Did Yoko Consciously Position John As Abandoned By Everyone, And Constantly Remind Him Of That Fact (reinforced

A boxing stance in that footwear. So Paul.

Just look at those girly sandals Paul’s wearing.

Who was writing all them songs? In your room.

#i need to be heard, helped and held

there’s a lot of bullshit lennon/mccartney quotes out there, misattributed by biases in biographers or straight-up fabrications. but there’s also “if i was a girl”. there’s also “if he had been a woman”. there’s also “is this a self-portrait?” there’s “in bed.” there’s “maybe that would’ve satisfied it”. there’s “nothing to worry about”, and “life begins at 40”, and “it’s only me.” there’s “the emperor of eternity”. “he chose me.” “i’m still in love with you”. there’s “i can always deny that it was ever written about him.” so who cares

early beatles writing sessions

paul: okay, we have to come up with some ideas for the next album. so i was thinking—

john: i have an idea for a song about how im a piece of shit fat ugly bitch with no friends and is hated by everyone and should die. i’m going to call it Dumbfuck Asshole About To Kill Himself.

paul: ……right! cool! i was thinking more along the lines of “i love you girl and want to dance with you” but that’s really good too!

John and Paul, Hey Jude recording season; 30th July, 1968.

Genuinely a bit scary.

The still point around which my world turns. Just like John’s did.

I have come to a conclusion in my life. I'm not a Beatlemaniac. I'm a McCartneymaniac or Paulmaniac. My focus is exclusively on him. The phase before, during and after the Beatles.

I know that's not how the fandom works and a lot of people will reject me. But, what can I do? The heart doesn't choose who you're going to get attached to.

Sorry other fans.

Don’t mince your words there Paul.

He can’t be real.

 Brian and Paul plays a game of cards during the Philippines leg of the Beatles’ final world tour, 3rd-5th July 1966. 

(Photos by Robert Whitaker/Getty Images)

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