Feeling So Grateful For Some Things In Life Right Now But Feeling So Much Pain Missing Other Things That

i should not be trusted with the ability to fantasize

please don’t spend your life convincing yourself that love or joy is reserved for the idealized version of you that only exists in the future

i deserve everything beautiful in this world and i will recieve it all

Anton Checkhov, Short Stories

Are you in love with me? Have you been in love with me? Will you be in love with me?

If you have a crush on me just come talk to me and I promise you will get over it

stop looking at me respectfully and start looking at me like a coyote looks at a fully stocked henhouse

oh my god i need the shit beat out of me partially for sexual reasons but mostly cause i just need the shit beat out of me