The Outsiders But Filmed Like The Office

You write a letter to Dally…

Dear Dally, 

I was 17 years old when I fell for you. I was afraid of the idea of being in love and my very first instinct was to run away and never talk to you again. A big part of my wanted to pack up and leave and move to another country, because the truth is, I am unhinged, my head was a mess and my mind wasn’t in the right headspace… and by God, I didn’t want to ruin all that was pure and wholesome about you.

The way you held me to your body, so tenderly, they way your fingers trailed down my spine, the way your hands intertwined with mine… I felt safer than I have in years. I felt wanted and needed… I miss the way you played with my  hair. I want to feel that way again.

So much happened in so little time. I told you so many of my secrets, but I knew that they were safe with you. I told you I liked you and you said you felt the same. I always thoguht of you as someone who would never hurt me. You were so sweet, so gentle, so damn kind and innocent. I wanted that. Ii wanted every part of your soul. 

But you hurt me. It was unintentional, of that I am undoubtedly sure, but you did. Was I too honest? Did I scare you away? What did I do wrong? What is it about me that makes you not want me?

You never made it clear, what exactly it was that you wanted. The signs always seemed to point in my favour. You didn’t hurt me because you didn’t want me. You hurt me because you lied. You lied with your word - when you said you liked me, when you said you loved me too… You lied with your silence- your lies were so loud. I never knew silence could be that way. But you lied. In every single way a man could lie… you lied.

I know that you never meant to lie or hurt me, I can see the wonderfully beautiful colours of your soul. I can feel the purity radiating from your body. I can feel your kindness shining away like a fiery beacon. You are a lighthouse. 

But I am an ocean. I have the ability to destroy your light. I am the deep, dark pits of the ocean floor, I hold secrets and anger. If I’d have won your heart I would have destroyed all that was good in you.

Just like the ocean, I can make tsunamis rise and flatten cities. I am glad that you decided that I wasn’t worth your time. I’m glad that I wasn’t what you wanted. 

But I am sorry. I’m sorry that you wasted your time on a girl like me. I’m sorry that I wasn’t what you wanted or needed. I’m so sorry. I hope one day you’ll find the right girl, a girl that can love you more than I ever could have. I’m so sorry that I’m not perfect. I wish I could’ve been what you clearly needed. 

I’m sorry that your mum died. I’m sorry you were homeless… , I’m sorry that your dad didn’t want you. I wish he saw your worth like I did.

I hope you know your worth. I hope you can see what I see in your. If it had been anyone else I would’ve hated you. I would’ve talked about you in a disgusting manner. I guess that just goes to show how much I loved you. It shows that what I felt was real and it meant something to me. 

I still kind of love you. 

Love,  Brooke.

The Outsiders Behind The Scenes

Hey guys!! I’m back again. Sorry that I am so inactive, again; this has to do with my health and I’m still struggling with it. If I have time and stuff, I will post things about the 80′s, kpop, metal, rock, anything really. 

Love you guys. X

Patrick Swayze behind the scenes of The Outsiders

The Outsiders (1983) dir. Francis Ford Coppola.

Who needs therapy when you have miscenallenous pics of the cast of The Outsiders with random babies

Darry: You can’t hit people for being stupid Dallas: why not? Darry: Because if we did that Pony would have a concussion

Behind the scenes of the Outsiders

I was wondering if you could do a hc for the gang teaching you how to do a backflip?? Sounds weird, sorry.

omg I’m laughing this is the weirdest and best request I’ve gotten, thank you lmaoo

gang HCs! teaching you how to backflip

- dally tries to show off and hurts himself- he almost broke his neck.- steve just keeps doing backflips and just says to try- twobit is just LAUGJINg at dally- ponyboy is just bein an angsty teen in the corner - johnny is with u an trying to learn too- sodapop is trying to do one himself. - he can’t - but he does a cart wheel!- good job sodapop- Darry is the only helpful one- he teaches u and johnny and when u both actually do it everyone cheers- steve is screaming and jumping - dally is grumbling but lowkey jealous- he’s not flexible and not happy

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the outsiders but it takes place during the plague. steve has fallen. dallas is a plague doctor. two-bit is a disease-ridden rat. johnny? a flea. the curtis family has sold ponyboy to afford medicine for soda. darry is untouched. he is invincible.

Since Tumblr will only allow ten pics or something I will put these in sections. This section is of the actor’s reflections on doing the movie(Ralph’s was short but sweet like Johnny himself while C Thomas Howell’s was two pages long)

Sorry some of these are really hard and tiny to read, the text was really small lmao