Caffeine Isnt Enough. Sugar Isnt Enough. I NEED It.

funny to think that i started cvtting because my former fp was getting distant with me

In the clurb (jiraiblr) we all fam! (Mentally ill and/or insane and/or deranged)

Me one second: GIVE ME ATTENTION!! PRAISE ME!! WORSHIP ME!! GIVE ME ALL YOUR ATTENTION PLEASE!!

The next second: /nf though… like only if you really want to… don’t go out of your way actually it’s not that big of a deal. I don’t want to trouble you sorry for asking actually!! Never perceive me again!!

If you're dead inside then how dead are you? Not how dead you want to be but how dead inside you are right now.

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as dead as a corpse that has rotten, oxidized, n decayed so much that its turned into fossil fuel.

once again asking misandrists to block me ❤️ if you think i'm an exception because i'm a trans man, you are transphobic. if you think hating an entire gender or sex or any variation of intersex is okay in any shape way or form, block me ❤️ i hate radfems and i hate anyone who wields hatred against people based on uncontrollable aspects of their existence. hope this helps.

For me, I don't feel like a corpse. That is a foreign feeling to me. But a feeling close to that is sometimes when I wake up, I feel as though I didn't sleep at all. I just closed my eyes and WOAH a lot of time had passed but I still remember it all very well like it happened an hour ago but nope. It's the next day.

It makes me feels like I never really slept in the first place or I just took a nap, not full on sleep. Or this life is like a simulation I am in. I pause for rest and then unpause the game to come back.

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