Christmas Eve at the Grave. Otto Hesselbom, 1896
Romanticizing your life sounds so stupid but it will help you cope. Taking extra time to make a yummie coffee in the morning, sitting outide observing the wind in the trees, writing poems, going to old book stores, watching your childhood favourite movies, listening to romantic jazz, writing in a coffee shop, making sure you have moody lighting in your room, putting on asmr rooms as a background noise while you work. It's not a solution, but it makes things a bit better.
VIKTOR
this sucks so bad i need to [remembers suicide jokes only worsen my mental health] put on the best talent show this towns ever seen
Hello ! How you doing ?
I noticed that your requests are open, so i'm gonna yap about my favorite Winged Hero: Keigo !
I always think about reader being in a relationship with Hawks, but she feels like she doesn't really belong with him. He is famous, popular and very loved by his fans, meanwhile she likes to live a calm life, only talking and getting involved if someone reaches for her first.
Reader intends to break up with him, but his bird brain got a different message about it: he thinks she just needs more attention and more courting gifts.
So now reader has a collection of shiny rocks, lots of scented blankets and shirts, and a nonstop whistling Keigo around her.
I just really love the idea of Hawks tagging himself as a No refund Partner đ€
(Feel free to ignore this, if you don't like it. Sending you lots of love, your writting is amazing đ„°)
FEATURING Keigo 'Hawks' Takami i x Reader
SUMMARY You fear that Keigo's fast-paced life is too much for you and try to take a step back, but it doesn't seem to work out that well for you. It's just too bad Keigo doesn't believe in refunds.
CONTENT WARNINGS quiet reader, hawks being a literal bird
AUTHORS NOTE hope you all enjoy more of our feather-winged hero because, based on these requests, y'all can't seem to get enough of him!
Youâd imagined this moment for weeksâa careful plan to untangle yourself from the wings of a man who seemed to live a world apart from your own. Keigoâs life was a loud one, a kaleidoscope of flashing lights, bright interviews, fans hanging on his every word and movement. You couldnât shake the feeling that he belonged somewhere out there, in the heart of the storm, while you were left holding onto calmness, craving quiet.
So youâd practiced your words, rehearsed in the mirror, hoping to explain it gently: Keigo, youâre amazing, but I donât fit into this life. You deserve someone who can keep up, who thrives under a spotlight.
But as you sat across from him in the dimly lit corner of your apartment, watching him devour his meal with an unshakable confidence, all those carefully chosen phrases began to slip away. The man was impossible to ignore, so vividly alive in his unbridled energy, his mouth curling into a familiar, teasing grin every time he caught you looking. It was like trying to capture a gust of wind in your handâthe moment you thought you had him pinned, he shifted, always a step ahead, eyes twinkling with that irreverent humor that made your heart ache.
âKeigo, I justâŠâ you began, feeling your courage falter under his steady gaze. He didnât miss a beat, his fork pausing in midair as he gave you his full attention.
âGo on,â he said, his voice low but attentive, his eyes narrowing with a glint of curiosity that warned you he wasnât going to let anything slide by unnoticed.
You took a breath, trying to anchor yourself. âI just⊠sometimes I feel like I donât really belong in your world,â you said, voice barely above a whisper.
The words hung in the air, and Keigo stared at you, unblinking, as if youâd just told him something in a language he didnât quite understand. After a moment, he let out a soft chuckle, eyes shining with that familiar, playful disbelief. âYou? Not belong with me?â He shook his head, leaning back in his seat with that cocky, amused grin that somehow melted the tension in the room. âI donât buy that, not for a second.â
Your heart twisted painfully, but before you could explain, he shifted closer, closing the space between you with the effortless grace of a hawk zeroing in on its mark. He tilted his head, studying you with an intensity that made your cheeks warm, a hint of softness underlying his typically mischievous gaze.
âListen,â he said, his voice a soft murmur, âif youâre worried about keeping up with me, donât be. You ground me, you know? Not everything has to be about the spotlight.â He leaned in, and his thumb brushed your cheek, a gentle, fleeting touch that left you breathless. âYouâre my calm in all the chaos, you know that?â
Your resolve wavered, and all you could manage was a quiet nod before he kissed your cheek, lingering just long enough to leave a warmth behind. As he left that night, your mind kept replaying that look in his eyesâa flicker of vulnerability that felt strangely out of place on him.
The next morning, you woke to find something glinting on your bedside table. You rubbed the sleep from your eyes, and there it wasâa smooth, shining rock, no larger than your thumb, with flecks of gold swirling through its charcoal-gray surface. You reached for it slowly, as if it might vanish at any moment, the unexpected gift settling warm and solid in your palm.
A small folded note rested beside it, scrawled with Keigoâs messy handwriting: Something pretty, just like you! â K
You couldnât stop the laugh that bubbled up, though it came with a pang of sadness. So this was his response? He wasnât angry or upset; instead, he left a little piece of beauty for you, something that made you feel strangely⊠cherished. As if he was whispering, See? Youâre part of my world. I want you here.
If only he left it at that..
The next morning, as you opened your front door, you found a Hawks-branded bag stuffed with the coziest-looking items imaginable. Luxurious blankets, soft enough to melt in your fingers, with colors that reminded you of his wingsâdeep crimsons and warm golden yellows. There was a plush feather-shaped pillow tucked inside, soft and inviting, as if heâd tried to bottle the feeling of his own feathers just for you.
Another note, taped to the top of the bag: For when you want a cozy night in, courtesy of your favorite Winged Hero.
In a daze, you pulled the pillow out, feeling the way it seemed to form to your touch, soft and strangely comforting, like you were holding a part of him in your hands. You couldnât help but laugh to yourself, though it was tinged with disbelief. Hawks, your Keigo, was attempting to make your space his nestâone soft corner at a time.
You werenât sure what to think. The gifts kept coming, like waves lapping persistently at the shore, never once relenting. Soon, you had a growing collection of glimmering stones, each unique in color, shape, and size. Some had ribbons tied around them, others were polished to a glassy sheen. By the end of the week, you could open your own boutique: Hawksâ Feathered Finds.
It was almost funny, in a way, how Keigoâs gift ideas seemed to expand. If the shiny stones werenât enough to convince you of his commitment, the silky blankets and cozy pillows that soon followed would certainly drive the point home.
But as much as the blankets were a nice touch, that wasnât enough either. No, Keigoâs gifts evolved in a way you hadnât anticipated. Not satisfied with just leaving inanimate reminders of himself, he began to bring his own shirts, freshly washed and scented with that clean, faintly spicy cologne that was unmistakably his. Each time he left one, it felt like he was marking his presence all over again. When you came home one day to find three different button-ups hanging over your chair, neatly folded with another noteââSo you wonât miss me too muchââyou realized how completely heâd misunderstood your meaning.
And it didnât stop there.
You started hearing bird calls, from sharp whistles to melodic chirrups, each one distinct and practiced. Theyâd come at random times during your day, clear and unmistakable, carrying across rooftops or echoing down quiet streets. Keigo would appear out of nowhere with a casual âHey,â as if he hadnât just called you over like a sparrow to its nest. Once, you looked out the window and spotted him standing on the rooftop opposite yours, watching you with that familiar spark of mischief in his eyes as he gave a gentle coo that made your cheeks flush.
Then there was the food. Keigo made it a habit to bring takeout on the evenings he knew you were working late, showing up with your favorite dishes and a grin that always promised a good story to go along with them. Heâd kick off his shoes like heâd lived there forever, settling in as if he belonged, yet somehow always a little hesitant. You could tell he was waiting, looking at you as if searching for any sign that his gifts were having an effect.
Finally, one evening after heâd tucked a particularly soft blanket around you with all the precision of a nesting bird, you couldnât help but ask, âWhat exactly are you doing, Keigo?â
He looked up from where heâd just finished arranging the folds of the blanket on your couch, his feathers twitching at your question. âWhat do you mean?â he asked, his amber eyes wide with feigned innocence.
âKeigoâŠâ you said, trying to hold back a laugh as you gestured around your apartment, now cluttered with glistening stones, colorful feathers, and shirts that still carried his scent. âYouâre⊠making a nest in my apartment.â
His wings fluttered, a small chuckle escaping as he scratched the back of his head. âGuess you could call it that.â He crossed over to where you sat, his gaze growing softer. âBut Iâm just making sure you know youâre not going anywhere.â
You shook your head, equal parts amused and bewildered. âI⊠I donât think thatâs how it works.â
Undeterred, Keigo leaned in, his head tilting down just slightly so his eyes met yours, the mischief in them mingling with something warmer, something that pulled at your heart. âMaybe not,â he murmured, his tone more serious than youâd ever heard. âBut I donât give up that easily. You donât just get to decide youâre going to leave, yâknow?â
A small pang tightened in your chest. How could someone like him, someone whose life glittered with fame and thrill, expect to keep someone like you by his side? Yet, looking into his eyes, you saw something deeper, even a little vulnerable, as his thumb traced soft circles over your hand.
âKeigo⊠Iâm notâŠâ you began, trying to find the words. âI just⊠sometimes I feel like Iâm not cut out for this, like I donât belong in this world of yours.â
He watched you for a long moment, his gaze gentle but unwavering. âSweetheart,â he said softly, his wings rustling, âyouâre not holding me back. Youâre the calm in my storm. And Iâm not about to let that slip away.â His hand tightened around yours just slightly. âBesides, I never heard any rule about âno refundsâ not applying to relationships. So guess what? Youâre stuck with me.â
You looked around, taking in the stones, the blankets, the shirtsâthis strange, feathered haven heâd created around you, like a nest meant just for the two of you. You hadnât realized youâd been dating an actual bird until now, and it hit you with a surprising warmth, a feeling that maybe, just maybe, you did belong here after all.
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poor Sevika's been embarrassed ever since, yet still stuck aroundđâ
Summary: In which our lovely regressor turned into a werewolf and craves your attention. (Or Kim Dokja wants some love too)
Pairing: Yoo Joonghyuk x GN! Reader x Kim DokjaÂ
Note: Love these two idiots to death. So here is a fluffy short.
Warning: None.
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[New Scenario available]
[Only available to incarnation "Yoo Joongyhyuk"]
[Accept?]
[Yes/No]
[The Constellation âConstellation Who Likes to Change Gendersâ urges incarnation "Yoo Joonghyuk" to accept the scenario]
"What is the reward?" Yoo Joonghyuk says, suspicious of his intentions.Â
[10,000 coins]
"What do I have to do?"Â
[The Constellation âConstellation Who Likes to Change Gendersâ tells incarnation "Yoo Joonghyuk" to make a choice quickly before he offers it to other incarnations]Â
Yoo Joonghyuk twitched his eyebrow before he glared at the floating blue screen.Â
"Don't you dare." Han Sooyoung (who believed she was at the wrong place and wrong time), warned him.Â
"If it's something dangerous, I'm not going to take responsibility for your sorry ass."Â
"Shut up."
Without another moment of thought, Yoo Joonghyuk accepted the scenario.Â
"You idiot-"
A bright light and Yoo Joonghyuk prepared himself for a fight.Â
But once the bright light faded away, there was nothing but a blue screen in front of him.Â
He heard a dramatic gasp beside him, but his focus was on the blue screen. His eyes widened before he dropped to the ground on one knee and he felt his body change.
He can hear Loki, that bastard, and Han Sooyoung just laughing at him.
âFor a scary bastard like you, you have a fluffy ass tail!â
Kim Dokja wasn't sure what he was witnessing.Â
Everyone was panicking, to say the least, and you werenât there.Â
Perfect.Â
A growling Yoo Joonghyuk in werewolf form. His sword was gripped tightly in his hand, and no matter what others were yelling, he wouldn't budge. It was as if he was protecting his territory, and Kim Dokja assumed it was because of his new transformation.Â
Kim Dokja curses at whichever constellation that did this.
Kim Dokja felt a chill down his spine when the protagonist met his eyes. It was glaring at him like a mad dog, while grinding his teeth and brandishing his sword.
What did he do now? He didn't even do anything!
What could he even do? When that sunfish is swinging swords at whoever comes close? When that bastard is so angry that he is emitting such a murderous aura?Â
Damn you protagonist!Â
"What's going on?" Kim Dokja let out a sign of relief when you walked to his side.
You who had just come back from your training with Jung Heewon, and were very much tired to deal with this, but came anyway.Â
After all, it is the sunfish bastard that you and Kim Dokja know very well.
As a fellow reader who committed to finishing the longest web novel in history, you bet that you would be here (with Kim Dokja) to make sure the protagonist survives.Â
That is what you two swore upon after the world turned upside down. Just an oath between readers, as friends, to survive.
"That idiot turned into a werewolf!"
Thanks Han Sooyoung.Â
"Is it Loki again?" You responded immediately and Kim Dokja returned a nod and a sigh.
âGod Dammit. Alright, so Dokja, any plans orâŠâÂ
Dokja put a hand on your shoulder, âNope, I got none-â
Holy shit, did Yoo Joonghyuk just growl at him?Â
Kim Dokja heard a sigh beside him and something about more work before his best friend walked ahead.Â
"(Y/N)! Don't get too close!"Â
"That ahjussi went crazy!"
"Stay back! You're not a match for Master!"
The kids yelled and even Kim Dokja wanted to stop you, but after he saw how calm and collected you were, Kim Dokja held back.Â
As always, you were confident and quick to adapt in any situation. Perhaps you noticed something about the werewolf state.
Until Kim Dokja saw you unbuttoning the top button and exposing your neck-
"(Y/N)! What are you doing?" Kim Dokja flushes. He would have rushed to your side if Yoo Joonghyuk wasn't ready to pounce on him.
"What a big angry pup." Kim Dokja hopes that his best friend won't be cut in half.Â
But it was odd. The closer you went, the less fussy that sunfish seemed. In fact, when you stood in front of the growling wolf, the wolf seem to stop and wonder as well.
On how in the world that this little person wasn't afraid of him, and why they was exposing their neck-
â(Y/N)!â
You put up both hands in surrender before you spoke.
"Put down your sword, Joonghyuk-ah."Â
Slowly (shockingly), the protagonist lowered his sword. Then, he just stared.Â
What the fuck is happening?Â
The sunfish hugged you and buried his face deep in the older's shoulder. Wait no, the Yoo Joonghyuk was sniffing your neck like a wolf.Â
You and Kim Dokja let out a long sigh.
"(Y/N)?"Â
"Yes?" Kim Dokja flinched when Yoo Joonghyuk growled at him and wrapped both arms around you possessively.Â
"Are you sure you're okay with this?"Â
"I'm fine. At least for now."
"Shouldn't we try to reverse this?"Â
"We could, but we don't know what scenario Joonghyuk-ah got. Whatever it is, I'm assuming he must finish it. Right Loki?"
[The Constellation âConstellation Who Likes to Change Gendersâ is nodding in agreement]
"Then shouldn't we try to get Master to communicate with us?"Â
You rubbed the little wolfâs head and the other responded by rubbing his head back.Â
Who would have thought that Yoo Joonghyuk could be tamed?Â
Kim Dokja on the other hand, felt like whatever this scenario was, Yoo Joonghyuk was taking full advantage of it, seeing how the wolf kept looking his way in a smug way.
"He can't read, write, or speak, but he can fight like a wolf, and recognize people. Though if there is one thing about the scenario, it most likely has something to do with me."Â
âYea, and against me.â You chuckled at your best friendâs annoyed face, and he rolled his eyes.Â
"Alright, alright, give me a day and Iâll see if I can figure it out. I'm gonna spend a day with this baby wolf."Â
âBaby wolf? More like a beast.â Han Sooyoung quipped, and many agreed.Â
You on the other hand had no issues, even while feeling the wolfâs sharp teeth against your neck. You thought it was cute that the Yoo Joonghyuk wanted your attention.
"If we're talking about taming animals, usually it would be Gilyoung-ah and Yoosung-ah to take care of it. But this one bites. So I'll take care of it." The children nod reluctantly.Â
[The Constellation âSecretive Plotterâ is amused by this situation]
While others seem a bit hesitant, after your reassurance, they trusted you to figure this out. Kim Dokja on the other hand, was very worried, and so decided to stay in the vicinity in case anything were to go wrong.
"Now then," You lean back into Yoo Joonghyukâs chest and his body, feeling his body engulf your smaller one.Â
[The Constellation âDemon-like Judge of Fireâ is cooing at how cute you two look]
[The Constellation âDemon-like Judge of Fireâ have sponsored you 1000 coins]
"Let's tame a wolf."
Kim Dokja couldnât help but feel a little bit jealous (just a little), as he watched his best friend invest all of their attention on the protagonist.Â
And he knows that the werewolf is happy and smug about it!Â
When you feed Yoo Joonghyuk, when you groom him, and when you have to physically entertain him, Kim Dokja knew this was a scenario to mess with him.Â
[The Constellation âConstellation Who Likes to Change Gendersâ hints to Incarnation âKim Dokjaâ to steal Incarnation â(Y/N)â away]
[The Constellation âPrisoner of the Golden Headbandâ agrees and urges Incarnation âKim Dokjaâ to be a brave man]
[The Constellation âDemon-like Judge of Fireâ is excited for the drama to unfold and is at the edge of her seats]
Kim Dokja sighs and before he could say anything, you called.Â
âDokja! I think I know what it is now!â
Kim Dokja widen his eyes in relief, finally-
âI think he just wants to make you jealous, so you have to kiss him or something. Like Beauty and the Beast!âÂ
Kim Dokjaâs jaw dropped.
[The Constellation âDemon-like Judge of Fireâ squeals]
[The Constellation âPrisoner of the Golden Headbandâ is pulling out his hair]
[The Constellation âSecretive Plotterâ is questioning your IQ but encourages anyway]
[The Constellation âSecretive Plotterâ have sponsored you 1000 coins]
âHaha, just kidding, look at your faces. Ow, Hey!â Yoo Joonghyuk nibs at your neck, leaving another mark.Â
â(Y/N)...â Kim Dokja groans in frustration.
âBut I do know the solution.â You say while suddenly standing up, knocking the wolf in his chin, and in that swift moment, you flipped your positions, with the wolf under your knee.
âYouâre a good boy arenât you?âÂ
In the next moment, you kissed the fluttered wolf on his nose and then whispered in his ear,Â
âWhat a good boy.â In the most seductive voice you can mutter.Â
â(Y/N)?!â Kim Dokja blushed slightly at how provocative you and Yoo Joonghyuk's position looked.Â
One part of him want to be in that position too-
âAlright, you got what you wanted right? Loki?âÂ
[The Constellation âConstellation Who Likes to Change Gendersâ is happy]
âWhat? What did he want?â Kim Dokja was confused in the midst of all the messages from literally every constellation.
Until Kim Dokja saw it.
Yoo Joonghyuk in his human form, blushing.
Under you.Â
It didnât last long before he violently reacted and wanted to murder both of you, but by then, you and Kim Dokja had already ran for your lives, and you with a picture in your hand.
âWorth it!âÂ
âBruh, youâre telling me the Yoo Joonghyuk has a praise kink?âÂ
Han Sooyoung began running too.
âOh and Dokja,â Kim Dokja looked your way, and suddenly he received a peck on his cheek.Â
âDonât sulk just because you didnât get a kiss.âÂ
âWha-â Kim Dokja flushed and put a hand to cover it.
âDonât worry, youâre a good boy too.âÂ
â(Y/N)!â He screeches as he suddenly sprints faster away in embarrassment.
â(Y/N)! Collect your wolf hubby!âÂ
"I'm going to kill you (Y/N)!"
The chaos lasted for a bit, and in the midst of all that chaos, Loki was able to auction the video and images of every moment in the scenario.Â
Needless to say, Uriel and Secretive Plotter was definitely winning the majority of that auction.
KIM DOKJA BOYFRIEND TEXTS AND TWEETS
kim dokja x gender neutral reader
established relationship, canon compliant, beginningish of manwha, in a world where you guys have access to twitter. you both know youâre in a novel.
this is for a very niche audience aka me and @ihearttori also pls ignore the mistake in slide 5 i used the wrong account itâs supposed to be yjh