wonderland
empty streets abandoned houses
cars rusting next to single wide trailers
boarded up stores the old school crumbling
more people but not here no not here
where rusted barbed wire remembers
but we don't
Ain't it strange?
TV antennas like ancient talismans
that failed their only task which was
to let the world in three channels at a time
and keep us all from losing ourselves
inside of someone else's dreams
in artificial worlds that fade
as soon as nobody watches,
.
Your favorite song is playing forever
a transmission eternally out of reach
turn your eyes up to the stars
they aren't there but aren't they beautiful?
If we're lucky someday somebody
will say the same of us
Where I'm From, George Ella Lyon
I have laid my hand over the pool of pain
Fingers spread, slow like I'll frighten it
Barely broken the thin skin at the top
Of the water you nearly drowned in
The cold sucked the breath from my chest
And I cried out and stumbled back
Clutching my burning icy hand
I stare at you. How did you survive this?
Does it ever go away? The furious ache?
I'm still gasping for breath.
You shrug. It hasn't so far but you should rest.
I should rest? What about you?
I'm trying. I'm so tired.
Tears gather in your eyes like crescent moons
There isn't enough time in the world.
I lay my new scarred hand on your chest.
the trees might be changing… but what about you?
April Prompts - 4/14 Smiling - @creativepromptsforwriting text version below (click on keep reading)
I've a papercraft smile Pasted on with hotglue Cut with a technique Of perfected disarmament Hand stuck to my hilt At the ready yet shaking Then I met your smile You must've noticed the snips The jagged appearance of my mouth Caught up in the curl of your lips My body went still Ripped off the paper Learning I've forgotten How to smile