Queenbean92 - The Bean

Bioshock Scenery → [5/?]

Just finished watching Ingrid Goes West and now I'm super sad. I feel you 10000% Ingrid. I mean not crazy af like you and want friends that bad but get it. I've tried for "friends" and every single one of them end up the same in the end. Fake, not loyal, don't give 2 fucks about me, used me. I have no friends at all. No joke. But I've come to terms with it and I'm okay with that. I'd rather be happy by myself than around fake people who don't care about me anyday.

AHS Apocalypse

Just started it & I even before watching it I was already in love with it. The start of the story is great, the nukes have been launched.

Btw I LOVE LOVE anything nuclear, it's all so fascinating to me.

What made my love for it was the video game saga Fallout

My fan song right now

UGH I HATE HAVING THIS ANXIETY AND BEING NERVOUS.

I shouldn't have to feel this way at the place I call home. Home suppose to be safe and secure. I don't feel either of those ways about my "home". I really really wish we could find another place to live. I wish his parents would let us stay there but I know that'll never happen. I just need to keep working and working and save, find a place or even room to rent somewhere. Hopefully that'll be soon and back in Aurora. Shannon only pays $800 for their loft. It's small but honestly perfect size for Jacob and I. But have to get a car first so I don't have to find another job up there for awhile. My biggest check so far was $350. Get paid twice a month thats $700 and know I can get more hours. So then my checks could go towards rent and then I'll still have my tips which are more than enough for us to still get food, pay electric, etc. And if Jacob starts working to then we'll be 100%. Even have extra money. Really we could do that!

Man!! Wish I found out sooner about the Jeffree Star Christmas mystery boxes 😣😣😭😭