I'm making this my wallpaper for the rest of december
ok obligatory notes post
uhh tw for ed and depression
1 note i’ll tell my boyfriend how amazingly handsome he is
15 notes i’ll work on my school work (doing it now cause i need to :p)
30 notes ill work on my math project
50 notes i’ll go to sleep at a reasonable time
100 notes i’ll eat lunch at school at least 3 days a week
200 notes i’ll start writing microfics again
250 notes i’ll start a long(ish) fic
500 notes i’ll talk to my therapist about my dysphoria
750 i’ll talk to my therapist about how i think i have ADHD
1000 notes i’ll talk to my therapist about how my eating troubles coming back
1500 notes i’ll talk to my therapist about how i think i have an ed and be truthful about it
2500 notes i’ll talk to my friends about how im getting depressed again (it’s really high cause this is how i lost all my friends last time)
uh ok rule
5 comment/reblog max
idc if you mention a ton of people in ur reblogs tho :)
green=finished
orange=working on it
yayyyy mutuals hiiiiiiiii reblog if you love your mutualssssssss hiii mutuals
I tried to scroll past this. I really did
the suffering never ends
I'm watching the countdown. It's coming together. I JUST CAN'T LOOK IT'S KILLING ME. Ain't no way I could get tickets but...a girl can dream :)
love when there’s like 4 people online and we keep reblogging the same posts from each other. literally just 4 bitches hanging out and telling each other “exactlyyyyy”
I am too stupid to actually think of something to contribute to this theory but it does make sense to me 🤔
I THINK I KNOW WHO THE OPERA WOMAN IS!!!!!!!!
so if you haven't listened to mama, or if you haven't seen the trailer titled "opera" then i suggest going and doing that first, because these will be the center of my theory, however i am going to paste images of what im talking about here, so you can get away without it.
the facts
now mama by my chem is about a soldier with a strained relationship with his mother and trying to apologize before he dies, we can glean this from these particular lines
and of course the mother feels the same way
and this line is specifically delivered with a classical singing style, you know what's a classical singing style
opera.
and this woman
looked like she was going to sing opera to the men in front of her, and her mouth made the movement, but instead we hear a distorted semi terrifying scream instead.
we also know that this city got destroyed in a war, but the question is a war with who?
now i specifically want to draw attention to the phrase "starved to death in a land of plenty"
in the words of MoonBoots4600 on reddit "Its actually a direct copy of a banner carried in the 1931 Unemployed March when families were dying despite being in the "land of the free""
(original banner)
the new tour trailer have imagery reminiscent of fascism, if this fascist government was limiting people rights, and causing the death and starvation of civilians, there would be an uprising? would there not. so i prepouse this.
the theory
i believe that the mother of the narrator in mama is actually the opera woman. the opera woman works for the government, and the son is apart of the rebellion. when the son dies this affect the rebellion strongly, and the mother must report this to the men seen in the video. the screaming is a metaphor for her grief as she tell the government what has happened, despite her neutral expression, she is angered for her son has died.
(i normally don't ask for reblogs but on this i am begging, i need people to see this and give me some second opinions. please reblog)
mkn-as
(uwu a great find)
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….gl-n-h-hd.
thats literally it..
I'm bored af so I'm on Tumblr now ig :D | minor | MCR obsessed and it's pretty much the only thing I post about | mentally a millenial who refuses to grow up | she/they (don't tell anyone tho cuz the closet is starting to get a little cozy) | i play games idk what else to add
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