This Made My Day ^^

Honestly I‘m at the point in my life, that I know I don’t even deserve food cause I’m a lost cause. I don’t really add anything valuable to this world and I don’t want to waste food, time, energy and resources, when probably someone else could use them and add actual value to the world.

I need to treat food as a fuel not as a comfort.

Food is there to keep me alive not to taste good.

'You barely e4t something these days.' God forbid a woman has goals.

. #retiredcrashoutbutcute

I want to be unrecognizable this summer🌻🌊

I will lock the fuck in

I just had a realization. If we all have consumed our mothers breast milk at some point in our life, then it means that nobody has ever been vegan from birth. Since humans are also considered animals.

I feel like my brain just got heavier.

Bonespø in my camera roll

I don’t understand the hype around Lana tbh

I mean her songs are okay, but still doesn’t make sense.

top weird girl canon events:

listening to Lana for the first time

7th grade winter break

being told you’re “an old soul” and “mature for your age”

hating your dad at one point

reading no longer human for the first time

obsessing over a girl you have no chance with

getting bullied by the “popular boys”

counting calories at 12

watching girl interrupted for the first time

feeling like a lost dog in friend groups

My intention was never to shame anyone or call them stupid or disgusting. I understand that people can’t simply stop this behavior as it is a coping mechanism. The only thing I was hoping for and still hoping for is to stop someone, who is not deeply in this situation. I would want them to know they are not alone and simply say the affects it might have in their future by sharing my personal experience. If someone who did go through the same experience has told me this before maybe I would have stopped sooner. Even after posting I have seen many others express the same thing as they have also been treated differently in their lives.

I don’t want to disregard anyones experience and feelings since I will probably never know what others are going through, but even if this makes someone to rethink their behavior it would still be a step in a good direction.

Apology if this came across arrogant or insensitive it was never my intention. :))

Stop cutting yourself pls! It’s not pretty nor aesthetic -_-

You are gonna regret it later, as I myself did. Now I have to see what my dumbass teenage self did every day and I hate that.

I have to answer why I have those scars every time I meet a new person and honestly I feel ashamed.

It is not a pretty look to have those damn stupid scars as an adult. They are gonna think less about you and nothing you do is gonna change how they gonna perceive you as a person.

I just don’t want any other person feel the same way I did and I still do.

Back at my lw ;)))

Ana is my best friend. She makes me feel in control, like I’m finally mastering my body. It’s the one thing I can rely on.