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Continued reading the Tower of God, fell in love again.
The last time I read this story, I'm grade 8. šš Thanks for anime adaptation for this webtoon, I came back to download the app and continue where I left it before.
Sorry for wrong grammar.
Have a nice day!
Note: I think I'll add Shibisu and Anaak on the next canvas.
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@tower-of-halloween day 5: witch/ghost
@/pi-a-iaās witch ehwa was super cute, so i decided to do my last portrait of her!
for the last 2+ weeks, the Amazon has been catching fire. Yes, itās the season where thatās normal but because of the sayings (aka incentive) of our new president, some farmers are taking advantage of that and intentionally setting the trees on fire. Yesterday, because of this, the sky of SĆ£o Paulo looked like this. AT THREE IN THE AFTERNOON.
Hospitals of the northern states are filling up with people (especially children and seniors) claiming they canāt breathe properly. ALREADY ENDANGERED ANIMALS ARE DYING. THIS IS SERIOUS.
Germany and Norway, huge donators to the Amazon cause will stop sending money because they donāt see results (that can also be credited to our president, who has been tweeting angrily ever since - not because he cares about the environment, btw). That money gives this guy and his team equipment to save little guys like these:
THIS AFFECTS EVERYONE, NOT JUST BRAZILIANS. The Amazon is the largest rainforest in the world, and itās being destroyed. WE HAVE TO DO SOMETHING.
If your country is holding elections, vote for someone who cares about this. Donāt let another Bolsonaro or another Trump have the power to do something and then do nothing. This is going to shape our future ā if we have one.
PLEASE REBLOG, EVERYONE NEEDS TO SEE THIS!!
edit: Iām sorry if it sounded like Iām blaming Europe. Iām not. Itās our own governmentās fault (Bolsonaro merged the agriculture and environmental ministries when he was elected, for Godās sake) and Iām really sorry if I offended anyone, I was just angry. Please donāt let that be the only thing you take away from this post.
edit 2: a lot of people have been mad at me about the half sentence I made about Trump. Iām sorry for it not being clear enough, but I never intended to put the blame on him also. I merely used him as an exemple of a politician who does not do much for the environment in general. In fact, since Bolsonaro is constantly sucking up to him, he offered to help, wich I am very grateful for. Again, I ask of you to not let this be the only thing you take away from the post.
Update: GUYS FRANCE JUST CALLED FOR AN EMERGENCY G7 MEETING TO RESOLVE THIS. IāM SO GLAD!! Letās hope they get together to like punch our president or something...
#WEARAMASK
I just want to share my thoughts, in an attempt to deal with what has happened in the last chapter, hoping that that could help someone else too. So here we are.
What Eren is doing seems to not present any solutions. And Hange, the one who has been able to gather all of them, to make fighting side by side prior enemies, the one without which none of them could have gone so far, now says that there seems to be no hope anymore. Eren has demonstrated nothing but her powerlessness.Ā
Hange, despite her inextinguishable strong-will, despite all of what sheās done, by now feels that sheās not doing enough: sheās the commander of the SC, but she has killed her comrades. Sheās supposed to be the one able to devise a plan to stop Eren, but they still didnāt think about a credible way to stop him. And I didnāt fully realize until this chapter how much Hange blames herself for all of this. After all of these years, many of their comrades have died, they had to kill innocent people in Liberio, and now the whole humanity seems to be doomed. And Hange thinks of herself to be responsible for all of it. I canāt imagine the burden and guilt that she could feel. Sheās not been able to prevent the start of the cruelest disaster that humanity has ever faced, Hange, the one who has dedicated all of her life to save humanity, constantly putting her life on the line. And who has seen so many of her comrades, her friends, dying for that purpose.Ā Ā Ā
And I think that, since becoming the commander, she has always felt the imperative to ensure that their deaths were not in vain. To make sure to give meaning to them.Ā
Itās so hurting, because clearly this is a too heavy burden, itās a too big responsibility, that no single human being could take. She shouldnāt feel fully responsible for all of this, because no one could have avoided that. She alone must not bear the guilt and burden for all of those lives, for all of what has happened. And itās too painful to see that she felt that she didnāt do enough, because she did so much, already before her final sacrifice. No one other than Hange could have been able to do what she did. She irrevocably opposed to the mass genocide, when all others were still confused and didnāt know what to do, she gathered all of them. She never really lost hope, and she brought everyone else so far, till where theyāre now.
But, by doing that, Hange also put them in the utmost dangerous state of all, into what seems to be a hopeless mission, where, to save humanity, they would have to risk their lives again. And sheās painfully aware of that. And so, when the Rumbling arrives, and they have to gain time, she knows that. Sheās the one who has to do that. No one else has to sacrifice themselves, because sheās the one who has led them to face all of that. So again, she takes responsibility for all of them. She deliberately, willfully, chooses to sacrifice herself.
So she takes her leave of them, saying her goodbyes, and designating Armin as her successor.
She knows that she will die in her last fighting. But thereās no other way to save her friends and give them a chance to save humanity. Hange acknowledges that, so she makes her decision. She has to do it, in order to fulfill her duty as commander, and she embraces that path. And, despite the cruelty of her death, despite all the pain, Iām at least relieved by that: her last sacrifice was not a helpless, desperate last act, something done by someone who has lost everything. She did it in order to save her friends, because, despite all, she still did believe, she knew that a hope was left. For them, for humanity. Itās apparent by her last words to Armin (heās able to never give up, and to completely comprehend), and her decision to make him the next commander.Ā I also think that because of her last words to Floch (who however was no more able to hear them): āWe canāt give up now. Even if we fail today, weāll win another day.āĀ
Being the commander has undoubtedly put a heavy burden on Hangeās shoulders. And Iām also convinced that she suffered from sorrow and guilt for what she was forced to do to other innocent people, and to her comrades. But she never lost the will to strive to fight, to find a solution. She never lost hope, never surrendered to what seems to be a desperate future.
And, on a different note, I think that she never lost her will to live. She was forced to sacrifice herself by the fucked up situation where theyāre now, but in other circumstances, I think that she would have found a way to joyfully, passionately live her life. Because thatās her way, thatās how Hange is. She would have carried the weight of her guilts, of all the cruelty that she couldnāt manage to prevent, but she would have also found a way to live her life somehow. Because, despite all, Hange never lost her love for life.Ā (Itās also interesting to note that ZoĆ« is the transliteration of the Greek word ζĻĪ®, which means ālifeā). She never lost her love for exploring, for discovering all of the unknown. She never lost the love for her friends, something that would have brought joy and warmth to her. And she had that love. Hange brought in her heart her love for the closest person to her, someone with which she just wished to live her life with.Ā And when about to go and put on her fight, she finally knew it. That person would have carried her in his heart as well, and he will do that after sheās gone.
This is heartbreaking. Hange was just forced to abandon him, Levi, the most important person to her. And when faced with him, that was the most difficult moment of all: she was going toward her final act, and she had to say goodbye to the person with whom she would have shared her life, knowing that she will never be able to see him again. And finally, with Leviās last gesture and his final words for her, I think also knowing that her feelings were reciprocated, and that she was leaving him alone. This is the utmostly cruel thing of all.
Itās too too painful, too cruel. But nevertheless, despite that terrible pain, despite that cruelty, At the same time, thereās so much beauty in her last sacrifice. Because, till her last moment, Hange kept in her heart all of these beautiful feelings, her passions and curiosity, her love for his friends, her love for Levi. She protected them, she kept all of that in her heart till the end. She fought for them, with her heart. As Levi asked from her, Hange dedicated her heart.
She didnāt lose the hope till the end. And her sacrifice was not in vain. Now, her friends are flying away, thereās still a possibility for them to save humanity, and this is all thanks to her. She fought till the end, she was able to dedicate her life to what she believed in, and to go out like she wanted. Hange has gone with the wings of freedom on her back.Ā
She did well. In the cruel world where they live, I couldnāt think of a better way to say her goodbye than that. We will always keep you in our heart, sweet angel.
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