I Just Met You, But I Know I Want To Love You Forever, And I’m Scared You Won’t Feel The Same.

Find someone who pays attention. Who runs their fingers over your every scar; and asks where each one came from. Find someone who knows how you like your coffee; what song makes you want to roll the windows down and slam on the gas pedal. Find someone who takes in your smallest details; who notices the things you thought no one ever would. And then…when you find them… Be their someone, too.

a paragraph about falling in love, deep3snplottwists  (via wnq-writers)

You only came back to me because you were alone with no one else and I think the worst part is I almost said yes

3:01 a.m

i was at a grocery store really late one night and some old guy kind of eyed me as i walked out of the store next to this other lady. She and I made eye contact and i knew she was scared too. we loaded up our groceries into our cars as fast as possible and I had way more bags than her so she got done faster than me. I panicked because i was sure she was going to leave so i just hurried faster, shaking a little, and then i noticed she sat in her car, watching me and making sure nobody came near. She waited not until all my groceries were loaded, or until my cart was put away, or until I got into my car. No, she didn’t drive away until I drove away. 

And that was the moment that I realized how much women need other women. That we can’t win this war without each other and we have to be looking out for each other, every second. 

I hate you. I hate the way you made me feel, the memories we made together, the fact that you could make me laugh, but the thing that I hate most of all is that I still miss you. I was tired of being unwanted. You always chose having a girlfriend over your real friends. Face it you were never there for me when I needed you. You claim to have loved me but I always felt like a second choice. “Cut out the toxic people in your life.” It always sounded so easy until it became my reality. The thing about people who are bad for you is they make you feel so good while they’re ruining your life. I know I’m better off without you; it’s all I ever wanted. Yet it’s been months and sometimes I still think about you and what it would be like if you were still in my life. I’m happy. Are you?

2:18 a.m

Learning to love yourself is hard, but here’s a self-love hedgehog to help you out! :D <3

i’m using rebecca’s cats again