Why Does No One Do That To Me :'(.

Trying to find a gf by reading in public.... not working well :(((

bruh look who I found at pride

when you accidentally make it gay

I drove past this paint shop yesterday, it was so pretty I had to make a picture

Fuck... I think I died and went to Heaven 😵‍💫😵‍💫

The Kelly Clarkson Show episode is airing on July 11th btw

Hey there

I'm here yet again and if you think " oh wow she's awake at 5:40am she must be so productive and has her life handled!"you're wrong. In fact you couldn't be anymore wrong I haven't slept one bit,need to make gifts, clean and dye eggs. Happy Easter

Sleepless night

In the middle of the night, I look at my clock.

Tik tak ,Tik tok it looks at me continuing to mock.

I know I should be fast asleep so I can get my rest,

but still I lay here in my bed ,trying to do my best.

So blame my thoughts and blame myself for my sleepless night's.

But if you would be here with me how could I deny ,

That you alone would comfort me.

from 🏵H.C🏵

Im sorry if it was bad but it's my first since a long while.

It's tiiimmeee

and not in a Mariah Carey way,no the time of the month where you feel like your constantly getting stabbed .Oh how I love being a woman....

Summary of my day

(9:30 )=waking up

(10:45)=getting up

(11:00)=showering and eating something

(12:00)=getting post and leaving

(12:30)= visiting fleamarket and feeling judged

(13:00)=getting a drink and getting +eating ice

(14:00)=starting to read a book outside

(19:30)=stopped reading the book and going home

(20:00)= arriving home and going with my sister to walk the dog

(20:30-21:10)=getting drunk while walking the dog

(21:30)= getting fries

(21:45)=swallowing a döner and going home

(21:50)= getting in an argument with my sister

(21:55)= regretting live while petting cat and laying in a puddle of water before standing up and getting ready for bed

...... watching series and doing a summary of the day

All in all good before walking the dog

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Marriage and Chokers

Hi , so I just wanted to share something that just happened to me cause it's kinda funny.

Just so you know my sister (in her late twentys) and I have a really good relationship ,so we basically talk about anything (btw she knows that I like girls).

Today we had a covo about a friend of hers which I also like very much, that is abaut to get married. At one point I say that if I were to get married I would prefer a bracelet and she makes a comment abaut how rings basically show other that your taken . We discussed for a while how the person in a relationship should if flirted with should shut that down on there own since for me the legal status doesn't make a relationship more "real "than before but anyway.

I let slip that a choker would also do the trick and she's like:

"What ? I didn't want to hear that from my sister ,you know that some people even leach even have leaches. Would you be okay with that?"

"What about it?If it's the right person "

"OH God, at that anime convention you went to there were also chokers with things like B*tch printed on them"

And I was just like :

"Yes?"

Do you know how degrading that is ,just imagine some A**hole putting this onto you to put you down!"

"You can always say no , I don't see it as such a bad thing. "

At that point she was leaving and said to me that she may go to church to pray for me as a joke since my family isn't really religious. And I may have said that I wouldn't even really care if that person would put there name on it ...

After that she brought my granny her medicine and at the way outside we talked for another minute. Well as I said goodbye, she said "bye B*tch " and I just said "yes ,like bad b*tch " .

So that was my day and how I may have traumatized my sister but anyway drink some water and have a nice day,bye-bye.

Ps: You could write me if you want.