I Am Now 19 !!

I am now 19 !!

When it comes to my own birthday, I like treating myself. So, here’s some stuff I treated myself to;

1. A song

2. A silly little doodle session

I Am Now 19 !!
I Am Now 19 !!

3. A poem about my quarter life crisis

(pls be nice I hate it too)

It’s my birthday,

and I still feel like shit

My goddamn birthday

And I still feel like I can’t fit

in the mold that I’ve carved out for myself

How to act, and how to feel

To be like anyone else

I’ve grown and grown

It’s just not right

There’s something missing

In this life

What I’m missing’s something new

and something strange

Something I’ll never feel again-

And never had experienced

Like the fumbling for your hand

And the deafening noise of our favorite band

The feeling of complete and utter bliss

The feeling of an over-romanticized first kiss

Is it still my birthday

If I don’t feel reborn once again?

I’m going to pass out now if you don’t mind

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1 year ago
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1 year ago

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https://www.tumblr.com/femboy-catgirl/746101920294453248

Your twt made it here

Hi anon, tysm for bringing this to my attention. With that being said, I will admit that tweet sucks and I’ve clarified in the thread that I do not want to cartoonize the conflict.

But I’m keeping it up because very lovely people have actually posted links below my tweet that could aid Palestinians through these horrible times, and since my tweet got/is still getting a lot of engagement, I have/will continue use it to dig through the comments to get said links and attach them to the thread, so that they will get the attention they need.

Here’s some that I got from that post alone, if you would be so kind to go to them:

arab.org - clicks generate funds that go to gaza

gazaesims.com - purchase e-sims

gofundme.com/f/careforgaza - sends funds to displaced families in gaza

piousprojects.org/campaign/2712 - provides hygiene kits for women/girls

decolonizepalestine.com - educate yourself


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