Rockyroadsblog - Snoop

This has actually been such a good read. I’m halfway through!

Bought this book yesterday. The story is about this girl Iris, who also has an 3d and other mental health problems.

It's actually shocking how much I relate to her. And I feel like someone has just wrote a book based on my thoughts.

Feels kind of scary!

Me and Ana are besties right now. 🎀

I love that people here hate me! I feel special :))

help me.

does anyone have any tips for st4rv1ng, i find i eat even when i am full when im bored? lately ive found it more difficult to vomit it back up again, i dont want to get better im not skinny enough.

I can physically feel my stomach jiggling while in a car.

Helppp!

This diet actually will make me gain like 5kg in two days ngl 😭

I can’t stop thinking about the cake sitting in my kitchen. It seems like it is calling to me and I can’t ignore the temptation.

I picture myself shoveling spoon after spoon into my mouth—mindless, desperate—until there’s nothing left but crumbs and shame.

Even just imagining it makes my chest tighten. My throat aches, my eyes sting, and a wave of nausea curls in my stomach.

be better than good enough.

be skinnier than her.

be the skinniest in the room.

have the power.

being skinny is powerful.

weight fluctuations are one of my mortal enemies

Recently I found out I am in fact lactose intolerant, so every time I get constipated I just drink a glass of milk. Smart? NOOOOO ,but does it work? ABSOLUTELY