I‘m sorry, but the fact simply is that society judges people for having mental problems and I am also victim of it. Do you want me to lie about that? Maybe then just the peopleI meet are all assholes and maybe I can have a opinion about my own scars and how stupid I was as a teen.
I never called anyone stupid or ugly other than myself . Pls stop putting words in my mouth.
At the end of the day I am nobodies parents and nobodies therapist and I can’t make decisions for people. As your blogs encourage sh I am discouraging it and just showing my reality and aftermath of my actions.
Pls block if you don’t want to see someone else’s opinion or thoughts rather than yourself and what pleases you. Nobody has forced you to be here!
Stop cutting yourself pls! It’s not pretty nor aesthetic -_-
You are gonna regret it later, as I myself did. Now I have to see what my dumbass teenage self did every day and I hate that.
I have to answer why I have those scars every time I meet a new person and honestly I feel ashamed.
It is not a pretty look to have those damn stupid scars as an adult. They are gonna think less about you and nothing you do is gonna change how they gonna perceive you as a person.
I just don’t want any other person feel the same way I did and I still do.
My favorite Hobby is finding new obsessions every six months.
I remember about a year ago I watched the Big Bang series and was super into science.
Started watching Neil deGrasse Tyson, Hawking and Brian Cox videos.
Even bought one of Hawking’s books, which I read probably 20 pages of and had to google words and stuff every other page.
I even decided I wanted to study Physics in college. I should really be stopped.
⭐️ve or be fat, chose your struggle.
A quick update of why I haven’t been posting a lot for the past days.
Basically I have been dealing with 3d as usual. On top of that I have my that red week of the month and it always makes me really emotional and I feel every emotion x10 of the normal days. I have been feeling really numb and have no motivation, but have to also study for my exams too and been going to the library with friends.
Anyway! How are you all doing? :))
Bonespø in my camera roll
I binged and I didn’t even look how much calories I ate. I wanna d!e.
Here is what I ate/drank today:
Breakfast : I was actually f4sting, but had a pocket Coffee , cause black coffee taste like ass : 75 calories
Lunch : nothing
Snack : Cola Zero : 0 calories
Dinner : stirred tofu-bowl with rice : 327 calories
Snack : 5 teaspoons of protein chocolate pudding : 21 calories
Total calories : 423
Protein : 22.6 g
Carbs : 25 g
Fat : 17.7 g
Fiber : 3 g