silent girl september… sleepy girl september… solitary girl september…
will FOREVER be an unabashed and unapologetic stare-er. I WILL stare at your tits, I WILL check you out, I WILL play eye tag with you. A girl has to have hobbies to keep herself entertained….
there is a special kind of loneliness that comes at the end of summer. even as the sun’s warmth lingers, there’s a quiet feeling that something has slipped away. like the last echo of laughter carried off by the wind. this time of year always brings a touch of sadness & melancholy but within that sadness, there’s also this strange comfort. a hope that despite the ending, new beginnings are just around the corner
i should not be trusted with the ability to fantasize
I love being alive, I really do. So many good foods to eat, movies to watch, songs to hear, outfits to enjoy, jokes to hear, daydreams to have, hugs to give, pictures to view, bodies of water to swim in, places to go, and I love that I am here another day for it all! I never everrrr take it for granted.
im slowly losing it
now i am forced to somehow un-love you. as if i never craved your touch, your kiss, or simply your presence across the room. i am forced to pretend this heart is not longing for your return. we are now two strangers who shared a past, and an imaginary future together. i am forced to dry my tears at night and make myself believe this is for the better. my arms no longer have a home. and your absence will forever torment my soul.
- dee (i am forced to forget us)
ok i slept and ate food and now i will walk around
"Would you peel an orange for me?"
I would peel a pomegranate for you.