The Pink Box, Yesenia Montilla

[ID: I am sick of / missing you, I am sick of / re-living last year's fervor. / Passion is a wormhole & / yearning is a nasty demon / that dirts up your house / when you are sleeping / & loveless is equivalent / to torture & I am tired / of making myself promises / I can't keep]

The Pink Box, Yesenia Montilla

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text id: It happens more often than not,
That a person shoots himself in his thoughts.
Shoots the self reflected in clear water,
in the mirror,

text id:
Shoots the self reflected in someone else’s eyes,
And dies there and then.
But the second specimen endures –
He himself remains – we ourselves remain.

text id: And burying ourselves without mourning,
We reawaken to life.
First, as plants and animals,
And after many centuries,
Also, with a human life strenuous and tough.

text id: And all of this lasts
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Maybe an everlasting week,
Or a momentary year...

text id: My God, you surely must know
How many times I've traversed this road,
Studded with sharp pebbles and thorns,
Again and again,
Barefooted.

text id: I am tired,
so tired of
Killing myself,
And even more, of reliving…

text id: Is there a need
To try the same,
Only this time
By shooting myself
In the eyes of this girl?

text id:
Close your eyes, my beloved,
I fear with dread
That this time too, I may not perish,
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text id: Close your eyes, my beloved.

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[ID: I love you; I don't know how else to begin. / How we began, though, was almost as if / it were already written. The details of how we arrived / at each other, to say I love you even as we fall asleep, / to let each other's name be the first sound / we utter every morning, can only be a gift of careful / construction, / a design of an elsewhere where we were already together. / Saying nothing, you make me want to live / more meaningfully. The world is so wild, beautiful, / and terrifying, and everywhere we turn, a new atrocity. / Then, I close my eyes and picture joy. / Among things, there is this day. Among faces, / there is yours. And I am no longer afraid. / I watch you in your own, quiet moments, / and I want this life. I want this life / to be longer. All I want is more time with you. / This is the only way I know how to end.]

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"what if things were different" is a poisoned well and drinking from it will kill you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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[ text id:

Will I ever even know
when my work is done? I'm almost
ready to show you the mess I've made.

/end id ]

Kaveh Akbar, from "An Apology," in Calling a Wolf a Wolf

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