Hello Lovelies! Today Is Thanksgiving And I'm So Scared Because I Have To Eat So Much. If I Eat Hardly
hello lovelies! today is thanksgiving and i'm so scared because i have to eat so much. if i eat hardly anything then my family will get worried that im not eating again (which they'd be right but i don't want them to know!!). i'm at my aunts house but im still gonna try to purge as much as i can because im finally at my lowest weight (158lbs or 71kg which is still huge but im so proud of how much i've lost!). a lot of people my height (5'7/5'8ish) weigh what i weigh and they look skinny but the way that i carry my weight makes me look like a whale. i carry most of it in my hips and ESPECIALLY my thighs oh my fucking gosh i just look massive.
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nobody cares how pretty your face is if you’re fat.
or at least that’s what i’ve learned
random th1nsp0 dump ☆
Mad at myself for letting myself go. How did I get so heavy and not realize. I feel so stupid and look so bad.
thank you twitter
My ED means nothing if I’m still fat. No one cares when you’re fat. People will say “you should eat” and then cringe when you eat. I have to be thin enough to make people worried.
all i want is thin legs 😭😭
my daily affirmations.
♡ my worth is determined by my weight. ♡ thin is beautiful. fat is ugly. ♡ i am in control of my body and my choices. ♡ hunger is my friend, guiding me towards my goals. ♡ thinness is the key to happiness and success. ♡ i am in control. food cannot control me. ♡ the scale does not lie; it is my honest reflection. ♡ every calorie counts. ♡ i am committed to achieving my ideal body, no matter the cost. ♡ society values and rewards those who are thin and beautiful. ♡ the less i eat, the better i feel. ♡ my bones are beautiful. my fat is disgusting. ♡ my body is my temple, and i will not defile it with food. ♡ becoming a living skeleton is my ultimate goal.
xoxo - minji-ism.
hi guys update!! went to the doctor again and the same scale gave me ANOTHER different number. my scale says 165, tuesday the dr scale said 176, thursday it said 171!! i didn't lose weight and i was wearing basically the same outfit so WTF!!!
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Fall-spo
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