this is going to sound like the most stupid "problem" in the world but I just gotta vent
being a jew who "looks white" is a fucking weird experience. when I was a child I had grown adults tell me that I was "lucky [I] won't need a nose job" or something like that. I have goyim straight up tell me that I'm not actually jewish cause I "don't look jewish", ask me if hitler would've spared me cause I have blonde hair and blue eyes, start doing race science on me, etc.
goyim also fucking LOVE to look at my appearance and say "well just don't say you're a jew and you won't experience antisemitism stop complaining" and it's like...no? my curly hair gets me plenty of micro aggressions. I have to code switch at work and with certain people to avoid using yiddish. and even beyond that, white supremacists get SO comfortable around you that you are subjected to antisemitism even if it isn't directed at you
and so so often my appearance is used by antisemites as a cudgel against other jews, like because I have blonde hair and blue eyes that means all jews are white. and I hate it. so much. i wish I could feel jewish enough with my blonde curls and dark blue eyes. I wish my existence wasn't a controversy.
honestly at this point I feel like my identity as a jew comes before almost any other identity because it's one of the most impactful in my life (behind my autism). like "jew" is its own identity that you can't put into a box.
idk man I just needed to get this off my chest
being in the house md fandom is crazy because you could be scrolling tiktok and see the most gut wrenching hilson edit to a hozier song and the very next video is a roblox character with a house skin running from a giant rat in a room made of cheese
We don't talk about this nearly enough. Because what even was that??
do they know what personal space is.
also the fact that theo dragged liam in there to confront him? what was his goal here exactly. like just admit that you love him, gay boy.
Me and the infected crew rolling up to the Starlight Theater this summer:
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what to do when you canโt afford therapy
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what to do when you canโt pay your bills
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organize your closet
how to take care of yourself when youโre sick
what you should bring to a doctorโs appointment
whatโs a mortgage?
how to pick a health insurance plan
hotlines list
your first gynecology appointment
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things to have in your car in case of emergency
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how to make friends as an adult (video)
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what the fuck should you make for dinner?
where should you go for drinks?
alcohol: know your limits
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Damn Akon, didn't know you were that big of a fan. I'm sorry, I wasn't familiar with your game.
โI'm the one who gripped you tight and raised you from perdition.โ
I started it about a week ago ๐คฏ but I had a vision and I was following it and enjoyed the whole process โฅ
a writing competition i was going to participate in again this year has announced that they now allow AI generated content to be submitted
their reasoning being that "we couldn't ban it even if we wanted to, every writer already uses it anyway"
"Every writer"?
come on
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