I Think I’m Cursed

I Think I’m Cursed

I think I’m cursed

I dont think Iwaoi was "love at first sight" per se, but I do think Iwaizumi met Oikawa, and within a few days realized he would, eventually, fall in love with him.

I think when they reached middle school, Iwaizumi sat down beside Oikawa in their class on the first day and looked at him, and really looked, and thought: yeah. He's gonna get me one day.

And when Oikawa has his first middle school girlfriend, Iwaizumi isn't jealous at all. No crush, no secret love, he couldnt care less. But he thinks: shit. If I fall in love with him now, it's going to hurt.

But he doesnt. And they continue to grow up together. And people tease him, ask him if he thinks any girls are cute or if he's ever going to get a girlfriend and he plays it off as gross and says no because actually, im going to fall in love with Oikawa, sounds a little weird.

And the longer it takes the more confused Iwaizumi gets. Like he knows, one day, he's going to feel it. He knows it'll happen as sure as he knows which direction the sun rises, but he's also happy just being his best friend.

And then one day, finally, one day, at the beginning of their third year, Oikawa laughs and leans in a little too close as he's teasing him, and Iwaizumi's heart does a heavy thump in his chest and he just goes.

Ah. There it is. I was waiting for you.

And so there, in that exact moment, when his heart had finally caught up with what his soul had known on the spot, he asks if Oikawa has any plans that evening, and asks him out.

And Oikawa has the audacity to be surprised.

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The One Where They Wear Cheerleader Uniforms (9255 words) by aishiteruyo Chapters: 2/2 Fandom: Haikyuu!! Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Sawamura Daichi/Sugawara Koushi, Semi Eita/Shirabu Kenjirou, Iwaizumi Hajime/Oikawa Tooru, Akaashi Keiji/Bokuto Koutarou, Kozume Kenma/Kuroo Tetsurou, Sugawara Koushi & Semi Eita & Oikawa Tooru & Akaashi Keiji & Kozume Kenma Characters: Sugawara Koushi, Semi Eita, Oikawa Tooru, Akaashi Keiji, Kozume Kenma, Sawamura Daichi, Shimizu Kiyoko, Shirabu Kenjirou, Ushijima Wakatoshi, Tendou Satori, Yamagata Hayato, Kawanishi Taichi, Iwaizumi Hajime, Bokuto Koutarou, Konoha Akinori, Kuroo Tetsurou, Yaku Morisuke Additional Tags: Pretty Setter Squad, Fluff, Fluff and Humor, Fluff and Crack, Crack, half crack, Misuse of Cheerleader Uniforms, Fainting, Blushing, Stuttering, Quite Copious Amounts of Gay: Viewer Discretion is Advised

Series: Part 1 of Setter Squad Shenanigans

Summary:

What can happen when Suga, Oikawa, Semi, Akaashi, and Kenma are put in a group chat together?

The answer this time around: wearing a cheerleader uniform in front of their respective crushes to see how they react.


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3 months ago
Genuinely The Best News I Had In A Moment. Fukurodani Getting Their Highlight, "final" Removed From The
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11 months ago

@the-coffee-fandom and @daisy-may98 here is the baby I hope you enjoy

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3 years ago

isn't it insane though how schizophrenic people are viewed as violent and dangerous by the majority of society when in reality schizophrenic people are nearly 14 times more likely to be on the receiving end of violence than to be the perpetrators...


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1 year ago

FIC WRITING REVIEW 2023

Thanks for the shoutout and tag @gammacousin

Rules: Feel free to show whatever stats you have. Only want to show Ao3 stats? Rock on. Want to include some quantitative info instead of stats? Please do this. Want to change how yours is presented? Absolutely do that. Would rather eat glass than do this? Please don’t eat glass but don’t feel like you have to do this either. (Copied and pasted)

Words and Fics

Word Count:

115,039

Fic Count:

7 started and published, 1 continued from 2022, 1 written but not published.

The MCU Rewrite Series

The Philindaisy Playlist Series

Most productive month:

November based on fics published and word count

Top Five by Hits

The Ultimate Fix-It Fic - 2,033

You're On Your Own, Kid - 859

Here Comes The Sun - 623

The Second In-Between - 587

Somewhere Only We Know - 272

Top Five by Kudos

The Ultimate Fix-It Fic - 42

Here Comes The Sun - 31

You're On Your Own, Kid - 20

Somewhere Only We Know - 17

The Second In-Between - 15

Fandom events:

None?

Upcoming Plans:

To Publish:

How Sweet It Is To Be Loved By You (AOS// Philindaisy) and conceptual series with that

Other Ideas:

None, brain empty

Reflection

This year, I worked on a lot of stuff by maintaining a regular habit of spewing garbage out by quantity and not quality, and went over to the AOS boat since I missed feeling sad over fictional characters who die many, many times.

I want to say that I'm proudest of the weekend I wrote all of Somewhere Only We Know because I wrote the entire fic of 15k+ words in less than four days, but I like the fluffiness of I Will because usually I end the story with people dying and instead they got engaged and I'm happy about that.

I'm glad I got the chance to work on a project per month because my writing has improved drastically from when I first started out writing (at 11, Drarry 💀 with zero paragraph breaks) and actually publishing things (at 12, OC/Draco [kill me now] and sprinkles of Brutasha) to now, where my English teachers actually compliment my writing style and how I format and proofread even though I don't ever proofread. I hope I can actually channel all of this fic writing to write a novel this year.

Thanks for the reads and the tag, and sorry I'm late to the party; happy belated New Year, y'all!

@bubbletealife if you feel like it go ahead but I know you don’t write too much


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1 month ago

Sawamura Daichi you look like a squirrel

3 weeks ago

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Aaaaand We’re Off To The Races Everyone! Day One Of Tendou Week Has Arrived! With The Prompts, Miracle,

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8 months ago

If you ask me how many years ago 2020 was, I’ll say four.

However.

If you ask me how many years ago 2015 was, I’d say five.

If you ask me how many years ago 2016 was, I’d say five.

If you ask me how many years ago 2017 was, I’d say five.

This also applies to 2018–2021. They were all five years ago. There is no contest. They were all just five years ago. This also applies to 2009–2014. Also five years ago. No I do not know why I think this.

Anyways, I thought of this because I saw the date on a fic that was published in 2017, and thought, oh that’s pretty recent, only five years ago. Then I thought about it and was like, no, it’s been seven years. Almost eight.

So anyway 2009–2021 (excluding 2020) was all five years ago, sue me.


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1 month ago

Haikyuu boy headcanons: mental health edition because it’s late and I can’t sleep

Tame ones here, TW worthy ones under the cut

Hinata— his quiet moments are always a bit off. He always wonders if he’s enough, if he can really do what he promised Kageyama. Sometimes, money’s tight. Sometimes, he doesn’t see his mom for weeks. He’s tired, but volleyball helps. And his friends.

Daichi— went through his own fair share of self esteem issues, but had good support and now dishes out wisdom like an old man and inspirational Pinterest combined.

Kageyama— pretty lonely as a kid, even with Miwa and his grandpa. Got even worse in junior high. Has his quiet moments but generally is okay when things are happening.

Iwaizumi— ignores his own health in favour of taking care of Oikawa, and learns the hard way to scale back. Hates scaling back so much that he dips back into ignoring his own mind until Oikawa becomes the one taking care of him, and then Iwa’s too scared to let himself go that far again.

Ushijima— self worth issues. Somehow both scared of failure and assured of his own victory at the same time. Enjoys self care as a routine and hates himself when he runs out of spoons to continue those routines. Doesn’t understand why he feels this way. Thinks it’s irrational.

Tendou— tries to take the “guess monster” moniker in stride and plays into it, but it still affects him. Wonders sometimes if his pride and reputation is worth it if he could just be himself with someone, truly and unabashedly. Finds comfort in being friends with Ushijima.

Semi— writes songs to process his feelings and has more often than not realized some things about himself as he writes. Performance anxiety, a bit of anger issues, mood swings.

Kita— king of self care. His routine is his all and he adjusts them when he thinks it needs changing, like how he adjusts his serving portions as he grows. Sometimes runs out of spoons but has a routine for low spoon days too.

Suga— has thought about suicide more than once, but never goes through with it. Doesn’t like the implications and doesn’t think it’s worth it. Plus, he still sort of believes in the “but you have so much to live for!” argument and also promised himself that it wouldn’t go too far.

Oikawa— once the concept of self harm was exposed to him, he’s wanted to try it. He’s a bit morbid with it. Doesn’t try anything with knives and skin but presses on his collection of never ending bruises. Hurts himself with overworking instead. Forgets to eat until Iwa reminds him.


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