Spacephysics

my favorite part of the gaming channel is Dan is objectively better at all video games to ever exist and Phil is there to cause problems

not reading wips feels anti-fanfiction to me. and i don't mean that in a "so you're a bad person if you don't read them" kinda way. do what you want. but i also feel, that you are completely missing the point. with fanfiction you're supposed to come along for the ride. the epic highs and lows of highschool football. the comment sections. the conversations. the theories. the "sorry i didn't update last week i was abducted by aliens and then my cat got stuck in a tree." LIKE. if you just want a story that's fully finished and polished go to a bookstore. fanfic is an EXPERIENCE. and ALSO. participating in the process is part of the way you make fanfic writing worth while. it's part of how you thank authors. like why would anyone write fanfiction if no one was going to interact with them until it was done? it again feels like a way that fanfiction is being eaten by consumer culture. you're waiting for your product. but this is supposed to be a club. you don't turn up to drama club like "where's my play bitch?" NO ma'am. we're supposed to paint these cardboard trees together. ok. i may have lost control of this metaphor. BUT YOU GET IT.

Gerard Way makes me feel like a real human being who can live to middle age and I will support absolutely anything they do to show the general public how it feels to be told they would rather you be ideal than alive

oh also day one of dead week completed

day 10 (fr): 102exam

1/3 through lecture 25

Went to office hours

Office hours was really good for doing parts of practice problems as well as answering some bonding questions. Honestly bonding questions weren't super clear still but it's hard for like wave functions to make a lot of sense. Main take away is we'll only be looking at one elextron systems which is good. Some motivation to examine roto inversions. And some elastic tensor work and also philosophy of approaching math as like a language of rigorous logic as opposed to correct steps to be taken.

Office hours was really good really productive.

i’m starting a movement to stop calling this shit “artificial intelligence” cause it’s fucking not. it’s not intelligent, and the things it produces are not informed by logical choices. it doesn’t know how to research sources for you. it doesn’t compose art thoughtfully or meaningfully.

call it machine-generated, text generator, chat bot, but it’s not intelligent.

you will get up & you will make that to do list & you will be realistic about your limits & you will take it easy but steady & you will eat good food & you will get things done & you will move your body & you will do things that make you happy & you will limit your screen time & you will be the thing that saves you

“Talking too much about fandom is cringe.”

Buddy! The world is a flaming pile of horse shit! Governments topple, natural disasters happen, fucking STARS explode! You yourself are a beautiful bundle of dead universe that will never exist again! Talk about what you love!

2023

1. COMMIT TO THE BIT

2. PARTAKE IN THE DIVINE ACT OF CREATION

3. LET THE SOFT ANIMAL THAT IS YOUR BODY LOVE WHAT IT LOVES