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@ Anakin Skywalker Ă Female!Reader
â english is not my first language; I'm just trying to practice don't pay attencion to this please
â ď¸ mentions of rape and violence
tags: angst and a little of confort
Summary: Someone tried to rape reader while Anakin was on a mission, the last thing that the reader wants, is to talk about it. â ao3
Anakin was coming back from a successful mission, joking around with Ashoka about how many droids they destroyed, a normal habit. He was so excited from coming back home that he couldn't suppress his smile; but Obi Wan, who received them, wasn't happy.Â
While the others masters looked like always, serious. Obi Wan looked at Anakin with worried eyes.Â
" Is something wrong, Master? " Anakin asked, a little disappointed for not seeing you on the platform waiting for him, he wanted to be with you so bad. Stepping far from the others, finally his master answered.Â
" Promise me that you are not going to freak out " Obi Wan pursed his lips, while Anakin frowns with a confused look.
" Why? " Anakin tried it to make a smile to hide his bad mood , if he was going to be sent to another long mission, he was not going to be able to bear it. Obi Wan gave him the lookâI'm not going to answer until you promiseâ. " Okay, I promise. What happened? "
Obi Wan sighs before telling him that in the last gathering you showed up trying to hide some bruises on your body, and when Obi Wan interrogated you about it, you only said that it was nothing. Obi Wan couldn't just ignore it, you were a Senator and if you were in some kind of danger, he should inform it.
And he knows that you are close to Anakin, probably more than you should, seeing how his padawan left barely he ended the sentence, confirmed his thoughts.
In your room, a sweet cup of tea aromatizes while you're reading papers from work. Your clothes hid the bruises on your skin, even though it had been a few days they still hurt when you pressed them. Knowing Anakin was arriving today, the concerning feeling about how you were gonna pass unnoticed makes you wanna throw out.Â
Lying to Anakin wasn't one of your favorites activities, at all. However, telling him the reason for your bruises could ruin everything, could make him hate you. And that was the last thing you wanted.Â
Even though you spent the last few days figuring out how to deal with this, when Anakin appeared in front of you, you realized that you weren't prepared at all. Getting inside of your room, Anakin didn't hesitate in grabbing your hand and lifting up the sleeve of your dress, watching the bruises of differents colors caused a huge impact on the jedi. You tried to hide them with your other hand but Anakin didn't allow it.Â
" Who did this to you? " His eyes full of anger made you swallow, trying to keep calm.
" It's okay, Anakin. It's not a big deal" with a smile you stand up, your heart beat painfully. This was not going to work.Â
" It's not okay, and you know it. Tell me who the person is." He wasn't asking, you avoided his touch, feeling that your disgusted skin didn't deserve to be touched for no one you loved. Maybe If you revealed a little of the truth he would let you forget it.Â
" I really don't know"Â
But Anakin didn't let you get away, trapping you between the desk and his body, your hand covered by his gentle touch made you wanna cry.Â
" How did this happen?" He was so close that you could feel his breath, your eyes down revealed that you didn't want to look at him. Nevertheless Anakin wasn't going to give up "Love, how did this happen?"Â
Feeling like you were collapsing, your cheek was held by Anakin, you looked up with a miserable expression.
"Can't we just forget about this? I really don't want to talk about it." You wanted Anakin to hold you close enough to wipe the dirt off your body. He did, he hugged you around your waist and hiding his head on your shoulder. After a long time, you finally felt safe.
You weren't prepared to relive that night, and Anakin could feel your pain, promising himself that he would find the person who hurt you and pay for It.
â Anakin Skywalker
âš Reader Doesn't Eat Properly
âš Someone Tried to Rape Reader
âš Someone Tried to Rape Reader Part. 2
âš Shy Reader
âš Home
â Kylo Ren/Ben Solo
âš Writing Challenge (01 AU)
Charles Leclerc x Reader
Summary: sometimes race weekends can be so tiring that words escape you, but that has never been a problem for your doting boyfriend
Based on this request
You walk down the paddock path, utterly exhausted after a long day at the track. Your eyelids feel like lead weights and you can barely put one foot in front of the other. Charles has his arm wrapped tightly around your waist, practically carrying your limp body as you lean into him for support.
âTired, mon petit chou?â Charles asks softly, pressing a kiss to the top of your head. You just let out a little grunt in response, too drained to even form words.
As you round the corner, Logan Sargeant spots the two of you and rushes over with a big grin. âHey guys! Howâs it going?â
Charles gives him a polite smile. âHello, mate. Weâre doing well, just a bit tired after such a busy day.â
Logan turns to look at you, his eyebrows furrowed. âY/N? Are you okay? You look kind of ⌠mad or something.â
You blink slowly at him, your brain taking its time to process his words. Mad? Why would you be mad? You just shake your head minutely, rubbing your cheek against Charlesâ shoulder.
âOh no, sheâs not angry,â Charles explains with a little chuckle. âThis is just how she gets when sheâs really tired. She goes all quiet and doesnât speak. Her body language is the only way to read her moods then.â
âYeah, and right now sheâs giving off major sleepy kitten vibes,â Oscarâs voice chimes in as he joins the little group with Lando beside him. âLando gets the exact same way when heâs exhausted. He turns into a limp noodle that I have to carry around.â
Lando huffs indignantly. âHey! I do not!â
âYes you do,â Oscar laughs. âRemember that time in Monza last year? You were falling asleep on your feet after the race.â
Lando rolls his eyes but a fond smile tugs at his lips. âOkay fine, maybe I do. But only sometimes!â
You let their playful banter wash over you, your heavy eyelids sliding shut as you nestle further into Charlesâ embrace. You feel so safe and comforted in his arms, his solid warmth enveloping you.
âAlright, I think itâs time we got you back to the hotel for some rest,â Charles murmurs, pressing another kiss to your hair. âSay goodnight to the boys.â
You manage a tiny wave at Logan, Oscar, and Lando before allowing Charles to steer you down the paddock towards the exit. His hand runs up and down your back soothingly.
âGoodnight you two! Get some sleep!â Oscar calls after you.
Once you reach the car, Charles helps you into the passenger seat, buckling you in gently before jogging around to the driverâs side. Youâre asleep before he even starts the engine, finally giving in to the exhaustion weighing you down.
The sound of a car door opening rouses you from your slumber sometime later. You slowly blink your eyes open, taking in your surroundings. Charlesâ hand is tenderly stroking your cheek.
âMon amour, weâre at the hotel. Letâs get you up to our room, hmm?â
You nod drowsily, allowing him to unbuckle you and help you out of the car. He pulls you into his side, one arm securely around your waist as you walk unsteadily towards the hotel entrance. Grateful doesnât even begin to cover what you feel for this man by your side.
Once in the elevator, Charles shifts to face you fully, those warm green eyes shining with nothing but pure adoration. He tucks a stray strand of hair behind your ear.
âYou did so well today. Iâm so proud of you for working so hard. Letâs get you nice and warm in bed now.â
You give him a tired little smile, nuzzling your face against his chest. He chuckles softly, squeezing you tighter.
Eventually you make it to the hotel room, Charles guiding you straight to the plush king bed. He helps you out of your clothes until youâre down to your underwear, then pulls back the covers for you to slip between the soft sheets. A happy sigh slips from your lips when your head hits the pillow. Charles presses a lingering kiss to your forehead.
âSleep well, mon cĹur. Iâll be right here when you wake up,â he whispers, laying down beside you.
You immediately curl into his side, draping an arm over his stomach as you burrow your face into the crook of his neck. His arms wrap around you, making you feel so small yet so incredibly cherished. With Charles holding you snugly against his chest, you drift off into a deep, peaceful slumber.
When consciousness returns, the first thing that registers is the solid warmth of Charlesâ body pressed against yours. His leg is hooked over yours, his chest rising and falling steadily beneath your cheek. Thereâs a pleasant ache to your limbs, the satisfying kind that comes from a good rest after a long day. You shift slightly, causing Charles to stir awake.
âBonjour, ma belle,â he murmurs, his sexy morning voice making butterflies flutter in your stomach. You tilt your head up to meet his sleepy but adoring gaze, suddenly drowning in those green pools. God, heâs so beautiful.
âGood morning,â you whisper back, rubbing your nose against his.
Charles breaks into a dazzling grin, capturing your lips in a soft, slow kiss that steals your breath away. When he pulls back, he cups your cheek tenderly.
âDid you sleep well? Feeling more rested now?â
âMmhmm,â you hum, smiling lazily. âSleeping in your arms is the best.â
He laughs, his eyes crinkling. âI couldnât agree more. I love holding you close like this.â
Your heart swells three sizes as he gazes at you with such naked affection. This man loves you so fiercely, so completely. You can see it in his every look, his every touch. He treasures you in a way you never thought possible. Feeling brave, you let the words sitting heavily on your tongue finally slip out.
âJe tâaime, Charles ⌠mon amour.â
His smile turns blinding, happier than youâve ever seen it. âI love you too, with all my heart,â he breathes, pulling you in for another lingering kiss.
You melt into the embrace, pouring every ounce of love and gratitude you feel for this incredible man into the kiss. Nothing has ever felt so right, so perfect than being here in his arms. As Charles strokes your cheek and deepens the kiss, you know beyond a shadow of a doubt that youâll always feel safe, cherished, and deeply loved by this extraordinary man.
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pairing . . . carlos sainz x gf!reader
summary . . . In the midst of your prank war with Carlos, you notice that your favourite handbag has gone missing
request . . . no!
word count . . . 813
warnings . . . none!
faceclaim . . . N/A
alexavia yaps . . . got this idea in the car and HAD to write it!! hope you guys enjoy <33
. . . The sun was beginning to dip, painting the poolside in hues of gold and orange as you strolled back from the coffee shop. Your favourite drink in hand, you felt the familiar dread of the ongoing prank war you and Carlos had been engrossed in. Youâd only stepped away for twenty minutes tops to grab your drink and take a break from the relentless back and forth of your pranks. But as you returned to your lounge chair, a sinking feeling set in.
Your towel was still neatly folded on the chair, your shoes exactly where youâd left them. But your handbag, the one you adored, the one that had survived countless trips, spills, and memories, was gone.
You glanced around, your mind immediately jumping to the prime suspect.
"Carlos!" you shouted, spinning in a slow circle to catch sight of him. Nothing.
Your suspicion only deepened when you remembered the way heâd been acting earlier: too innocent, too calm. That man had 'up to something' written all over him, and now your favorite bag had mysteriously disappeared.
Marching toward the house, you pushed open the sliding door. "Carlos!"
"In here!" His voice spoke from the courtyard, overly casual, overly cheerful.
You rounded the corner and found him leaning against the counter, scrolling through his phone like he didnât have a care in the world. When he glanced up at you, his expression was so innocent it was downright incriminating.
"Hey, hermosa," he greeted cheerfully. "You look a little tense. Everything okay?"
"Donât you dare," you warned, pointing a finger at him. âWhere is it?â
"Whereâs what?" he asked, his voice dripping with fakke confusion.
"My bag, Carlos. My favorite bag. Donât play dumb, youâre bad at it."
He shrugged, the faintest smirk tugging at the corners of his mouth. "I have no idea what youâre talking about. Did you lose it?"
You stared at him, eyes narrowing. "You are the worst liar Iâve ever met."
He shrugged again, his smirk growing wider, and you spun on your heels, storming back toward the pool area. If he wasnât going to confess, youâd find the evidence yourself.
As you scanned the area, something caught your eye. Floating peacefully in the pool, bobbing along the gentle waves, was your handbag.
"Oh, youâve got to be kidding me," you muttered under your breath, your blood starting to boil.
"Carlos!" you yelled, turning to face him. He had followed you outside, and the second your eyes met, he burst into laughter.
"Okay, okay, listen to me!" he said between fits of laughter, holding up his hands in surrender.
"Carlos Sainz," you said through gritted teeth, "if you think this is funny-"
"Itâs not like that, hermosa! I swear!" He stepped closer, his grin still plastered across his face. "Just wait a second, okay?"
You crossed your arms, glaring at him. He jogged over to a lounge chair on the other side of the pool and picked up a beautiful shopping bag with an unmistakable designer logo.
"What is that?" you asked suspiciously as he approached you.
"Well," he started, looking a little shy as he handed you the bag, "I thought your handbag was looking a little⌠tired, and a bit old. So, I got you a new one."
You blinked, staring at him and then at the shopping bag in your hands. Pulling out the tissue paper, your jaw dropped as you revealed the stunning, elegant handbag inside. The very one youâd been eyeing for months but never had the heart to buy. Or never had the heart to replace your old bag with.
"CarlosâŚ" Your voice softened, the annoyance melting away.
"Do you like it?" he asked, his grin turning a bit sheepish.
You glanced back at the pool, where your old bag was still floating like some abandoned pool float, and then back at him. "Carlos, you dunked my bag in the pool!"
"Iâll take it out!" he promised quickly, holding his hands up again. "But come on, admit it, you love this one."
You bit back a smile, running your fingers over the expensive leather of the new bag. As much as you hated to admit it, he was right. It was perfect.
"Youâre lucky youâre hot," you muttered, shaking your head.
He laughed, stepping closer and wrapping his arms around you. "You know, hermosa, if this is how I win the prank war, I think I deserve bonus points."
You shoved him lightly, but your grin betrayed you. "This isnât over, Carlos."
"Not until I get your bag out of the pool," he teased, kissing your lips gently.
And as you stood there, new handbag in hand and his arms wrapped around you, you realized that no matter how ridiculous his pranks got, youâd always let him win in the end.
How couldn't you when he made all your dreams come true?
Don't Blame Me | MV1
Max Verstappen x Reader
Summary: Y/N would do anything for Max, even if it means falling from grace.
Warning(s): Mild Language, Minor character death, mystery, crime, y/n is a mob boss but I didn't specify that. Max supports his girl's rights and wrongs. This is like, my 'fuck you' to the new FIA regulations. I reccomend listening to Taylor Swift's " Don't blame me" it's heavily inspired.
"And baby, for you, I would fall from grace. Just to touch your face. If you walk away..I'd beg you on my knees to stay"
The lights of Las Vegas shimmered like scattered jewels against the dark Nevada sky, their glow reflected in the streams of champagne that had soaked the paddock. The grandstands were still buzzing as fans filed out, their chants and cheers echoing in Maxâs ears even as he sat in the quiet solitude of his driverâs room.
He hadnât changed out of his race suit yetâhis gloves were tossed onto the couch, his helmet discarded on the floor beside his boots. His hands trembled slightly, a cocktail of adrenaline and raw fury coursing through his veins.
Max had been closeâso close to securing his championship. With every lap tonight, he had felt it, tasted it, seen the finish line and the trophy. But it wasnât the second-place finish that had soured his mood. No, it was what had happened after, live on international television, with millions of fans watching.
Heâd sworn at an FIA official.
The memory burned like acid in his mind, replaying on a vicious loop. The moment had been fleetingâa frustrated curse muttered under his breath during the cooldown lap, caught on a hot mic. But in this sport, fleeting moments had consequences. The fallout had been immediate. As Max sat there now, scrolling through his phone, the headlines were already popping up.
âVerstappenâs Outburst: Will the FIA Penalize the Championship Leader?â
âF1 Star Caught Swearing at Official â Points Deduction Incoming?â
âA Championship in Jeopardy?â
He tossed his phone onto the table, running a hand through his sweat-dampened hair. He could still feel the weight of the Las Vegas heat, the oppressive pressure of the race, and now the heavy burden of his own temper.
The door opened softly, and he didnât need to look up to know who it was. He would recognize her presence anywhere.
âMax?â Y/Nâs voice was warm, soft, like the first rays of sunlight after a storm.
He glanced up, his breath catching for just a moment. She stood in the doorway, radiant as ever, her tailored black dress clinging to her figure with an elegance that made her look like she belonged in a royal court, not the chaos of the paddock. Her hair framed her face in soft waves, and her sharp eyesâthe color of polished obsidianâseemed to cut straight through him, seeing everything he tried to hide.
Her beauty had always mystified him, but it wasnât just that. There was something about her, something deeper, something he couldnât quite name. It was the way she carried herself, with an effortless grace and a quiet authority that even the most powerful people respected. She was warm and affectionate with him, but beneath that, there was an edgeâa darkness he couldnât place.
But he loved her. He loved her fiercely, deeply, with every part of himself. And in moments like these, when the world felt like it was caving in, she was the only one who could steady him.
She stepped into the room, closing the door behind her. The soft click of the latch felt final, sealing them in their own little world.
âYou were amazing out there,â she said, her lips curling into a small smile as she approached him.
Max shook his head, his frustration boiling over. âAmazing doesnât matter if I lose everything because of a stupid mistake. Did you see the headlines? Theyâre already talking about a points deduction.â His voice cracked slightly, betraying the fear beneath his anger.
Y/N knelt in front of him, placing a hand on his knee. Her touch was light, soothing, but her gaze was steady. âMax,â she said softly, âyou need to breathe.â
âI canât,â he snapped, though his voice lacked venom when he looked into her eyes. âI worked so hard for this, Y/N. Theyâre going to take it away from me over One. Stupid. Word.â
Her other hand came up, brushing a stray lock of hair from his forehead. Her touch lingered, gentle but deliberate, and Max felt his pulse quicken. She had that effect on himâalways had. There was something intoxicating about her, something that made him feel like he was standing on the edge of a precipice, ready to fall but knowing sheâd catch him.
âYouâre not going to lose anything,â she said, her voice calm but firm. âDo you know why?â
Max let out a bitter laugh. âWhy?â
âBecause youâre Max Verstappen,â she said simply, a small, knowing smile tugging at her lips. âYou donât crumble. You donât let anyone take whatâs yours. And more importantlyââ She leaned in, her lips brushing against his temple as she whispered, ââbecause I wonât let them.â
A shiver ran down his spine. There was something in her tone, something unshakable and resolute, that made his anger falter.
He pulled back slightly to look at her, his brow furrowed. âWhat does that mean, schatje?â he asked, his voice quieter now, almost hesitant.
Her smile widened, but it didnât reach her eyes. There was something almost predatory in the way she looked at himâa sharpness that made his chest tighten. âIt means..you donât need to worry about the FIA. I'm sure theyâll come around.â
Max stared at her, his mind racing. There it was againâthat edge, that darkness he couldnât define. He didnât know everything about her, and sometimes that scared him. But as he looked at her now, at the fierce determination in her gaze, he felt something else: safety. No matter how mysterious or dangerous she might be, he knew she would never let anything happen to him.
âY/NâŚâ he began, but she silenced him with a kiss.
It was slow, tender, and yet there was an urgency beneath it, a fire that made him forget the chaos of the night. Her hands slid up to cup his face, and he leaned into her, his anger and fear melting away in her embrace.
When she pulled back, her lips were curved into that same enigmatic smile. âTrust me, my love,â she said. âEverything is going to be alright.â
He wanted to believe her. He did believe her. But as he watched her stand and move to the window, her silhouette framed by the neon lights outside, he couldnât shake the feeling that she knew something he didnât.
âWhat did you mean when you said you wonât let them?â he asked cautiously.
Y/N turned to face him, her expression soft again, though her eyes still held that unreadable gleam. âIt means Iâll do whatever it takes to protect you,â she said simply.
Her words should have comforted him, but instead, they sent a strange thrill through himâa mixture of awe and unease. He had always admired her sharp mind and unwavering confidence, but now, for the first time, he wondered how far she would go for him.
He stood and crossed the room to her, wrapping his arms around her waist and pulling her close. She fit against him perfectly, her warmth anchoring him. âYouâre incredible,â he murmured against her hair.
She tilted her head up to look at him, her smile softer now. âSo are you,â she replied. âAnd youâre going to win this championship. No one can take that from you.â
He nodded, resting his forehead against hers. âAs long as I have you, Iâll be okay,â he said quietly.
Y/Nâs smile widened, but there was something almost mischievous in it. âAlways,â she promised.
Max held her tighter, burying his face in her shoulder. He didnât see the flicker of satisfaction in her eyes, the way her lips curved into something darker for just a moment before she kissed his cheek.
Whatever storm was coming, she would handle it. For Max, she would do anything.
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The hotel room was dark except for the faint glow of the moon filtering through the sheer curtains, it was quiet. Max lay sprawled on the plush king-sized bed, his body turned toward the door.
Sleep had found him reluctantly, but even now, as the faint hum of the air conditioner filled the room, his dreams flickered with images of the track and the ever-present storm of pressure swirling around him.
The soft click of the door opening stirred him slightly. His brows furrowed, and his body shifted on the bed, muscles taut for a brief second before he relaxed again. It was her. Even through the haze of sleep, he knew it was Y/N. Her steps were light, deliberate, as though she were trying not to disturb him. After all, it was past midnight, everyone was supposed to be asleep.
Max cracked one eye open, catching a glimpse of her silhouette. She slipped into the room with the quiet grace he had always admired, her figure lit faintly by the moonlight. She closed the door softly behind her, the latch clicking into place. He didnât move or say anything, caught between sleep and wakefulness, but he tracked her as she made her way to the bathroom.
The soft sound of water running reached his ears, and Maxâs lips twitched into a faint, sleepy smile. Y/N always had her routines. No matter how late it was, she would wash up, cleanse the day away before joining him in bed. Tonight, he noticed, she moved a little slower than usual, her pauses lingering as though tired and lost in thought.
The bathroom light clicked off, plunging the room back into darkness. He heard her padded steps as she made her way to the bed. The mattress dipped under her weight as she slid under the covers, her movements careful to avoid waking him.
But Max wasnât fully asleep. His eyes fluttered open slightly, just enough to catch the outline of her face as she settled beside him. The faintest scent teased his nose, and his mind stirred in curiosity. It wasnât her usual perfumeâthe luxurious, rich fragrance she always wore. No, this was something softer, floral, almost sweet. It clung faintly to her, just enough to be noticeable.
He made a quiet noise in his throat, half-formed words lost to the haze of drowsiness. Y/N turned slightly, her head shifting on the pillow, her movements almost instinctive.
âShh, baby, sorry I was lateâ she whispered, her voice a soft murmur in the dark. Her hand reached out, brushing lightly against his arm. âGo back to sleep.â
But Max, even half-asleep, couldnât resist her presence. He shifted closer, his body seeking hers as if by instinct. His arm looped around her waist, pulling her flush against him. His face buried itself in the crook of her neck, and the faint floral scent washed over him again.
âYou smell different,â he mumbled, his words slurred with sleep.
Y/N let out a soft laugh, almost too quiet to hear. âDo I?â she replied, her tone light and teasing.
Max hummed, his lips brushing against the delicate skin of her neck. He didnât have the energy to press further, the pull of sleep too strong. Instead, he kissed her there, his lips warm and lingering, a quiet gesture of affection that spoke volumes more than words ever could.
Her body relaxed against his, melting into his embrace. Max felt her fingers trace light, soothing patterns on the arm draped across her waist. He sighed contentedly, the tension he hadnât even realized he was carrying slipping away.
âI love you,â he murmured, the words slipping out before sleep finally claimed him.
Y/N didnât reply immediately, but he felt her fingers pause for the briefest moment. Then, she leaned her head back slightly, her lips brushing against his temple.
âI love you Max, I would do anything for you, anything, now go to sleep babyâ she whispered, her voice like a lullaby.
The room fell silent again, save for the soft sounds of their breathing. Y/Nâs eyes remained open for a while, staring at the ceiling, her mind far away even as her body stayed still, slowly her mouth turned into a smirk, and her eyes closed.
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The golden light of the Qatari sun filtered through the sheer curtains of the hotel room, casting faint patterns on the walls. Max stirred in the plush bed, the weight of sleep still heavy on his limbs. His mind clung to the remnants of dreams, hazy and indistinct, as the soft hum of the city below began to creep into his consciousness.
A faint vibration buzzed from his bedside table, pulling him further from the depths of slumber. With a groggy exhale, Max reached for his phone, squinting at the screen. It was a message from his teamâs media coordinator, brief and urgent:
"Turn on the news. Now."
Max frowned, the words igniting a flicker of unease in his chest. He tossed the covers aside and padded over to the television mounted on the wall. The room was still dim, the only light coming from the muted glow of the TV as he switched it on.
The screen came to life, and the familiar logos of international news outlets filled the frame. A grave-faced anchor was speaking, her voice carefully controlled yet tinged with the urgency of breaking news.
ââconfirmed that a high-ranking FIA official was found dead in his home late after midnight. Preliminary reports suggest that the death may have been caused by poisoning, though authorities have yet to release an official statement. The substance identified appears to be a botanical toxin, indicating a possible case of premeditated murderâŚâ
Maxâs heart thudded in his chest, a cold wave of disbelief washing over him. Poison? Murder? It was surreal, the kind of news youâd expect in a crime drama, not in the high-stakes world of Formula 1.
The footage shifted to an image of the officialâs residence, a sleek and modern house surrounded by police cars and investigators. The camera zoomed in on a bouquet of delicate white flowers being carried out in a plastic evidence bag. The reporterâs voice continued in the background, detailing the discovery of the toxin in the flowers.
Max ran a hand through his hair, trying to process what he was seeing. His thoughts churned, tangled and scattered. He wasnât sure how long he sat there, staring at the screen in disbelief, before the soft creak of the bedroom door drew his attention.
Y/N emerged, wrapped in a hotel robe, her damp hair draped over one shoulder as she used a towel to gently dry the strands. The scent of her freshly washed skin reached him, a subtle blend of soap and something warm, clean, and uniquely hers.
Her eyes met his, and she smiled, a soft and familiar expression that always seemed to ground him. She crossed the room with effortless grace, leaning down to press a kiss to his forehead. Her touch lingered for a moment longer than usual, as if sensing the weight of his thoughts.
âWhatâs got your face looking like that?â she asked, her voice still husky from sleep.
Max gestured toward the TV, his gaze fixed on her as she turned to look. The screen was now displaying a photo of the deceased official, alongside snippets of speculation from various commentators.
Y/Nâs expression didnât change at first. She tilted her head slightly, her brows drawing together in a faint show of interest. But Max noticed the tiniest flicker in her eyesâa glint of something he couldnât quite place. It was gone as quickly as it appeared, replaced by her usual composure.
âWell,â she said, her tone light but thoughtful, âthatâs⌠unexpected.â
Maxâs jaw tightened. âUnexpected doesnât even begin to cover it. Poisoned flowers? It sounds insane.â
Y/N turned to face him fully, her towel draped over her shoulder now. She placed a hand on his cheek, her thumb brushing against his skin in a gesture meant to soothe.
âMaybe itâs best not to get caught up in it,â she suggested. âIt doesnât concern you, does it? You have a race to focus on.â
Her words were reasonable, logical even, but they didnât sit right. Max searched her face, his gaze lingering on the curve of her lips, the serene confidence in her eyes.
âYouâre not even a little curious?â he asked, his voice low.
âOf course I am,â she replied, stepping back toward the bedroom. âBut thereâs nothing I can do about it, and neither can you. Come on, Max. You should start getting ready.â
Max nodded slowly, though his eyes remained on her as she disappeared into the other room.
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The sun beat down mercilessly over the circuit, its glare reflecting off the freshly polished cars and shimmering asphalt. Max stood near the paddock, his sharp eyes scanning the bustling crowd. The day was a blur of activity, with team personnel darting about, fans crowding the stands, and journalists swarming for their next soundbite. But amid the chaos, Maxâs mind was elsewhere.
He had been pulled into a whirlwind of media duties almost the moment he arrived, barely getting a moment to himself, let alone to find Y/N. The gnawing guilt was persistentâhe hated not being able to see her before the day kicked into full gear. It had become a ritual for him, a grounding moment amidst the madness of race weekends. Y/N had a way of centering him, her presence a soothing balm against the constant pressure of being the reigning world champion.
He sighed, adjusting the cap on his head as he prepared for yet another round of interviews. His answers came out on autopilotâstock phrases about tire strategy, team confidence, and the race aheadâbut his gaze flickered restlessly over the sea of people, searching. And then, finally, he saw her.
Y/N was weaving through the paddock with an easy grace, her movements unhurried despite the frantic energy around her. She wore a light summer dress that flowed around her like a whisper of wind, her hair catching the sunlight in a way that made her look almost ethereal. Max felt his chest tighten, his lips twitching into a smile before he even realized it.
There was something about seeing her like thisâcalm, at ease, untouched by the frenzy of his worldâthat made his heart ache in the best way. It was moments like these that reminded him why he loved her so deeply. She was his sanctuary, his constant in a life that often felt like it was spinning out of control.
She noticed him then, her eyes lighting up as their gazes met. She waved, her smile wide and genuine, and Maxâs guilt faded, replaced by a warmth that spread through his chest.
She was here, and that was all that mattered.
But before he could excuse himself to meet her, a journalist called his name, snapping him back to reality. Max nodded in acknowledgment, forcing himself to focus as the interview began.
He was midway through answering a question about tire degradation when the reporter paused, pressing a finger to the earpiece in his ear. The change in his expression was immediateâhis brow furrowed, his posture straightening as if bracing for impact.
âExcuse me,â the journalist muttered, turning away abruptly.
Max blinked, thrown off by the sudden shift. âWhatâs going on?â he asked, but the man didnât respond, already hurrying toward a group of FIA officials clustered nearby.
A loud chime echoed through the circuit, followed by an announcement over the PA system:
âAttention all personnel. The race has been postponed... All drivers are to return to their respective team garages..immediately.â
Confusion rippled through the paddock like a wave, whispers and murmurs growing louder as everyone scrambled to figure out what was happening. Max glanced around, his pulse quickening. This was unprecedented. Races didnât just get postponed without an urgent reason.
He pushed through the throng of people, his eyes scanning for Y/N again. Relief flooded him when he spotted her standing near the Red Bull garage, her expression calm despite the chaos around her. She was waiting for him, her arms crossed loosely as if this were just another day at the track.
Max reached her in a few long strides, his hand immediately finding hers. Her fingers were cool against his, and he gave her hand a reassuring squeeze as they joined the rest of the Red Bull team heading into the garage.
âWhatâs going on?â Max asked her, his voice low.
âIâm not sure,â Y/N replied, her tone even. âI heard that some cops were here, but no one seems to know the details yet.â
Max nodded, though his unease only grew. The garage was bustling with activity as team members huddled around monitors, trying to piece together what little information they had. The drivers from other teams were filing into their respective areas, their faces marked by the same confusion that Max felt.
As they stood in the corner of the garage, Max turned to Y/N, his thumb brushing absentmindedly over her knuckles. âWhere were you earlier? I didnât see you before the interviews.â
Y/N tilted her head slightly, her expression thoughtful. âI was just catching up with someone I knew from before,â she said, her words casual.
Max raised an eyebrow, curious. âWill you see them again?â
For a moment, she didnât respond, her gaze meeting his with an intensity that made his heart skip a beat. Then, a small, satisfied smile curved her lips, and she shook her head. âNo,â she said simply. âI donât think I will.â
Her answer lingered in the air, heavy with an unspoken finality that Max couldnât quite decipher, and before he can ask her anything, he hears a commotion from the hospitality.
Max glanced at Y/N, his brows furrowing. âWhatâs that about now?â he asked, already walking towards the noise.
âIâm not sure,â Y/N replied, as she followed him out of the room.
The noise grew louder as they approached the main lounge, and Max felt the muscles in his shoulders tense. People were rushing toward the large television mounted on the far wall, their voices overlapping in a chaotic hum. Engineers, PR officials, and even a few journalists stood shoulder-to-shoulder, their eyes glued to the screen.
Max nudged his way through the crowd, Y/N close behind him. His heart skipped a beat as he caught sight of the bold, all-caps headline plastered across the news ticker:
BREAKING: FIA PRESIDENT ARRESTED IN CONNECTION TO MURDER OF OFFICIAL.
The image on the screen was enough to stop him in his tracks. Mohammed Ben Sulayem, the FIA president himself, was being escorted out of a building in handcuffs, flanked by stern-faced officers. His usually composed demeanor was gone, replaced by wide-eyed panic as he struggled against the officersâ grip.
âWhat the hell is going on?â Max muttered, his voice barely audible over the din of the room.
The reporter on the screen continued, her tone grave:
âSources within the investigation have confirmed that the death of a high-ranking FIA official last night was caused by poisoning. Specifically, a toxin derived from the flower known as Lily of the Valley. Evidence linking FIA President Mohammed Ben Sulayem to the crime was uncovered earlier this morning, leading to his immediate arrest. The FIA has announced that a new acting president will be appointed while a thorough investigation into internal corruption is conducted.â
Max stared at the screen, his chest tightening as the implications sank in. The FIA presidentâthe figurehead of their entire sportâwas being accused of murder. And not just murder, but something so calculated and premeditated that it involved the use of a rare, deadly toxin.
Beside him, Y/N remained unnervingly calm. She didnât gasp or murmur like the others; instead, she stood silently, her gaze fixed on the screen. For a fleeting moment, Max thought he saw the faintest flicker of something in her expressionâamusement, maybe, or relief. But it was gone as quickly as it appeared, replaced by her usual unreadable calm.
Before Max could even begin to process the shocking revelation, the tide of the crowd surged toward the exit. A new commotion was building outside, drawing people out of the hospitality lounge in waves. Someone muttered something about seeing it liveâseeing him liveâand the collective curiosity became too much to contain.
âMax, letâs go,â Y/N said quietly, her voice steady amid the chaos.
He didnât think twice. Reaching for her hand, he let himself be pulled into the stream of bodies flowing toward the paddock. The crowd was a cacophony of voicesâquestions, speculations, and disbelief tumbling over each other in an endless loop. Max clung to Y/Nâs hand, weaving through the throng until they found themselves near the front of the growing mass of spectators.
As they pushed closer to the source of the uproar, Maxâs stomach twisted at the sight before him.
Mohammed Ben Sulayem was being escorted out of the FIA headquarters, flanked by two grim-faced officers. But this wasnât the composed, authoritative man Max was used to seeing. This man looked broken, almost unrecognizable. His usually impeccable suit was now crumpled and stained with sweat, his hair disheveled, his face a mask of panic and fury.
He was shouting, his voice hoarse and raw with desperation. âI didnât do it! I didnât do it! Youâre making a mistake!â
Max tightened his grip on Y/Nâs hand, his heart hammering in his chest. The scene was chaotic, surreal. Journalists shouted questions, their cameras clicking furiously as they tried to capture every moment. Paparazzi pushed against the security barriers, their lenses trained on the disgraced president.
Sulayemâs struggles only made him look more deranged. His eyes darted wildly, his movements jerky as he tried to pull away from the officers.
âYou have to believe me!â he yelled, his voice cracking. âThis is a setup! I didnât kill anyone!â
The officers remained stone-faced, their grips firm as they led him toward a waiting car. The crowd around them buzzed with speculation, their voices blending into a chaotic symphony.
âHe looks insane,â someone near Max muttered.
âCan you believe this? Poisoning? This is wildâ
Max barely registered the words. His gaze was locked on Sulayem, his mind reeling. This was the man who had presided over the sport, who had wielded so much power and influence. And now he was reduced to thisâa wild-eyed, shouting man in handcuffs.
Suddenly, Sulayemâs gaze snapped toward the crowd, his eyes scanning the faces as though searching for somethingâor someone.
And then he saw Max.
For a moment, time seemed to slow. Sulayemâs eyes locked onto Maxâs, and his expression twisted into something primalâanger, desperation, and fear all rolled into one.
âYou!â Sulayem shouted, his voice cutting through the noise like a blade. âYou donât know! Sheâs crazy! She did this!â
Maxâs breath caught in his throat. He wasnât sure if Sulayem was even speaking to him specifically or just shouting into the void, but the intensity of the manâs gaze made it feel personal.
âSheâs not who you think she is!â Sulayem screamed, his voice rising to a fever pitch. âSheâs dangerous! Sheââ
The officers shoved him forward, cutting off his words as they guided him into the back seat of the car. The door slammed shut, muffling his continued shouting, and the vehicle began to pull away.
The crowd erupted into a frenzy, the sound of cameras clicking and voices shouting almost deafening. Max felt frozen in place, his mind struggling to process what he had just witnessed. Sulayemâs words echoed in his head, unsettling and inexplicable.
Beside him, Y/Nâs hand tightened around his, grounding him. He turned to look at her, searching her face for⌠something. A reaction, an explanation, anything. But her expression remained calm, her gaze steady as she met his eyes.
âLetâs go,â she said softly, her tone gentle but firm.
Max nodded numbly, allowing her to guide him away from the chaos. But as they walked, Sulayemâs words continued to haunt him, gnawing at the edges of his thoughts.
Sheâs not who you think she is.
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The hotel room felt like a cocoon of silence after the storm that had unfolded earlier in the day. It was as though the whole world had shifted, and everything outside these walls was just noise, a distant hum that barely reached their sanctuary. The soft, distant chatter from the streets of Qatar, the echoes of excitement and chaos from the track, were now muted as Y/N stood by the window, staring out at the city lights.
She had always been good at keeping her emotions in check, ever since she was young. The weight of the world had never felt heavy on her, because she had learned long ago how to let things slide off her, like water on a slick surface.
But today was different.
She could feel the pressure weighing on Max, could see how the events of the day were eating at him, gnawing away at the edges of his focus, his usual confidence. He was quieter than usual, his mind occupied by something far more unsettling than the drama that had unfolded.
Even after Christian had called to tell Max that the swearing ban had been lifted, and that his championship points would be reinstated, it had done little to cheer him. The smile that had stretched across Maxâs face had been brief, barely a flicker before the weight of everything else crushed it again. His eyes, once vibrant with determination, were now dull and distant, fixed on something he couldnât touchâsomething he couldnât solve in the way he would his carâs setup, or the strategy for the next race.
The news of the race being postponed for another two weeks hadnât helped either. Max hated downtime. He hated the uncertainty, the lack of control. The race was all that had mattered for so long, and now, with it taken from him, all that was left was space to think. And that was the last thing Max Verstappen neededâmore space to overthink.
Y/N could see it in the way his hands clenched at his sides when he wasnât paying attention, or how his jaw tightened when a thought seemed to hit him too hard. He was lost somewhere, and she wasnât sure if he would ever find his way back.
She pushed herself off the window frame and walked over to where he sat on the couch, his eyes glued to the screen in front of him, but she knew he wasnât really seeing it. He hadnât been seeing anything for hours. His mind was somewhere else.
It was then, as if the universe aligned, that she knew. She could feel it in her bonesâthis was what he needed. She walked over to him without a word, the soft rhythm of her footsteps steady in the quiet room.
She knelt down beside him, letting her arms wrap around his shoulders, pulling him close, burying her face against his neck.
The warmth of his skin against hers soothed the ache in her chest, the unspoken pain that had settled there ever since she had seen the look on his face during the arrest.
Maxâs body tensed for a moment, his muscles rigid beneath her touch, before he relaxed into the embrace. She smiled against him, feeling his breath shudder slightly as he kissed the side of her neck, his lips pressing gently to her skin. His scentâclean, fresh, with a hint of something unmistakably Maxâwrapped around her, grounding her.
She moved back, gently placing her hands on his face, urging him to look at her. When his eyes met hers, they were full of something unreadable. For a moment, his gaze lingered on her, searching her expression like he was trying to decipher something. It was subtle, almost imperceptible, but she could see itâhe was looking for a sign, something that would pull him out of the turmoil.
"Were you wearing a new perfume last night, when you came to bed? " His question is unsure, hesitant, as if he doesn't want to know the answer but he can't help himself.
"It's Lily of the Valley, one of my favourite flowers, I only use it for some occasions" she looks at him, waiting for him to react. Maybe this was it, he would push her away in disgust and alarm, and it all would've been for nothing.
The moment stretched, thick with unspoken words, and she waited. She wasnât going to push him. He looked surprised, only for a brief moment and with another blink, the surprise was gone.
Then, as if a weight had finally lifted, his shoulders relaxed, and a soft smile tugged at the corners of his lips. It was fleeting, but it was there. The tension in his body dissolved just enough for him to pull her closer, his arms wrapping around her in a protective, almost desperate embrace.
Max held her tightly, burying his face in the crook of her neck, his breath warm against her skin. His hands tightened around her, her's going to rest on his chest, but this time it wasnât out of tension. It was something elseâsomething raw, something that spoke of trust, of the shared understanding between them.
Maxâs voice was low, rough, like he hadnât spoken in too long, like he needed to say these words to her, but they had been stuck inside him for a while.
âI love you so much, Y/N,â he murmured, his lips brushing against her forehead. His breath shuddered slightly as he said it, and she could feel the truth of it in every fiber of his being. It wasnât just a declarationâit was a plea, a surrender. A quiet admission that, no matter what happened, no matter how hard things got, she was the one he held onto.
Y/N smiled softly, her fingers tracing the lines of his jaw, memorizing the feel of him, the warmth of his skin against hers. There was no hesitation in her touch. She knew, deep down, that sheâd do anything for him. Anything to keep him close, to keep him safe, to keep him loving her the way he did.
âI love you so much, Max,â she whispered back, her voice thick with emotion. âSo, so much.â
Her heart was pounding now, a steady rhythm that matched his own. She could feel it in the air between them, the undeniable truth of their love, the pull that had always been there, even in the darkest of moments. It was raw, it was real, and it was everything they needed.
She didnât need to say it again. The words were unnecessary. Everything was in the way she held him, the way their bodies fit together like pieces of a puzzle that had been made for each other. In that moment, with the weight of everything else fading into the background, it was just them. Together.
Maxâs hands tightened around her, pulling her closer, and Y/N closed her eyes, savoring the moment. The world could fall apart outside, and it wouldnât matter. Because in that moment, Max was all that mattered. He always would be.
And as he kissed her temple, his breath warm against her skin, she knewâwithout a doubtâthat she would do anything for him.
âDonât blame me,â she thought, her own voice, soft but certain in her head. Love made me crazy. And if it doesnât, you ain't doin' it right.
And she was doing it right. She always would.
Oh Lord, save me, my drug is my baby
I'll be usin' for the rest of my life
Usin' for the rest of my life, ohh-oh
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I took a brief break from tumblr to look at instagram, saw a video of sleepy cats, and immediately returned to request Alex, Arthur, Marcus and Seb with a sleepy cat hybrid!reader. Like the reader's favourite place to sleep with/on the driver
i love this idea omd i yawned typing this lmfao
gn!cat hybrid!reader (sleepy headcanons)
alex albon:
absolutely obsessed with how sleepy you are because your ears and tail get all droopy and you blink so slowly and alex just finds it so fucking adorable
loves it when you stretch out on top of him, lying on your side on his chest with your face buried in his jaw/cheek - it's chaotic and catlike and alex has many photos of you asleep like it
always ready to catch you when you fall asleep whilst standing up because he refuses to let you get hurt due to your sleepiness
has carried you out of many places plenty of times because you fell asleep - his garage after a race, williams hospitality after his work is up, restaurants because he ate too slow and you got sleepy, etc.
arthur leclerc:
started tracking how often you yawn in a day because he thinks it's funny but then ended up yawning so much more often himself and he started getting sleepier so he stopped
curl up in a ball of cat on his chest and arthur will be the happiest man ever, especially if you purr in your sleep or, in arthur's best case scenario, you sleepmeow
always down to let you nap on him no matter what he's doing - he'd rather be mildly inconvenienced by you using him as a bed than find out you slept somewhere uncomfortable
loves it when you fall asleep on facetime because arthur gets to watch you doze peacefully and he gets to take screenshots galore
marcus armstrong:
genuinely doesn't understand how you're so sleepy all the time but he thinks you're cute so he won't complain about it
loves spooning you when you're curled up in a ball but if you sprawl out, marcus will cuddle up to you as close as he can, dreading the moment when your arm will inevitably smack him in the face
finds your sleeping positions and noises to be so fucking weird but also so fucking adorable at the same time to the point that he gets major cuteness aggression over you
lightly flicks your ears and tugs your tail when you're sleeping to see if you'll wake up but you never do - he knows not to pull too hard though because he'd hate to hurt you
sebastian vettel:
you're the cutest cat and literally everyone knows that because sebastian doesn't shut up about you and your cuteness ever
loves when you fall asleep on his chest whilst straddling his lap because you look so adorable and your soft little purrs fill his ears to the point that he finds it so cozy and comforting
has taken plenty of pictures & videos of you meowing in your sleep and tossing and turning about that sebastian is honestly starting to run out of storage space
loves to carry you in his arms whilst you sleep and will often just find somewhere to sit down, you still in his arms, so he can stroke your ears & tail and keep you safe and warm
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@ Anakin Skywalker Ă Female!Reader ( Part. 2 )
â english is not my first language; I'm just trying to practice don't pay attencion to this please
â ď¸ mentions of rape and violence
tags: confort, therapy, established relationship
â Part 1 !
Summary: Someone tried to rape reader while Anakin was on a mission, the last thing that the reader wants, is to talk about it. AO3
Anakin was worried, he knew from the conversation you two had, that you didn't want to talk about what happened. And it was okay, he would wait for your recovery how much you needed it. Nevertheless he wasn't sure if staying in bed would be good for you, you worked, yes but he couldn't see anymore the passion you had as a Senator before the attack.Â
He asked for advices, and received good ones. He tried to talk to you, recommending a therapist who would help you with the mental problems that this attack could cause you. You didn't listen.Â
You were feeling depressed, dirty and guilty. Anakin was there for you, but you couldn't help to avoid him, you were in a black hole seeing no light to escape from this invisible pain.
You woke up, it was night and Anakin was picking things from the wardrobe, you thought that maybe he finally gave up on you. Faking that you were still sleeping, you tried to not cry. Sadness again in your heart, but did you know that you don't deserve him.Â
Anakin kept in silence before he walked around the bed and sat next to your body.Â
" Are you still sleeping, my dear?" He touched your hair, and probably also smiled but you couldn't see it. "I know you don't"Â
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" It's okay, you don't have to say anything, you just have to hear me" Anakin whispered, making your heart ache, you didn't know why you ignored him since you wanted so much to admire his face "I have to go to a mission, probably I will be going for a week "
Anakin stroked your face, his fingers traced around your cheek, made you blush.Â
" I set a date with a therapist in two days, for you" softly said, fearing your reaction. " I'm going to leave you a paper with the information you need. And I know you didn't want to go, just take a little time to think about it. Okay, Love? Just⌠A little of your time."
He kissed your hand.
" Just remember, any that your choice is, I love you and I always will be right here"
His lips kissed your forehead.Â
He wasn't in the apartment anymore, your tears moistened your cheeks, where his hands were before. You touched there with your own hands, trying to replicate his warmth.Â
You knew you had the power to change this, it was under your control. You felt the pain under your chest, and it was time to let it go.
You wanted to search for Anakin, however surely it was late, and first you needed a shower.Â
In your mind, therapy sounded scary. But when you cried in the first session, you finally discovered that it wasn't. Therapy was a relief.Â
It was hard, talking about the attack mostly. And the fact that Anakin left for three weeks instead of one, it was also kinda complicated, but he came back, like he promised, and finding you, waiting with a smile made him sob.Â
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⊠: the f1 drivers giving more attention to your brother than you
đđđđ. : max verstappen, lando norris, charles leclerc, oscar piastri, carlos sainz, lewis hamilton + special guest... franco colapinto!
đ đđ§đŤđ : humor, suggestive in some parts
âď¸ : *insert the lion king song here* (no i haven't seen the movie yet đ)
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Šitaliangirlcoresblog // do not copy, rewrite, or translate any of my work on any platforms
ŕ¨ŕ§ : pairing : charles leclerc x wife!reader ŕ¨ŕ§ : synopsis : as charles fights for his life, his wife faces the hardest decision: let go or fight for him. a small miracle gives hope for recovery.
ŕ¨ŕ§ : genre : emotional fiction, very... very... emotional, again ŕ¨ŕ§ : tws : car accident/injury, arguments/conflict, anxiety/panic, trauma, medical trauma. ŕ¨ŕ§ : wc : 1676
part one | part two | part three | part four
They say that the hardest part of love is knowing when to let go. The decision to hold on is easyâitâs the decision to release, to trust that the other person will be okay without you, thatâs the hard part.
Youâve been sitting in the sterile, white hospital room for hours, each minute feeling like a year. Charlesâs body is hooked up to so many machines, monitors flashing with numbers that seem foreign to you. His face, once so full of life, now looks pale, bruised, and still. They told you to prepare yourself for the worst, but you havenât let yourself believe it. Not yet.
Not while there's still hope.
Youâre not even sure what you're hoping for anymore. Some miracle, maybe. But deep down, you know the odds. Theyâve been giving you the numbersâstats you canât quite process, numbers you canât make sense of. His condition is critical, and theyâve told you, over and over again, that his survival chances are slim. His organs are struggling, his internal injuries severe. The brain scans were grim at first, showing little to no activity.
But you canât let yourself fall into that darkness. Not yet.
The room feels too cold, too empty.
"How are his stats?" you ask quietly, though you already know the answer.
The nurse glances at you, her face trying to remain neutral. "Not good. His heart rateâs been fluctuating. His oxygen levels arenât improving, either. Weâre doing what we can, but his bodyâs fighting against us." She hesitates, looking back at the monitors. "Weâre not sure how much longer we can keep him stable."
You nod, feeling the weight of every word, but you canât give up. Not yet.
Minutes turn into hours. You stay by his side, holding his hand, whispering to him. Every time you speak, you tell him how much you love him, how much you need him to come back. Youâre not sure if he can hear you, but it doesnât matter. You need him to know.
And then, just as youâre beginning to feel the overwhelming weight of your decision, something unexpected happens.
The steady beep of the heart monitor suddenly begins to accelerate, growing faster and faster. You freeze, your heart pounding in your chest. Somethingâs wrong.
The nurse rushes over, her face pale as she watches the monitor. "His heart rateâs spiking," she mutters. "Itâs too fast. His blood pressureâs dropping."
The room erupts into action as doctors rush in, all moving in synchronized chaos. Youâre shoved aside as they begin adjusting the equipment, calling out orders, but your mind goes blank. You try to focus, but it feels like everything is spinning.
"His stats are crashing," one doctor says, his voice tense. "We need to stabilize him now."
"Is it time?" you ask, barely able to speak over the noise. "Should weâ"
But before you can finish, a loud, sharp sound cuts through the roomâthe unmistakable alarm of a failing heartbeat. The doctor turns toward you, his eyes filled with grim determination. "Iâm afraid weâve reached the point where his body might not be able to hold on much longer."
Your breath hitches in your throat. Everything feels like itâs slipping away. You squeeze Charlesâs hand tighter, as if willing him to come back to you.
But then, as if the universe is playing some cruel game, the chaos calms, just for a moment.
The alarms start to fade into silence, and the doctor presses his fingers to the side of Charlesâs neck, feeling for a pulse. Your heart lurches, praying for any sign of life. The seconds feel like hours.
Suddenly, the doctor looks up, his eyes widening. "Wait⌠thereâs something." He leans in, checking the monitors again. "His blood pressureâs stabilizing. His heart rateâs slowing down to a more normal rhythm."
You barely dare to breathe, your eyes never leaving Charlesâs face.
The nurse whoâs been working on him moves closer, shaking her head in disbelief. "Itâs like heâs coming back."
You donât know what to think. The last few minutes have felt like an eternity, and now, youâre afraid to believe it. "Whatâs happening?" you whisper, your voice trembling.
The doctor looks up at you, and for the first time, thereâs a flicker of hope in his eyes. "It seems like heâs fighting. His bodyâs responding⌠itâs too early to say for sure, but this is a good sign."
You stare at Charles, trying to process the sudden shift. Is this the miracle youâve been waiting for, or just another false hope?
The minutes stretch on, and then, just as you begin to allow yourself a small breath of relief, the monitor lets out another shrill, jagged alarmâthe unmistakable sound of a fatal arrhythmia. A shocking wave of panic shoots through you as the machine flashes with an erratic, spiking rhythm.
"V-fib!" The doctor shouts, his voice urgent. "Weâre losing him. Get the defibrillator ready."
The nurse scrambles to prepare the machine, and you feel your stomach drop out. This can't be happening. Not now.
"Charles!" you whisper, gripping his hand harder, your eyes welling up. "Please."
The doctors are already on him, paddles in hand, but it feels like time is standing still. Your eyes dart from the monitors to Charlesâs face, feeling as if your heart has stopped with his. Then, the shock.
The force of the defibrillator sends a jolt through his chest, and the monitor flickers. Nothing.
You close your eyes briefly, bracing for the worst.
"Again," the doctor orders, and another round of defibrillation. This time, thereâs a slight blip, a change. Itâs not much, but itâs something.
The doctor presses the paddles down once more, adjusting the settings. "One more time. We need him back."
The seconds stretch as they try again, and then finally, the heart monitor begins to beat againâslowly, but steadily.
"Heartbeat stable," the nurse breathes.
Your breath escapes your lips in a shaky exhale. You look at Charles again, feeling a rush of relief flood through you as the panic of the past few minutes settles into a wary calm. But itâs still not over. His fight isnât done.
Just as you think the worst is behind you, Charlesâs mother bursts into the room, her eyes frantic as she surveys the scene. Her voice cracks as she calls out his name, "Charles!"
You feel a flash of guilt. You shouldâve called her sooner, but there had been no time. The doctors had been focused, and youâd been too overwhelmed to think clearly.
You step aside, giving her space, but you canât look away from the man you love, still unconscious, his body fighting to survive.
The doctor steps over to you both. "Weâre stabilizing him, but weâre not out of the woods yet. We need to make some decisions."
Charlesâs mother looks at you, her face pale with concern. She reaches for your hand. "Whatever it is⌠I trust you. Youâre his wife, and you know him better than anyone. What do you think we should do?"
You swallow hard, your voice barely above a whisper. "I⌠I donât know what to think. I donât know what to do. Heâs⌠heâs still fighting. But weâve been here for so long, and I donât know how much longer we can wait."
Her gaze softens. "You donât have to do this alone. I trust you. Weâre a family. We make these decisions together." She squeezes your hand tightly. "But if you think thereâs still a chance for him, then we have to keep fighting too."
You look back at Charles, uncertainty and fear clouding your judgment. How do you even begin to make this decision? His body is failing him, but his heartâhis spiritâis still trying.
"Letâs give him more time," you decide, your voice shaking with fear but firm with resolve. "But if his chances are too slim⌠if weâre just keeping him alive on machines, then we need to think about letting him go."
The doctor nods solemnly. "Weâll run more tests. But if things donât improve soon, we may need to consider other options."
As the minutes pass, the machines continue to monitor Charlesâs every movement, every breath, and the room remains tense, every decision weighed in silence. But then, something begins to shift.
"His blood pressureâs coming back up," the nurse announces quietly. "And⌠thereâs more brain activity. His oxygen levels are improving too."
You feel like you might be dreaming. "Is this really happening?"
The doctor steps forward, shaking his head in disbelief. "Iâve never seen anything like this. His vitals are stabilizing. I think⌠I think heâs fighting."
"Fighting?" you ask, still not quite believing what youâre hearing.
The nurse, whoâs been checking his monitors, speaks softly, her voice a little hopeful. "He knows youâre here. I think heâs holding on for you."
And in that moment, you realize: youâre not alone in this fight. Charles is fighting for you too.
The room fills with a cautious optimism, but the road ahead is still uncertain. Will he wake up? Will his organs continue to improve?
Only time will tell.
Then, the unthinkable happens.
"His breathing," the nurse says, voice shaky, "itâs improving. Heâs trying to breathe on his own. We can extubate him. He doesn't need the tube anymore."
You stare, wide-eyed, as they carefully begin the process of removing the intubation tube, your heart in your throat.
Everything changes in a moment.
Thereâs still a long way to go, but for the first time in hours, you feel a flicker of hope.
Heâs still here. And heâs fighting.
But you know deep down that the next few days will be critical.
You stand there, feeling like youâve crossed a line between despair and hope. But Charles has always been a fighter. And if heâs fighting, so will you.
For him. For the life you built together. For love.
You look down at him, and the smallest of smiles begins to tug at your lips.
Maybe⌠just maybe⌠heâll make it through.
And for now, that's enough.
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