I get so scary to myself sometimes
us moment
movie dekhne ka man karra but chemistry ki ncert dekhke gussa aara hai
i have not heing held for so long
physical chemistry exam tomorrow.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i miss people so much
i know this isn't normal
My family is filled with people who are kind and gentle to strangers but are unkind and harsh to their loved ones .
Sometimes I fear i will end up like them.
I take stupid decisions impulsively . I am supposed to be unpredictable and extreme to the world and clam and composed to my close ones but it's the opposite.
If any young ones are reading this . Please don't become like us .
Be kind and show love to the people close to u . Be harsh and extreme to the outside world , they don't give a fuck about u anyway.
i feel this tight knot in my chest
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