Gabriel

doomed yaoi

it feels insecure.

what is your opinion on the tcc, since zd fans and the tcc go hand in hand

i have to say that this is a really good question, thank you for your question!

quick response : well, even though i am a Non-Tcc in the True Crime Community i know that i have many fans who TCC and i accept yall at certain stages. and i definitely do not support you on these issues

my thoughts;

i actually used to have very radical views and i was completely against TCC and i was hateful, i still have places where i am hateful but but only those in TCC who investigate murder cases and know about them isnt problem for me. because i know most of the murder cases and i like to research such things in my spare time too! yeah, interesting right? but in the things i do, idon't fetishize anyone, i don't idolize anyone, and i see this being done the most at TCC. that's why i stay away from TCC as a personal thing.

i was actually starting to get really upset about this idolization, especially after the Semih Çelik incident that took place near where i live, i saw a lot of fans of that boy on Tumblr and other medias.

however, if the person is not threatening, that is not my problem. not everyone has the same mindset, the same mentality, some idolize serial killers and some do not and there are a lot of TCCs around me, normally. i am an interactive person with people who are TCC, i see people as people but if some ideologies bother me i stay away. there will never be a TCC DNI!!! on my account tho, any mentally f up person can be on my social media, because im not normal either

BUT DONT FORGET, what i said does not encourage/support/give a positive perspective to idolize murderers and bad people.

thanks again

as someone who has watched Zero Day over and over again for years, i think the ending of the movie is really good but for me, there are 2 endings

im so sure that Andre would have gone to prison behind bars if Calvin hadn't driven him to suicide. he would go crazy thinking about how Calvin's face exploding next to him for the rest of his life. because in the real scenario, Andre died because he knew he couldn't be without Calvin. he could not do any event, shooting without Calvin and after what he did, he could not live without Calvin too.

but he was also afraid of death. he was aware that things were not yet over for him.

but at the end of the day, he chose to embrace death with Calvin.

Can you draw Andre and Cal as adults?

Andre and Calvin as young-adults!

- Andre, who could not control the presence of eye bags because he stayed awake all day long in the home office

- Calvin, who happily works in a music store even though he can't make enough money from the bars where he plays his indie musics

Can I get a tall glass of cal and andre in swapped fits pls🙏

i only did a t-shirt swap but yeah, here ya go

sorry for the late reply,

and i really dont know why calvin is looking like that. hes going to haunt my nightmares.

Hi me again! Can you draw Andre and Cal eating lunch in the school cafeteria alone looking at everyone with disgust. Also can you give them lunches you both think they’d eat at school? Please! no rush!

'The Last School Supper' depiction of 'the last supper',, a belated art request sorry.

not disgust looks,, maybe hatred?? but the looks just tired, They are tired of people and can no longer even be disgusted. and this their last canteen lunch meal they had before shooting.

meanwhile, Andre would eat meatballs and Calvin would drink lentil soup for me

but why?

okay so Andre’s outwardly aggressive nature would align well with something hearty and solid like meatballs. he could stab them angrily with his fork, his eyes scanning the room with barely contained hatred. Calvin, on the other hand, is more introverted(yeah, he is more intoverted than Andre actually), calculating, and sinister, so lentil soup would suit him. he would quietly stir his spoon, watching everyone around him while scheming in his head. maybe while Andre aggressively cuts into his meatballs with a knife, Calvin calmly dips his spoon into his soup, lost in thought.

I wish I could transfer it directly to my brain, but unfortunately my drawing skills only stop here. haha. well,,

bon appetit then!