Hate Feeling Abandoned For Legit No Reason

Oh that fandom? I like it a normal amount *shoves pinterest boards under bed* *shoves playlists in the closet* *shoves the dream I had about it last night into a bush* *closes youtube and tumblr and throws computer into a lake*

'im gay i cant do math' shut up shut up your ineptitude for mathematics has nothing ot do with queerness. math and/or science gays including space aces are an extremely well documented phenomenon. you know what absolutely none of the gays can actually do? understand economics

I want that “drive safe,” kind of love, the “let me know if you need anything” kind of love, the “text me when you get there” kind of love, the “this made me think of you” kind of love, the “how was your day” kind of love, the “have fun, be safe” kind of love, the “good luck today” for something I only mentioned in passing kind of love, the “have a good day” kind of love, the “I remember you said you liked this so I got it for you” kind of love, the little ways of saying I love you without saying I love you kind of love. 

they said ily under the stars ✨

It's okay to not be able to hold a conversation outside of a very select few people

It's okay to not be able to hold a conversation at all

Ever or just for now

Quote otd

"No thoughts, brain absolutely empty, only Hotondo homes"

@lich-incubation-chamber

wake up babe new autism diagnostic criteria dropped did you fill out mad libs with the 'correct' words before figuring out they were supposed to be silly goofy

*bus drives up*

Me: büs?

*bus drives off*

Me: :(

Obsessed with pre-Enterprise Kirk being "grim and bookish". We have a canon back story of him ruining a guy's career by reporting a mistake because Starfleet regulations required it. He's rising through the ranks but is manifestly made unhappy by the pressures of command, as he admits to Bones in Balance of Terror.

But then so often in TOS he's this flirty heart eyes motherfucker. The only possible explanation for this change in personality is Spock? That's the major thing that's changed in his life, the presence of this weird tall alien who says absolutely wild shit with a completely straight face and makes Kirk stop taking everything so seriously

I love the tribbles episode because we see this in action. Kirk is pissed off the whole episode and then he goes to the mess hall and sees Spock petting the tribble and he almost SOBS. It's like "Ok. Bad day but everything's gonna be alright. Spock is here and he's doing his weird thing. This is my gravitational constant."

Isn't it kind of beautiful that the guy everyone thinks is unemotional is the exact person that makes Kirk step back and look at the universe with a sense of humor?

I’m glad ppl on tiktok are doing ok