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today is the best day of my life. also this took a really long time (2 months) so pls like and reblog if u think its kinda cool as i need validation lol
Stay! I need help! I am poor and I want the new skz album for Christmas! Which version has the what stuff in it? Thanks!
he’s ‘🥹’ emoji
When you reached out your hand in friendship I was ecstatic. I couldn’t wait to play with you and give you my all. But you didn’t want it. I don’t know why but when I reached back you shied away. “Ah don’t worry about,” you dismissed with a wave of your hand. So I backed off, figuring you just did things in your own unique way.
We never really talked after that.
When I moved schools and you declared me your best friend, the smile on my face I had the rest of the day. I shared all of my love with you, all the things that were important to me and listened to your own rambles. But then you said “you’re a little funny, you know?” I didn’t think much of it, I knew I was a little different.
“I’m gonna hang out with someone else today,” you repeated day in and out.
I found some other groups to play with.
Another year meant another school. I talked to so many people, hoped that I could find a place among their love. But I never stuck around too long, never felt welcomed. Hands don’t really reach out anymore.
Then I met you guys, purely by accident really.
And it was magical, we would talk for hours and I could be myself. You guys stood there like trees, your roots keeping strong and soaking up the flood of those feelings I felt towards you.
And then the sickness came. We all hid away in our rooms, and still talked many a times. We ignored all of the problems we were facing at home.
Then I had to leave again, and now I only speak with one of you. And for that I will love you forever.
Months seemed to pass in a blur-there seemed to be no love then-and I found myself back at another school, the sixth and fortunately the last. I met one of the most important people there, we bonded over some stickers on her computer and never looked back. You loved me with so much it almost felt like looking in a mirror, I felt like someone matched everything I gave to them. It is a calmer, quieter love, but intense none the less. You, for the first time in my life, made me feel like you cared. Made me feel like someone really wanted all of my love. That I wasn’t just a weird hurricane of emotions with no control over myself. Sure your friends still have me that look, but I didn’t care. Someone wanted my love and that is all I need.
The other one I met during this time was truely a battle of wits and banter. But despite the aggravation at our clashing differences, a beautiful friendship blossomed from it. It is deep and honest, and it seemed to touch a part of my heart I didn’t know I had. You are a rock in my life and I don’t doubt that it will fade over time (I desperately hope it does not, for I don’t think I could handle another heartbreak)
I’m starting anew next year, this time of my own choice. But that’s just it. I’m starting all over again, with the only remnants of these important people in my life through messages and the odd phone call. While I know I will see you again I won’t be able to hug you for many months, I don’t know if I can survive that. I don’t know if I can survive having to speak to so many strangers again where everyone is so serious and will see my love as childish or with the wrong implications. The polite declines to do something together when I reach out. The distaste for any form of physical comfort. The need to focus on succeeding that I have no one to receive my love.
Sometimes I wonder why I can’t seem to make friends no matter how hard I try. I’m doing everything I was told to do, I followed the rules. I respected peoples space, I listened when the needed it. I reached out. I spoke with everyone about the things they enjoy. But I’m shouting into a void. You all still flinch when I laugh a little too loudly, you share awkward glances when I speak for a little too long. You tell me to quiet down when I get passionate about an important topic. You never want hugs, surely not everyone is that disturbed by touch, right? I see you laugh amongst yourselves. I see the hand holding and kind words exchanged.
Why doesn’t anyone seem to want my love? Am I that malfunctioned that I can’t seem feel anything correctly? What am I doing wrong that no one wants to be around me?
Why can’t the pain of everything I’m holding within myself go away.
Why can’t I just be normal?
felix joining hyunjin's instagram live // november 24th, 2024
hyunjin trying to remember the word for quesadilla with felix's help + hyunjin being suddenly rizzed by the australian accent ♡
Lil rockstar ⭐️🩷🐥
I was struggling with a part of my WIP so I decided to do what I always do when that happens: work on something else for a bit. Which became a challenge to myself to see if I could do a painting in one day. It's definitely not the quality or accuracy I could offer if I spent more time with it (I will be nice to myself and not call this art 'bad') but I enjoyed the process and maybe someone else will like it. Enjoy the art!
(Gender) euphoria
watercolour + pencils
WHEW! Look at all these beautiful people. This was my dream cast from the get go and I'm so thankful that they were all willing to give me their time and lend me their talents 🌟
That's all for VA announcements but I'll still continue posting lil updates here and there, so keep an eye out! And sub to my youtube channel so you know when the pilot's uploaded!
Hello, my lovely followers and mutuals. Today, I have come to question you guys. As you guys know, I am a trans man, FTM. For a couple of years, I've been going by the name Louis, my best friend picked it out for me, it's sentimental. But it just doesn't feel like me, and it hasn't for a while. I think it's because at that time in my life I wasn't so sure that it was what I wanted, but now as I've grown and matured quite a bit. Do you think it would be wrong or disrespectful to go through another name change?
hey everyone! back up your works on ao3, because project 2025 is probably going into effect. porn will be illegal.
BACK IT UP OFFLINE. the cloud will not save you here.
also, make sure you're current on your vaccines. and that all your ID and documents are up to date. Renew that passport.
because the fda, cdc, and state department are about to go to hell, too.
how are we even in this position again? insanity. pure insanity. but protect yourself, and be ready to protect your vulnerable loved ones. shit is about to get real bad.
Saranghae Do Saranghae 🎶
Love without Sex
I’m doing a Philosophy paper on Asexuality. Please reblog if you think Love without Sex is possible! I really need the data. Like if you think love has to have sex.
bro really went outta his way and said “fuck gender”
and he meant that shit
*on the phone* yeah. yeah they’re rebooting it again. yes, voltron. a live-action movie. mhm. they’ve even got henry cavill in it. ok stay safe bye I love you
Finalized Splatoon 3 OST rips
Big update for my Splatoon 3 OST rips!
Now that the game is done with content updates, I made definitive versions of the rip, which includes all the Grand Festival music, a couple of semi-minor tracks I forgot to add in the past (I'm sorry Inkopolis versions of Hotlantis) as well as some bonus SFX.
The track order has been revised since I had to add new tracks chronologically as they came out before which wasn't ideal, so the order makes more sense now.
The Side Order rip has also been updated with a bonus segment of SFX I selected, and lastly, these new rips now each have an ALAC encoded version, which is equivalent to FLAC but should also work with iTunes.
You can download these new versions here!
You will have to delete the old version of the rip though so it will display correctly in your apps.
If you only want to download the Grand Festival and new Big Run music, I also made a final update to the old rip with only these parts, however, the other additional tracks from the new rips will not be added to this.
Below are track lists for the new main rip and Side Order rip:
It's been a long time since I started maintaining this rip and now this may be the final update I'll give. I hope you enjoy this definitive version of the rip!
It leaked that the game freak devs working on Pokemon X and Y put born this way by Lady Gaga in the game code to test the audio and it's fucking killing me 💀 like I knew they were Gaga stans bc Elesa's design is inspired by her but this is so funny
smth smth mass multiplayer game smth Felix
also some highlights practice idk lol. wanted to try and emulate that cel shading style you often see in video games.
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Might’ve read the second chapter when it came out and then spent over two hours doing this
If it seems interesting I’d check it out, looks like it’ll be a good one :)
PSA: BAD LITTERBOX
i don't usually make posts like this, but this is a truly upsetting topic to me as a lifelong cat owner, so i feel i have a duty to share my knowledge with others.
there is a type of automatic litterbox for cats being sold that is EXTREMELY dangerous and has killed numerous cats through blunt force trauma, suffocation, etc. this litterbox is being sold under different brand names and logos, so i will include the picture of the model and two links to informational videos with more evidence and eloquence than i am able to provide.
please consider not having this type of litterbox in your home for your furry friends. me and my 16 year old tortie, puddy, want the best for all your kitty friends
image of litterbox below:
here are my two video links that provide proof and testimonials of this harmful product:
This Scam is Killing Cats by penguinz0
The DEADLY self-cleaning litter boxes that have flooded the market by One Man Five Cats
Here he is, our main character :). Lee Felix is a seemingly airheaded faerie who loves to dance in open clearings with his creator, the world around him. Feeling suffocated by his older brother's watch, he wants to leave the community and explore the lands to his heart's content.
Start of a new thing (?)
I've had the idea of making a SKZ AU for a while now and after many years of revising I've got some designs I like and will be posting them eventually (I've got the first one ready to go)
The main premise is that the kids live in a world where magic is controlled by music and music can be found anywhere if you look hard enough. The trees groan like violins in the wind, the earth provides a steady beat, the water like chimes sometimes soothing or clashing. After being defeated in war 100 years ago, demons have become a rare sight in the capital and haven't been seen set foot anywhere near the faeries. Although never having encountered one, Felix seems to keep seeing the same wood demon in his sleep visions.
I may or may not expand on the worldbuilding depending on if I think it would give spoilers to an eventual story, but here's where the faeries live. Just concept art for now but will post a more finalized piece if I feel like it
