hey! osc and pcos!reader here !! thank you so much for writing about it. brings me a lot of comfort and makes me feel seen. you can obviously wait a bit to write this one but maybe osc with pcos reader where he just completely takes care of her like applying heating pads and giving her massages
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Oscar Piastri x PCOS!reader
summary: oscar takes care of pcos!reader cause heās a lil sweetheart
warnings: pcos mention, chronic pain
A/N: iām so glad uāre enjoying these and can find comfort in them, i literally have two more for pcos!reader lined up (without a req) because i love it so much. thank u for requesting as always, u dk how much i appreciate it :) all for u xx LOVE U BABY ā¤ļø
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you wake up feeling like a truck ran you over. twice.
your body is heavy. your lower back is already aching. and your stomach feels like someone stuffed it with lead and then lit it on fire for fun.
you donāt even need to check the calendar. itās one of those pcos days.
you roll over with a groan and immediately catch sight of oscar sitting on the floor, fiddling with something in his hands.
āyouāre awake,ā he says, bright-eyed, like you didnāt just sound like a dying animal.
you blink at him. āwhy are you on the floor?ā
he grins. ātesting the heating pad. it works.ā
you squint. āhow long have you been awake?ā
he shrugs. ānot important. anyway. lie back.ā
you blink again as he hops up and gently guides you onto your back like a nurse in a very expensive mclaren hoodie. the second your head hits the pillow, heās already tucking the warm pad under your shirt, resting it low on your belly like heās done this a hundred times.
āi googled the exact placement,ā he says proudly. āthey say right over the ovaries.ā
āhot,ā you mutter.
he winks. āvery.ā
he disappears for a second, and when he returns, heās holding a tray like heās room service.
a glass of water. your painkillers. a tiny bowl of cut fruit. and two chocolate-covered biscuits just because.
you stare at the tray, then at him. āwho are you and what have you done with my slightly clueless boyfriend?ā
āexcuse me,ā he says, offended. āi am incredible in a crisis.ā
āthis isnāt a crisis.ā
he gestures to your curled-up position and murder-glare. ālooked pretty crisis-y five minutes ago.ā
you roll your eyes but pop the painkillers anyway. oscar sets the tray down and climbs back into bed, shifting to sit behind you, his fingers already gently working into your lower back like he knew the exact spot that hurts.
you sigh. loudly. dramatically. āi take it back. you are godās favorite. and maybe mineā
he grins against your shoulder. āyou only say that when i bring snacks and rub your back.ā
ābecause itās a rare combo.ā
ārude.ā
his thumbs press into a tense knot just above your hips, and you melt.
āwhere did you learn this?ā you mumble.
āyoutube,ā he says proudly. āalso the ferrari physio owes me a favor.ā
you snort. āyou asked another teamās physio for period cramp massage tips?ā
āhe thought i was asking for me,ā oscar says casually. āi didnāt correct him.ā
you laugh, full-on this time, even though it makes your stomach cramp. āthatās love.ā
he hums, warm and low, and presses a kiss to the back of your neck.
āi know i canāt fix it,ā he says softly, ābut if i can make it slightly less horrible, i will. always.ā
you lean into him, letting the heat and the pressure and the love soak in all at once.
and honestly?
you donāt feel great.
but you do feel loved.
which, today, is more than enough.
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okay I wrote something about Carlos BUT I wrote it in my notebook and I'm very lazy to make it digital
I would like to write a fanfic of mu qing x reader because I only know two and I WANT MORE.
ā tambien lo puedes leer en ao3 <3
Kylo era, sin lugar a dudas, una persona con dificultades para expresarse. Ya sea fĆsica o verbalmente, el siempre vacilaba antes de mostrar su afecto. No tenĆa muy en claro si eran las consecuencias por la frĆa relación que tuvo con su madre o por sus enseƱanzas como soldado, pero no cabia duda que su corazón se atibio con la llegada de Naeva.Ā
Kylo quien se levantaba antes que el Sol saliera, quien extendia las expediciones para estar lejos de casa, y quien odiaba los dulces, ahora se encontraba en las tardes de la maƱana comiendo masitas dulces junto alguno de los tantos tes que le gustaban a Naeva. El Sol de la maƱana entibiaba la habitación, el aroma al dulce cerezo que crecĆa a las afueras del castillo lo hacĆa querer volver a dormirse. Lastimosamente, volverse a dormir atrasarĆa la expedición a la que Kylo debĆa asistir.Ā
āKylo, puedes irte sin preocuparte, sabes que sĆ© cuidarmeāNaeva quien siempre estaba tranquila y tenĆa confianza en sus propia habilidades, no tardaba en darse cuenta que parte de la responsabilidad de su pareja era irse y acompaƱar a sus tropas. Sin embargo Kylo, habĆa resultado un problema en las Ćŗltimas salidas, no podĆa quedarse tranquilo.Ā
āPromĆ©teme que no vas a salir si no estĆ”s acompaƱadaālos mechones oscuros caĆan sobre la cara de su pareja sin llegar a cubrir su expresión de preocupación, el pecho de la joven se enterneció al darse cuenta y lo prometió dejando un beso de la mejilla de su esposo, quien simplemente perdio la mirada con sus orejas rojas.Ā
Para Kylo, mostrar su preocupación, era su forma de amar.
GOSSIP GIRL, max verstappen.
summary. when a random instagram page called āmaxverstappengossipā pops up with stupidāto made up soundingāfacts about max, many canāt help but wonder who is behind the account. luckily, max solves the case!
featuring. max verstappen x fem!poc!reader (faceclaim, meret manon)
this fic includes the following. . . swearing, famous!reader (its not that important tbh), unhinged!reader, various posts,
maxverstappengossip ⢠instagram
liked by user, user, and others
maxverstappengossip a gossip page for max verstappen because hes actually a weirdo šš½
ā„ļø 29.6k š¬ 4k ā¢
maxverstappengossip š 92k IN A DAY??? HELLO???
ā„ maxverstappengossip I have even posted anything guys omg
ā„ maxverstappengossip weird of yall to start defending him as if he wasnāt found with human remains in his basement in 2013
user iām so here for this page fr
user weirdo HOW?? you donāt know this man. youāre the fucking weirdo
ā„ maxverstappengossip woah there buddy boy no need to be hostile šāāļø
ā„ user i really hope you get exposed or worse. like fr
ā„ user max verstappen fans are actually unhinged omg?? bc wym āor worseā š
user WAITT THESE MAX PHOTOS ARE SO š«¦
user this is so parasocial omg..
user where is this even coming from??
user he look high asf in the 2nd photo
user giving f1gossip a run for her money šš
user this is actually so weird. gossip about a man who lowkey doesnāt bother anybody??
ā„ user max verstappen.. doesnāt bother anyone?
user iām employed what does this mean
ā„ maxverstappengossip making naruto vs jjk edits is not a job babe
user MV33 HATE CLUB UNITE!!!
user YALL ITS A TROLL PAGE š
maxverstappengossip ⢠instagram
liked by user, user, and others
maxverstappengossip the reason why we donāt see this dog anymore is because he ate him. ļ¼ peta look into this plz
ā„ļø 77.5k š¬ 2k ā¢
user now who is running this account š
user i thought he gave them away??
ā„ maxverstappengossip thatās what he wants u to believe
user WHAT
user i told yall it was a troll account š
user source??
ā„ maxverstappengossip i saw him do it
user i canāt believe he would do this⦠does yn know??
ā„ user OMGGG SAVE YN
ā„ user ļ¼ yourusername GIRL YOUR BOYFRIEND LIKES TO EAT DOGSS RUNN
ā„ user NOW WHY WOULD YOU TAG HERNSN
user ???? i expected actual gossipā¦
user TAGGED PETA??? THIS IS INSANEE
user #maxverstappenisoverparty
user i cant believe he would do this..
user āpeta look into this plzā IM CRYINGG
maxverstappengossip ⢠instagram
liked by user, user, and others
maxverstappengossip the real max verstappen died and what weāre seeing is a clone of him
ā„ļø 104k š¬ 12.3k ā¢
user ho is he paul mccartney ??
user HOW DID HE DIE OMGG
ā„ maxverstappengossip the real jimmy & sassy got tired of him and ate him. 100% real #trust.
ā„ user wait so jimmy & sassy are clones too??
ā„ maxverstappengossip yeah
user again, does yn know about this???
ā„ user im surprised she hasnt followed this account yet
ā„ user SHES PROBABLY RUNNING THIS ACCOUNT š
user this is the most unserious thing EVERR
user im over here thinking weāre gonna get juicy tea from this account ā ļø
user so.. did clone max eat the dog or real max..??
ā„ maxverstappengossip real max
ā„ user awe man i had hope for real max ā¹ļø
ā„ maxverstappengossip well that was your first mistake
various users ⢠twitter
yn &&. max! ⢠imessage
maxverstappengossip ⢠instagram
liked by maxverstappen1, user and others
maxverstappengossip k funs over š
ā„ļø 366k š¬ 20.4k ā¢
maxverstappen1 āFunā you almost ruined my career?!
ā„ maxverstappengossip OHH BROTHERR
maxverstappen1 Whatās with the jk photo??
ā„ maxverstappengossip thats JUNGKOOK TO YEW. š«µš½ also heās bae fr
ā„ maxverstappen1 I donāt understand you
ā„ maxverstappengossip skibidi rizzler gyatt ššš½
ā„ maxverstappen1 Delete your account
user I KNEW ITTTT
user āiām doing it, are you?ā HELLLOOOOO??
user jungkook photo is so real
user gorgeous girl doing unhinged shit
ā„ user making sure max stays humble šāāļø
user PLEASE DONT DELETE THIS ACCOUNT ššš
ā„ maxverstappengossip TRUST I WONT.
ā„ maxverstappen1 You said you would?
ā„ maxverstappengossip well iām a liar idk why you keep believing me
ā„ maxverstappen1 š¤¦š¼
user this is such a random photo dump
user baby max eating fries ohnyhetayags
user rip maxverstappengossip⦠2025-2025 š
BONUS! ⢠twitter
amera speaks. possibly my favorite fic ive written so far (besides the oscar x weird!girl reader, which im almost done with)!!! i hope you all enjoy <3. i think after my oscar fic comes out, im gonna start doing requests :3! i never know what to say here anymore LOL
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planear novela
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hacer prompts con mis personajes
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⯠pairing: Sebastian Vettel x GF! Reader āÆ
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She was pacing the living room, phone pressed to her ear as she chatted with her best friend. The conversation had taken its usual turn into juicy gossip, her friend recounting the latest drama with one of her coworkers.
āSo, he goes on three dates with her, right? Three! And then just ghosts her. Like, how do men even function like this?ā her friend said, exasperated.
She hummed in agreement, rolling her eyes even though she couldnāt see her. āYeah, men are just... ugh, theyāre all the same sometimes.ā
āSometimes?ā her friend shot back. āGirl, always. Every single time.ā
That made her laugh. āOkay, fine. Men are always like this, gosh.ā she paused for a beat, then added with a mischievous chuckle, āNot all men. Nah, who am I kidding? All men.ā
Her friend cracked up on the other end of the line, and she joined her, the two of them feeding off each otherās energy. āGod, youāre so right,ā her friend said. āAnyway, Iāll catch up with you later. Thanks for the laugh.ā
āAnytime,ā she said, smiling as she hung up and slipped her phone into her pocket.
The room was quiet now, except for the soft rustle of pages turning. She glanced up, seeing Seb on the couch, book in hand, but the amused grin on his face told her heād heard every word.
āSo,ā he said, setting his book down and folding his arms. āAll men, huh?ā
āWait, you were listening?ā she chuckled, āto my very private top secret conversation?ā she joked.
He grinned wider, his blue eyes sparkling with mirth as he teased back, āWell, I must say, I learned some ratherā¦pertinent information about the male species today. Seems we're all just a bunch of clueless, womanizing ghosts.ā He chuckled softly, standing up from the couch.
āI stand corrected,ā she started, her grin wedding with the banter, āqueer men are usually not like that.āĀ
Seb laughed and walked over to her, slipping an arm around her waist. āQueer men, huh? Well, I guess that means I'm still in the doghouse then,ā he joked, giving her a playful squeeze.
Seb grinned mischievously as he pulled her closer. āBut hey, if all men are really that bad, why do you keep hanging around this one?ā he teased, his blue eyes twinkling with playful accusation. āMaybe you secretly enjoy the thrill of being surrounded by such a charming rogue.ā
āOkay, okay, maybe not all men,ā she finally conceded, ābut always a man.ā
Seb chuckled and shook his head. āWell, I suppose that's fair. I mean, let's not forget who was chasing after who in the beginning,ā he said with a playful smirk. āI seem to recall a certain someone keeping things casual, while I was the eager one wanting to make things serious. Sounds like you were the real rogue there, love.ā
She chuckled slightly, as there was true in his words. āOkay, maybe you're like the exception,ā she admitted, smiling.
Seb grinned triumphantly and pulled her in for a quick, playful spin. āNow you're talking! I guess even the most die-hard cynic can find a decent bloke now and then,ā he teased, giving her waist a gentle squeeze before releasing her.
āDie-hard cynic? Me?ā she said, her faux offense evident in her tone.
Seb winked playfully as he took a step back. āWell, you know what they say āthe more cynical they are, the more they need a good man to prove them wrong,ā he quipped with a cheeky grin. āAnd lucky for me, I seem to have succeeded in my noble quest.ā Seb's grin softened into a more tender smile as he reached out to gently tuck a loose strand of hair behind her ear, his fingertips lightly brushing her cheek. āBut in all seriousness, you know I'm just happy to be the exception to your rule.ā
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⯠authors note: I just loved the quote āNot all men, but always a manā Also the images are a little random lol
English is not my first language, and I hope you liked it <3
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pairing! anakin skywalker x fem!reader
synopsis! r2-d2 can't stand seeing anakin and you fight, so he decides to play his favorite game: being cupid!
warnings! verbal fight, fluff, artoo being such a cutie little droid :c
word count! 4.8k
note! this is the longest shit i've ever written in my whole life š§š»āāļøIT'S ALSO INSPIRED BY A DREAM I HAD WITH ANAKIN š© it's special, i hope you like it as much as i do <33.
my mother tongue is spanish, so i ask for your patience and a lot of kindness in case you want to make an observation about my narration, grammar or spelling. thank you! ā”
Ā© stardi ā all rights reserved. do not repost, translate or modify without permission and credits!
The time had long surpassed the stroke of midnight, yet fate had conspired to hold you, Anakin and R2-D2 captive in the war room, surrounded by maps and holographic projections of the enemy's forces. As one of the highest-ranking Generals, the weighty responsibility had fallen upon you and Anakin to devise a strategic plan, one that would orchestrate the downfall of a fortified Separatist stronghold nestled upon a remote planet.
Your eyes felt heavy, your head pounded, and every inch of your body was begging for some rest. All you yearned for was respite, a sanctuary within the confines of your bunk, where you could surrender to slumber's embrace for an entire week. Looking over at Anakin, you could tell that he wasn't feeling any different from you, his body language betraying his exhaustion, letting you know that you weren't alone in your misery. It was as if the weight of the galaxy had settled on both of your shoulders, and you couldn't help but wonder how much longer you and your best friend could keep going like this.
You hated war.
It was a brutal business, and you hated every moment of it. Its destructive nature, the lives it claimed, the endless planning and executing was taking its toll on you. Yet, you soldiered on, fueled by the hope that your efforts would make a difference.
With bleary eyes, you rubbed at the fatigue-induced haze, striving to maintain focus amidst the flickering glow emanating from the tactical map. In that moment, Anakin turned to you. A adorable yawn, one he tried to suppress but failed, escaped his lips with a slight suspire. It was a stark contrast to his imposing figure; strong, broad, and towering. Yet, it was in these small, vulnerable moments that his true essence shone through, captivating your soul like nothing else.
You wondered if he knew how cute he looked when he was tired, or how every little gesture of his was beautiful in its own way.
"I think we should launch a frontal assault," suddenly, his confident and resolute voice broke through your thoughts about him. His index finger moved at a specific area and your gaze followed his hand. An undeniable knot of worry coiled in the pit of your stomach. The location he had singled out was no ordinary point on the map; it was a fortified entrance, a bastion of enemy resistance that had withstood countless assaults. "We'll hit them hard and fast, overwhelm their defenses, and take the base in a matter of hours."
"That's a risky move," you interjected, your voice laden with skepticism, unsure about the feasibility of his plan. His illogical proposal took your sleep away in less than a second. "The Separatists have had time to fortify their position and they'll be expecting us. We could lose a lot of men if we charge in blindly."
"We're Jedi, not cowards. We can handle whatever they throw at us."
"But what if they have some kind of surprise waiting for us?" you countered, your own frustration growing as you watched Anakin's tired eyes roll in exasperation at your objections. His pretty, oh, so pretty eyes. "A trap? A minefield? A hidden weapon? We need to approach this mission with caution."
Anakin let out a long, drawn-out sigh, his brow furrowing deeply in annoyance. He leaned back in his seat, crossing his arms in front of his chest in a clear demonstration of displeasure. The weariness in his eyes was overshadowed by an unmistakable expression of disdain as he peered at you, a seemingly conviction that you, in that moment, were the dumbest living form in the entire vastness of the galaxy.
"Caution?" he exclaimed, the word escaping his lips like a bitter scoff. "We need to seize the initiative and strike while the iron is hot. Our troops are ready, and the time is right."
Exhaustion was mounting, and you could feel a dull ache pulsing through your temples. Instinctively, you rubbed your forehead in a futile attempt to alleviate the fatigue that threatened to cloud your judgment. A silent plea to the gods or the Force itself crossed your mind, a pray to grant you the patience and wisdom necessary to navigate the turbulent sea of Anakin's unwavering determination.
He's so stubborn.
It was legendary, he could be as immovable as a mountain. His obstinacy resembled a deep-rooted tree, firmly entrenched in his convictions, rendering it nearly impossible to sway or alter. You had long known this about the man you loved the most, and you were aware of how difficult it could be to change his mind once he was set on something. This quality of his, simultaneously admirable and frustrating, had been witnessed by everyone on numerous occasions.
And now it was putting the mission at risk.
A pang of guilt struck you as you thought back on the many times you had given in to his plans or ideas to avoid a conflict that wears out your mind and heart. You knew deep down that it wasn't worth it, that sometimes it was easier to concede than to argue. But today, now, this case was different. This time, the stakes were higher, you couldn't let him put your troops in unnecessary danger just because you wanted to avoid an argument. Your decisions could make or break the success of the mission.
"I'm not saying we should be cowards, Anakin. I'm saying we should be smart. We need to think about the bigger picture here," you stated calmly, trying to reason with him, leaning forward in your seat to trace your finger along the terrain as you spoke. "We can send in a smaller team to gather intel. Then, based on what they find, we can make the best decision about how to proceed. We need to minimize our losses and maximize our chances of success."
Anakin's intense gaze held yours, and you felt a flicker of hope that maybe, just maybe, he was genuinely considering your suggestion. His eyes seemed to search yours for a moment, as if weighing the options and possibilities. But, as quickly as that flicker of possibility had arisen, it was snuffed out by the curve of his lips, which seemed to twist into a disapproving sneer.
"I appreciate your input, Y/N," he replied, polite but tinged with a dismissive tone. Running a hand through his tousled hair, he caused a few strands to fall gracefully back into place. That gesture would have normally made your heart flutter, however, the gravity of the situation kept you firmly grounded. "But I know what needs to be done. We're going with my plan," he concluded like a definitive statement, standing up from his seat with a data-pad in his hands, approaching the droid that was holding other maps for you. "R2, come here. Help me with something."
Unacceptable.
You sat there for a moment, stunned and speechless, trying to process what had just happened. Had he truly made the final call without giving a second thought to your perspective? Just like that? Was he so convinced of his own rightness that he was willing to dismiss your opinions entirely? The audacity of his actions ignited a gentle flame within you, a facet of your personality that lacked patience, the heat of your rage begin to rise in your chest as you watched him compare maps with the droid without any worry or disturb at his behavior. How dare he? You wanted to scream, to lash out, to tell him exactly what you thought of him and his I'm-always-right attitude. But at the same time, you knew that wouldn't solve anything.
Summoning all your willpower, you took a deep breath, clenching your teeth with fervor and mentally counted to ten, harnessing your emotions as you rose from your seat walked purposefully toward him.
You closed the distance, your gaze weighed heavily upon the back of his neck, a penetrating stare filled with a mix of intensity and silent reproach. It pierced through his consciousness, momentarily causing a flicker of confusion to ripple across his features, drawing his attention to your presence. However, after a fleeting moment of acknowledgment, he redirected his focus back to the droid, continuing with his task, seemingly dismissing the impact of your unspoken message.
"You're not even willing to consider other options?" you questioned. The words hung in the air, suspended between you and Anakin. Yet, he stood unmoved. "You're just going to charge in blindly and hope for the best?"
"It's not blind," Anakin emitted a chuckle, dripping with sarcasm. He didn't even bother to face you, his voice carrying a hint of condescension. "It's a calculated risk."
"Anakin, we're supposed to be a team," you crossed your arms, your voice firm but tinged with a touch of pleading. "We should be working together on this."
"I am working with you. I just don't agree with your strategy," his annoyance was palpable as he finally set aside his data-pad, pivoting his well-built frame to face you, his gaze piercing with impatience. "You're too cautious, too hesitant. Your plan will only hold us back. I know what I'm doing."
His words stung like a slap in the face. You had always been willing to put yourself in harm's way for the greater good, but you knew that there was a difference between bravery and foolishness, a thin line you weren't willing to cross. Anakin, on the other hand, seemed to have a hard time distinguishing between the two.
"I'm holding us back?" you shot, incredulous. You didn't notice the way your voice was slowly rising. "You're the one who's being reckless and impulsive. As always," Anakin's narrowed eyes burned with indignant fury, his initial annoyance transforming into a smoldering anger that threatened to consume the room. You knew that your words had struck a nerve, even though they held a semblance of truth.
As the tension in the room thickened, the air heavy with unyielding wills, R2-D2 beeped urgently, his mechanical voice punctuating the air seeking to intervene. The astromech droid, more than just a resourceful companion, was a friend, his loyalty extended beyond mere service; he cared deeply for both of you, aware of the underlying, unspoken feelings that bound you together. Every subtle interaction was etched into his memory circuits, everything. From the stolen glances and telltale blushes provoked by compliments, from the extended hugs that lingered longer than necessary after arduous missions and the occasional brushes of hands. He longed for nothing more than to see you both happy and united, free from the burdens of conflict.
And he was determined to fulfill his longing, he was going to put an end to the argument, and maybe take advantage of the situation a little. A mischievous thought flitted through his mechanical mind: Did the two of you know about his favorite game?
"Not now, R2," Anakin snapped, caught up in the heat of the moment, waving the droid away. "I am the problem now? You're the one who's being selfish, thinking only of your own safety and not the mission at hand."
"That's not true. I care about the mission, and I care about our troops. I just don't want to see them die needlessly because of a hasty decision," a mocking and arrogant smile stretched across his face.
"You don't have the guts to make the tough calls, do you?"
The way you gasped.
Even R2 seemed taken aback, emitting an surprised beep that mirrored the incredulity you felt. For a moment, you struggled to find your voice, your jaw hanging open in a mix of astonishment and anger. Then, your throat let out a bubbling laughter of disbelief. It was a reflexive response, a visceral reaction to the absurdity of his accusations, a release of the pent-up frustration that had been building inside you.
"Oh, you don't want to do this," you managed to choke, a sense of warning in your laughs. Anakin's expression shifted, his defiance growing even stronger as he raised his chin, a challenging sparkle in his eyes. His audacious stance seemed to say that he was ready to engage in this verbal duel, if you weren't fighting already, unafraid of the consequences. It was a side of him you had seen before. That stubborn, headstrong Jedi Knight loved pushing boundaries.
"Maybe I do."
Fearing the situation could deteriorate further, R2-D2 acted with a subtle nudge against Anakin's legs, a gentle insistence in his movements as he sought to capture the Jedi's attention, his beeps growing more insistent. Anakin, vexed by the interruption, cast a frustrated glance downward, emitting a groan of annoyance in response.
"R2! Can't you see we are talking? Wait a minute," he scolded, turning back to you with a scowl on his face.
"No, this is not a talk," you shocked your head angrily. What was happening between you and Anakin was far from a simple conversation. And yet, even as you felt your frustration rising, you couldn't help but feel a twinge of gratitude towards R2 for his attempts to defuse the situation.
"You started this," he accused. "You're always looking for an easy way out, a safe option. But that's not how wars are won. Sometimes you have to take risks, make sacrifices, and do what needs to be done."
"You think I was born yesterday? I perfectly know that. But I'm also not willing to throw away lives for the sake of a bold move," you gritted your teeth, unable to hold your tongue any longer. "If you can't see that, then maybe you're not the leader I thought you were."
Anakin's gaze met yours, and within his eyes, a flicker of surprise mingled with a tinge of remorse, shattering the facade of his unwavering confidence. You knew that your outburst had caught him off guard, but you also knew that it was necessary. You had stood up for yourself and demanded to be heard, and you were not going to allow anyone to dismiss your contributions again.
"What?" he spat, low and dangerous. You stood your ground, refusing to back down.
"You heard me."
"You're questioning my leadership now?"
"I'm questioning your judgment," you declared. "And I won't stand by and let you put our troops in unnecessary danger. I'm not being coward, I'm just following the Jedi Code. You should try it sometime."
Before Anakin could formulate a response, a sudden force propelled him forward, jostling him from behind. R2-D2 had maneuvered into position, pushing Anakin until he stood mere inches from you, nose-to-nose. The unexpected proximity caused Anakin to stumble, a sharp intake of breath escaping his lips and a flush of pink embarrassment danced across his cheeks. The notion of an almost-kiss left him and you momentarily breathless, his eyes evading your gaze as they instead fell upon his mechanical confidant. The droid's incessant beeping were playful now, and lively tiny jumps from side to side seemed to exude an air of amusement.
"Hey, watch it, you little scrap pile!" Anakin scolded the droid, his tone tinged with shame. The close proximity had nearly led to a secretly wanted but inadvertent intimacy. "What are you doing?!"
"Don't talk to him like that!" you chastised him. R2 had been trying to diffuse the situation, to ease the tension that had been building between you and Anakin. He just wanted to help.
Or at least that's what you thought.
"He's pushing me!"
"He's trying to say something!"
"No! He's just being annoying, just like you!"
"Annoying?!" a flicker of surprise appeared in your widened eyes, his choice of words making you laugh in disbelief. "Oh my god, Anakin!"
"What?! Nothing of this would have happened if you have just agreed with my plan in first place!" R2-D2 persisted in his efforts, he pushed Anakin from behind once again, yet this time the Jedi anticipated the droid's intentions, bracing himself against the opposing force. Turning his gaze toward his diminutive companion, his expression hardened with resolve. "R2, I swear to the Force, I am going to deactivate you if you don't stop this!"
"I did it because you're being arrogant and stubborn! You think you're better than everyone else, but you're not!"
"Oh! Yeah?!"
"Yeah! You're just a hothead who can't see past his own ego!"
"Don't you dare talk to me about ego!" he yelled back, his voice dripping with venom. "You're the one who can't stand not being in control! You're so afraid of failure that you're willing to sacrifice our chances of success just to cover your own ass!"
Despite Anakin's threats, R2-D2 remained undeterred in his mischievous intervention. With an assertive nudge, the droid propelled Anakin forward once again, causing him to lose his balance and cascade towards you. In a split second, Anakin's reflexes kicked in, his hands reaching out instinctively to catch you, his muscular and warm arms enveloping you protectively. With an agile twist of his body, he positioned himself in such a way that he took the brunt of the fall, ensuring your safety as you both tumbled to the ground.
With your head pressed against his chest, the rhythm of Anakin's rapid heartbeat reverberated in your ears, its intensity mirroring the emotions exploding within him, evident in the way his grip tightened around you even after the fall. In the midst of the unexpected entanglement of limbs and bodies, you found yourselves drawn together in a way that surpassed the boundaries of mere friendship. There was a tenderness to the way your bodies intertwined, as if they were seeking solace and connection by themselves.
You two were close. So close.
It was a different kind of embrace, surpassing the casual hugs you had shared in the past. The proximity allowed you to intimately perceive the essence of his physical presence, catching the distinct scent of his masculinity that lingered in the air. It was an alluring fragrance, an intoxicating essence that elicited a subtle flush of color upon your cheeks, betraying the effect he had on you.
Looking up into Anakin's eyes, you saw a mixture of concern and anger, his gaze fixed on you as he assessed your well-being. His cheeks flushed with a shade of crimson that only heightened his attractiveness, intensifying your own blush. Yet his focus remained on your safety. Only after confirming that you were unharmed did he shift his attention to the mischievous droid, his features contorted with frustration and irritation.
"You- Stupid droid!"
"R2," you whispered shyly, a hint of complaint in your voice as you attempted to extricate yourself from Anakin's anatomy. However, as you made your initial move to stand up, an unexpected force pulled you down, causing you to crash back onto his chest. With a perplexed glance downwards, you discovered that both of your zip belts had become inexplicably entangled, linking your bodies together in a amusingly awkward predicament.
You tried to suppress a nervous laugh, but it escaped you, and Anakin joined in. Fingers fumbled and intertwined, attempting to untangle the fabric that held you captive, but the more you struggled, the tighter the clip seemed to become. You could feel his muscles tense under your weight, and you were sure he could feel your trembling hands.
"I-I- Let me-"
"No, stay still. Let's- U-Uh-"
"No- Look, I can- A-Am-"
Just when you thought the moment couldn't become any more mortifying, R2-D2 intervened with a sudden burst of loud beeps, followed by the unmistakable melody of a romantic tune, causing both you and Anakin to freeze. The notes of the music hung in the air, creating a whimsical backdrop that seemed to amplify the fluttering shared between you and Anakin. Eyes widening in surprise, you turned to look at Anakin, his expression reflecting a mixture of horror, embarrassment, and a desire to vanish from sight.
"What the- R2, stop that!" Anakin's voice rang out, filled with flustered exasperation. The poor guy looked like he wanted to crawl into a hole and die. "Stop it! N-Now!"
But R2-D2 seemed impervious to Anakin's distress, emitting an innocent beep while unabashedly continuing to serenade you both with melody, pleased with the romantic atmosphere he had created.
Unable to contain yourself any longer, you burst into laughter, escaping in a series of happy chuckles that echoed through the room. The absurdity of the droid's musical interlude, combined with Anakin's priceless expression, proved too much to bear. Amidst your amusement, you glanced at Anakin, a playful glimmer in your eyes as you sought an explanation.
"What is he doing?" you asked, the laughter still dancing in your voice, your innocent curiosity blending seamlessly with the light-hearted mirth that sparkled in your eyes.
"I-I don't know!" his attempt at feigning ignorance crumbling as a genuine warmth began to radiate in his eyes. Deep down, he couldn't deny that R2-D2's intervention seemed too intentional to be mere chance. Perhaps the astromech droid had a mischievous streak and was playing cupid, aware of Anakin's hidden affections for you. He was going to figure it out later. "I- I swear, I don't know what's got into him. Maybe he's malfunctioning or s-something," Anakin's stammered words failed to conceal the knowing glimmer in his eyes, hinting at a secret he was not yet ready to reveal.
"It's funny," you confessed, a soft smile adorning your lips as your laughter subsided. The momentary disturb seemed to have brought you closer, the tangled belts serving as a whimsical metaphor for the complexities of your relationship. "Are you okay?"
"Am I okay?" he repeated, genuine surprise mingling with tenderness in his voice. He paused in his attempts to untangle the belts, his gaze locked with yours. "I am not the one who almost got crushed. Are you okay?"
"But you got crushed! What are you talking about?" you playfully retorted, your laughter mingling with the harmonious melody surrounding you. With a gentle tilt of your head, you regarded him, your smile radiating warmth. "I'm okay," you assured him, your eyes conveying a profound sense of reassurance and fondness that melted any trace of anger inside of him.
For a suspended moment, the room transformed into a sanctuary of shared vulnerability. It was as if the world had faded into insignificance, leaving only the two of you, entangled not only by belts but also by hidden desires and uncharted emotions. The air buzzed with an electric energy, anticipation radiating from every corner.
As your gaze remained in his, an rare language flowed between you, conveying a depth of understanding that transcended words. In that silent exchange, you detected a subtle shift in Anakin, a softness that belied his earlier brashness. His eyes held a tender gleam, and his touch carried a gentleness you hadn't witnessed until now. Could it be that he felt the same way about you that you did about him? Somehow?
"I'm sorry," his voice murmured, the words almost lost amidst the tender notes of the music. "I didn't mean anything I said earlier, I didn't mean to insult you. I'm just under a lot of pressure. We both are."
"I know, Ani, I know," you nodded, your voice filled with sincerity and compassion. "I'm sorry, too. I also didn't mean any word."
R2 emitted a contented series of beeps, seemingly delighted with the outcome of his meddling. Sensing the need for privacy, the droid swiftly departed, leaving the two of you alone. Anakin's brow furrowed in confusion, his attention momentarily diverted by the departing droid.
"Hey! Hey! Where are you going?!" he called out, a trace of annoyance lingering in his voice. Evidently, the source of the current situation was still fresh in his mind. "Come back here!"
And in that instant, you knew it was now or never.
When would an opportunity like this present itself again? When would your hearts be so unguarded, the connection so palpable? The urgency within you propelled you forward, overriding any fears or doubts. You realized that regardless of his response, you had to seize the moment, to convey your feelings through a single, fleeting act.
Unburdened by the need for reciprocation, overriding any fears of rejection or potential consequences, before Anakin managed to separate your belts, you leaned in impulsively and pressed a loving kiss upon his cheek.
And the galaxy reduced to the electrifying touch of your lips against his skin.
Though the contact had been brief, you sensed his unconscious inclination, the way he instinctively leaned his cheek closer to your lips as if seeking a lingering connection. It was a silent testament to the impact of that stolen moment, a fragile thread connecting your hearts in a way that mere words couldn't encapsulate. As you gingerly pulled away to witness his reaction, you almost screamed like a schoolgirl caught in the throes of a blossoming romance.
There he was.
His face, already flushed from earlier events, now sported a hue even deeper pink, near to red. His cheeks seemed to puff up slightly, a result of the endearing and slightly bewildered smile he struggled to conceal. His eyes blinked, almost in slow motion, as if he had just awakened from the most enchanting dream imaginable.
And it was only because you kissed his cheek.
"What was that for?" he managed to utter, his voice barely rising above a whisper, as if grappling to find words to articulate his whirlwind of emotions.
"Just because."
That was all he needed to hear.
Anakin's hands gently cradled your face, his touch sending tingles of anticipation through your body. You felt a rush of warmth spreading from your cheeks to the rest of your being, his thumbs caressed your skin tenderly as he drew you closer, closing the distance between your lips.
The moment your mouths met, time seemed to stand still. The world around faded away, leaving only the soft press of his lips against yours. It was a sweet sensation, filled with a blend of longing, desire, and a hint of uncertainty, as if he wanted to convey all his feelings through this single form of love.
As you melted into the kiss, surrendering to the magic of the moment, you could feel Anakin's grip on your cheeks tightening ever so slightly, his fingers intertwining with the strands of your hair. It was a gesture of both longing and possessiveness, a silent declaration of the emotions that had been building between you for so long, a confirmation that he was here, in this moment, fully present and committed to the love that bloomed between you.
It was better than you imagined. It was much better than he had imagined. It was just... perfect. Right. True.
But as with all things, the kiss eventually came to an end. Reluctantly, you and Anakin parted, breathless and dizzy, with lips tingling, both gasping for air.
"I'm sorry," he mumbled, his voice filled with awe. "I shouldn't have done that."
"I shouldn't have done that, either," you whispered. His eyes searched yours, seeking a hint of regret, remorse. But he didn't find it. Instead, he felt a pull towards you, a desire for more.
Anakin's stared at you, a silent beg in his eyelids for permission. Driven by an insatiable longing, you leaned in once again, your lips seeking his with urgency and surrender. Time seemed to stand still as your souls intertwined, and just as the kiss was taking the path you wanted, you remembered how it was that you ended up in this precise moment.
The mission.
You kindly pulled away, breathless and exhilarated, your foreheads gently met. The world slowly seeped back into focus, but the imprint of that stolen kiss remained etched upon your very being.
"We should get back to planning," you said, trying to sound practical and composed. Anakin let out a childish complaint, his touch lingering on your cheek for a short moment before reluctantly withdrawing.
"Yeah, we should," he sighed. As much as he wanted to continue kissing you, he knew that you had a mission to focus on. "I'll give you this one. We'll send in a small team to gather intel tomorrow. But I'm telling you, we're going to need to be aggressive if we want to win this."
"Aggressive, yes. Reckless, no."
Anakin's expression softened, and he nodded in agreement. You offered a warm smile in response, wanting to rise from your position on the ground. But before you could, you were pushed back down by the entangled belts, causing your body to collide once again with Anakin's chest. You groaned in frustration, feeling a bit embarrassed for forgetting about the belts in the heat of the moment. Anakin, however, laughed heartily at your clumsy attempt and pulled you close to him, taking the opportunity to wrap his arms around you.
"I don't think I mind being stuck like this for a little longer."
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COME WHAT MAY | Sebastian Vettel ā©āĖ.ā ACT I: LOSS OF MY LIFE [PREVIOUS PART] [NEXT PART]
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Red Bull Sebastian Vettel x Red Bull intern & Webber girlfriend!Reader
SUMMARY: During 2010 RB6 presentation and preseason testing, Mark starts acting quite weird with you. To your surprise, Webber gives some opinions on your work that start making you overthink, even when Seb tries his best to calm you down. You know 2010 season is going to be a hell when Webber asks to have a private conversation with Christian Horner and Helmut Marko.
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WARNINGS: Angst, curse words and bad language, toxic relationships involving mental abuse and manipulation, such a toxic Mark Webber, mentions of death and suicide
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Jerez, Spain 10th February, 2010
You hadnāt received a single call from Mark since the day you last spoke to him. In fact, you hadnāt expected him to call, but that didnāt stop you from feeling disappointed.
The only thing you got from your boyfriend was an endless string of missed calls, followed by the sound of his voicemail, his pre-recorded voice telling you to leave a message and that he would call you back later. And you did leave messages, knowing full well you wouldnāt get a response.
Instead, it was Seb who spoke to you every day.
The German hadnāt said anything else during that fateful dinner that should have been a refuge for both of you; nor did he bring it up for the rest of his stay in Linz or even when he was back in Heppenheim. Even though you had agreed not to see each other again until it was time to fly to Spain for the presentation of Red Bullās new car, the RB6, Sebastian never stopped worrying about you. He called you daily; he was the first to hear about your grades from the penultimate semester of university, and sometimes, you even fell asleep while still on the phone with him. You both stayed up late talking, no matter how many times you promised to sleep early, only to curse yourselves the next morning for breaking that promise, despite knowing you would do it again.
You tried, with difficulty, to get some sort of call, message, or even a breakup and an explanation from Mark about why he no longer wanted to continue your strange relationship. You did everything you could to let him know that the team had contacted you, requiring you to be in southern Europe in February, but it was impossible.
The blue-eyed man who made your days easier, especially as your fatherās health worsened and you were already grieving before the inevitable, not only showed interest and happiness that Red Bull Racingās intern would be at the event, but he also offered to travel to Austria and stay with you for two or three days before the flight. He knew how terrified you were of flying and didnāt want you to go through it alone.
You didnāt see Mark or anyone from the team, except for the obvious Sebastian and his PR manager, Britta Roeske, during the two days leading up to the big event. That Wednesday, however, anxiety took over as you got ready in your hotel room. The feeling only intensified as you headed to the circuit with your best friend, realizing that you would have to face Mark.
It was barely ten in the morning, and the air was already thick with the persistent scent of burnt rubber, oil, and fuel, not to mention the noise caused by photographers, journalists, team members, and the occasional fan roaming around.
The RB6 had just been unveiled, and now, everyone was behind the cameras, hidden in the garages after dealing with the press. All that was left was to wait for the mechanics to finish the final adjustments before the first day of pre-season testing began, with both Webber and Vettel taking part.
Sebastian stood beside you, tucked away in a corner of the garage. His arms were crossed, and his eyes constantly moved, not out of nervousness, but out of an effort to stay in control of everything. He knew you would run into your teammate at any moment, and more than wanting to prevent an altercation, he didnāt want the Australian to create a scene big enough for others to notice.
More than anything, he didnāt want all of that to be another burden for you.
You, on the other hand, were nervous. Your hands fidgeted, grasping each other, playing with your hair, or clutching your jacket. Your eyes darted around, and each time a door opened or someone entered, your body tensed, only to relax upon realizing it wasnāt the person you dreaded seeing most.
It hadnāt even been a month since your last conversation with Mark, but enough time had passed for you to try to push it from your mind, or at least, to not give it so much importance. But you couldnāt. It still hurt to comprehend that he only called to demand explanations about your life and judge you, fully aware of how important Seb was to you, rather than to apologize for forgetting about you for weeks despite your insistence on staying in touch.
You gave up, but that didnāt make you feel any better. The only thing that comforted you was knowing that you had been there for Sebastian when he needed a friend the most. But what made you question whether it was all worth it was the fact that Mark had already made up his mind, and nothing you could say would convince him otherwise.
When you turned to look at the man beside you, and he gazed at you with a light in his eyes that you had never seen in your boyfriendās, you knew you would endure a thousand more fights with Mark just to see Sebastian happy.
Finally, Mark appeared, his race suit half-unzipped. He started chatting with some team members, who seemed more than happy to see him after so many months.
As he cheerfully greeted each one of them, playing the part of the charming prince, Sebastian rolled his eyes. He couldnāt see his teammate the same way anymoreānot after hearing him yell at you over the phone and, worse, manipulate you in ways you didnāt seem to notice.
āY/N, you donāt have to talk to him right now,ā Sebastian murmured, stepping closer to you.
You felt a shiver run through you but tried to stay in control. You saw Webber approaching, and by instinct, you moved closer to Seb, almost knocking him over. He wrapped his arms around you to keep you from falling.
āSorryā¦ā was all you managed to say, unaware of what he had just told you.
āTalk to him when you feel strong enough,ā Vettel continued, his voice just as calm. āTake a deep breath, and think carefully about what you want to say.ā
āNo, Seb, I need to talk to Mark as soon as possibleā¦ā
āY/Nāā
āIf heās going to act the way he did on the phone or make passive-aggressive comments through veiled insults, Iād rather he say it to my face,ā you declared. Then, sighing, you forced yourself to relax before walking toward your boyfriend. āIām sorryā¦ā
Sebastian sighed this time, and despite knowing Webber was watching, he hugged you. Then, glaring at the Australian, he gently cupped your face in his hands.
And oh, how he wished he could not only kiss you but also make you see that you deserved far more than the love Webber had made you believe you were worth.
āBe careful, okay? Mark⦠He knows how to hurt you.ā
You nodded timidly before kissing his cheek, promising him that everything would be fine, even though you had no idea what would happen or how things between you and Mark would end.
Without saying much more, you started crossing the garage, trying to follow Markās steps. After seeing how you and Sebastian had been acting, the two of you, who claimed to be nothing more than best friends, Mark had decided to leave, holding back the urge to cause a scene that would land both you and him on the front pages of every Formula 1 gossip magazine⦠if that was even what he wanted, of course.
"Can we talk?"
You quickened your pace slightly and carefully grabbed Markās fireproof suit. He turned around, coming face to face with you, frustrated, maybe even disappointed. You knew he was angry, even though your voice sounded firm. At least, thatās what your body language was screaming.
"Oh, now you want to talk?" Webber laughed bitterly.
"Donāt start," you warned, raising your voice a little more than you should have. "I just want to clear things up because, since you didnāt give me the chance to do it on the phone, maybe now that I have you in front of me, you will."
"Let me remind you that you were the one who hung up the call after I⦠I donāt know⦠maybe started pissing you off by calling you out for hiding things from me?"
You tried to argue back, but you knew it wasnāt worth it. Instead, you stayed quiet, though you rolled your eyes just enough to let Mark know how impossible he wasāand to irritate him in the process.
He wanted you to torment yourself, to let the guilt eat you alive until you admitted the truthāthe way he saw it. And deep down, that was exactly what he wanted.
"Fine. Go ahead," the Australian finally conceded.
You took a deep breath, trying to stay calm before speaking.
"You accused me of things that arenāt true, Mark, and you know it. Seb was in Linz because he needed a break, okay? He needed to clear his head, disconnect from everything⦠He and Hanna had just broken up, and I offered to let him stay at my place for him, not for me. He needed support, and thatās what friends do."
"And out of all the people who could have been there for him, he had to choose you?" Mark scoffed, tilting his head slightly at your explanation. "Thatās a bit strange, donāt you think?"
"Itās not what youāre thinking, Mark."
"Yeah, I know. But let me tell you, itās pretty damn strange. And forgive me for doubting you, but isnāt it interesting how youāre always there when Seb needs someone? Itās almost like⦠like you want him to need you."
Your hands clenched into fists on instinct. You were quickly reaching your breaking point.
"I was just being a friend, you know? Not like you, who couldnāt even bother to pick up the damn phone once or even send me a single message since the season ended."
"Oh, so now this is my fault?" Mark pointed to himself, a smirk creeping onto his face.
"I just want you to know that I didnāt do anything wrong."
"Yeah, sure. Whatever you say. Do you know what your problem is, Y/N?" He stepped closer, forcing you to take a few steps back, not that it mattered, because he grabbed your wrists before you could escape. His grip was tighter than you would have liked. Even when you tried to pull away, he didnāt let go. "You always think you can fix everything. You think you can save everyone from whatever pain theyāre going through. But I donāt blame you. Maybe itās just your way of coping⦠making yourself feel better after your mother killed herself."
His words hit you like a punch to the gut.
You were speechless. Breathing became harder, and seeing became nearly impossible with the tears welling up in your eyes. Everything around you seemed to disappear, leaving only the man in front of you and the words he had just spoken.
Maybe itās just your way of coping⦠making yourself feel better after your mother killed herself.
For years, you had convinced yourself that your mother had been sick, that you werenāt at fault for not being able to save her. That you werenāt to blame for not getting home earlier that day, only to find her lifeless on the bed. You had told yourself, over and over, that you were just another victim of that suicide.
"Mark, I⦠I didnātā¦" The lump in your throat made it impossible to speak, and neither did the tears that spilled from your eyes. "Iām not seeing Sebastian⦠I only love youā¦"
The words slipped from your lips automatically, but you werenāt sure if you were trying to convince Mark⦠or yourself.
He only shook his head, trying not to laugh at how pathetic and ridiculous you must have looked to him.
"If thatās what helps you sleep at night, keep lying to me. But if you really arenāt cheating on me with Vettel, I suppose Iāll have to see it for myself."
"Hey, Webber! Quit messing around with your girl and get over here! Didnāt you say you had something really important to discuss with us?"
Both of you turned toward Christian Horner, who was standing at the door of one of the makeshift offices. Through the window, you could see Helmut Marko buried in paperwork while marking something on his phone.
"Yeah, of course! Iām coming!"
You felt a wave of relief as Mark turned his back to you and walked away, without another word, without even saying goodbye, heading toward that room. You wanted to argue, to keep insisting that you had nothing going on with Seb, but you knew it was useless. Nothing you said would change Markās mind.
All you could do was stand there, staring at the door he had just walked through. You tried to peek through the window to see what that sudden meeting was about, one you had heard nothing about, but you gave up when your boyfriend suddenly glanced in your direction. He shot you a knowing smile before pulling the blinds closed.
"Shitā¦"
Your stomach twisted into knots as you turned around, aimlessly walking through the garage.
"Youāre scrunching your nose. A lot, Iād say," a voice, too familiar, spoke in front of you.
If it hadnāt been for the German standing in your way, you would have walked right into him.
Why did Seb always show up when you needed him most?
Maybe because he knows how much youāre being hurt⦠and he was listening to the conversation as well.
No, that was impossible. He had probably just been waiting around in the garage until they told him he could do another test lap.
"You know I always scrunch my nose when Iām mad." Seb raised an eyebrow, and you rolled your eyes. "He was talking shit about you, Seb."
"Talking shit about me? Or talking shit about you and blaming you for doing things with me that, by the way, we havenāt done?"
You hesitated. You didnāt know how to answer because, once again, he was right.
Mark knew exactly how to get into your head, how to manipulate you until you started doubting yourself. Meanwhile, Sebastian had somehow become your voice of reason when you felt like you were losing your mind.
"I feel like he thinks I feel too much, you know?" you admitted, dodging his question, dodging the conversation entirely. You didnāt want to talk about Mark. You just needed to get this off your chest. "Like I have some kind of savior complexā¦"
"Because you couldnāt save your mother," Vettel finished for you. You cursed yourself for letting him hear that part. "Jesus, Y/N, thatās complete bullshit. Not about your mom," he quickly corrected himself, stumbling over his words, "but him saying that. You just want to help people⦠maybe the way you wish someone had helped you."
"But you help me⦠My dad, my aunt, my uncle and, well, my sisters," you muttered. "But whatever. The point is, you try explaining to him that everything he says is complete bullshit."
"Honestly? I would if I thought it would do any good," he said. "But since I know he wonāt change his mind, Iād rather not waste my time. Iād rather spend it with you."
You gave him a tired smile. Seb could tell you were trying to put on a brave face, just like you always did when things werenāt going well. At that moment, something deep inside him burned with the need to protect you from everything that hurt you.
That was how he had felt for the past few months, but he did his best not to show it, to try to ignore it⦠yet all he managed to do was make it grow larger and larger.
And that was exactly what scared him the most about yourself in that moment.
"Come on, let's go," was all he could say as, unlike Mark, Seb took your hand as if it were a delicate, breakable piece of porcelain.
"Where? The pretesting session is about toā"
"Fuck the pretesting session," he cut you off, not giving you a chance to say anything else.
Sebās fingers intertwined with yours, and even though he wasn't entirely sure where to go or what to do, one thing was clear, he just wanted to get them out of there, far away from where Mark had once again treated you so badly.
As you crossed the paddock under the watchful eyes of some journalists, you ran into Britta Roeske, Sebās PR manager and, in many ways, his savior⦠or even a second mother, depending on how someone looked at it.
The woman, perfectly dressed in her Red Bull uniform, wasnāt surprised to see you together, but she was surprised to see you that together. She couldnāt help but glance down at your still-intertwined hands and then back up at both of you, incredulous.
"Donāt you dare be late. Thirty minutes, Sebastian," was all she said.
"Seems like you donāt trust me," he answered with an innocent smile that, rather than a trick, seemed completely sincere.
"With her?" Roeske pointed at you, who merely shrugged and curled your lips into a small smile. "Not really, to be honest. Be careful and donāt do anything youāll regret later."
Neither of you answered that, but you both knew exactly what she meant.
You continued walking in a comfortable silence around the circuit, getting further away from the paddock. Seb went along with what you jokingly called a "track walk rehearsal" until you reached a grandstand area. Once seated, you had a perfect view of the entire track.
"Thanks for everything," you murmured, pulling your knees to your chest and wrapping your arms around them. Seb, on the other hand, draped an arm around your shoulders and, noticing how cold you were, took off his jacket and placed it over you.
"You donāt have to thank me. I hate seeing you like this. Out of all the people in the world who donāt deserve to feel this way, youāre at the top of the list."
Neither of you said anything else. You simply smiled and, for the first time all day, without fear, leaned against Sebās chest. Without hesitation, he wrapped his arms around you, pressed a kiss to your forehead and started playing with your hair as he always did.
"I donāt understand why heās talking to Helmut and Horner," you broke the silence, sitting up slightly to look at Seb. "What could possibly be so important that they had to have a meeting today?"
"Yeah, I was wondering the same thing," he frowned. "To be honest, I donāt like itā¦"
"Do you think itās about me?"
Vettel bit his lip at your question. He wanted to be honest with you, but at the same time, he didnāt want to make you worry more or overthink something that might end up being trivial.
"I donāt want to assume, but⦠Webber is the kind of guy who likes to control everything and, with that, do whatever it takes to stay in the spotlight," he commented, carefully choosing his words. "If he feels like heās going to be the second driver again, like last seasonā¦" Seb hesitated before continuing, trying to find the right way to say it. "I donāt know, Y/N, maybe he just wants to twist the narrative to fit his paranoia."
He couldnāt lie to you. You didnāt deserve that.
You swallowed hard.
"Do you think heās going to turn them against me?"
"I donāt know, but what I do know is that whatever heās saying wonāt change the fact that you belong to this team, that you belong toā¦"
My life, he thought without a shred of regret, but with too much fear to say it out loud.
"Youāre smart, Y/N," he continued. "This is your second year with the team; your third with me. You know everyone here, and most of all, you know me perfectly. And if that wasnāt enough, you work harder than anyone, Rockyās words, not mine, while also juggling university and taking care of your father and sisters."
"Itās just what I have to doā¦"
"If they donāt realize what an incredible person they have right in front of them, thatās their problem, not mine."
You lowered your gaze, unable to stop yourself from blushing.
"Why do you always know exactly what to say to make someoneās day better?"
"Itās not about making someoneās day better, Y/N. Itās just telling the truth about what an incredible person you are."
For the first time, you found the strength to look at Seb without feeling embarrassed. It felt⦠strange. You didnāt know what exactly, but you were sure that the way he spoke to you, the things he said, the way he looked at youā¦
It was as if Sebastian truly saw you as more than just a friend.
Once again, neither of you dared to speak.
Seb wanted to say a thousand things, but he knew it wasnāt the right moment. And when it came to you, you wanted to take things slowly, savoring every moment, and, most importantly, putting your well-being first.
You, on the other hand, had always seen him as your safe haven since you arrived at Toro Rosso in 2008. But now⦠it felt different. Maybe it was what you had been denying to yourself finally coming to the surface, the thing that had been there for about two years, back when Seb were still dating Hanna.
Maybe, the silence you were now sharing would, one day, turn into the confession neither of you had been brave enough to admit, to yourselves or to each other.
"Sebā¦"
"Come what may, okay?" Seb interrupted you gently, taking your hand and tracing small hearts on your skin. "Never forget it: Iāll be there, here, wherever⦠but with you. Come what may."
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