It’s A Brilliant Day To Be A Bronze And Blues Fan, SHES COMING TO US!! I’m So Excited I Literally

it’s one of those days where nothing I say or do is right. I get screamed at that I don’t listen to what they’re saying. but when was the last time they stopped raising their voices every time I opened my mouth to talk? when was the last time they acknowledged what I was saying, actually listened to what I was saying.

sometimes I think they’re too busy trying to argue with me, and tear me apart at the seams, rather than actually hear what I have to say.

I have so much to say.

UP THE CHELS!!!! UNBEATEN RECORD STILL GOING, LETS FUCKING GOOOO GIRLS 💙💙💙

and you’re telling me THEYRE NOT ENDGAME?!?

this job takes. a lot. but you know what it gives? it gives me you

sometimes I scare myself with the anger that lies within me. It sits dormant, waiting for the time to rise and make itself known. and when it does, it consumes me and comes out in angry heaving sobs as I gasp to scream what I’ve kept hidden underneath the surface for so long. I can’t remember the last time I was angry and shouted without crying. without the ensuing meltdown that typically follows. maybe it is never truly anger I feel, not wholly anyways. It’s tainted by other emotions, other feelings.

maybe this makes me bitter, at least I think it does to some degree. It scares me how angry I can be sometimes, how much rage I have within me. angry at the people around me, at the world, at the circumstances I am presented with, as I cling to the mere notion it has to be some sort of higher power surely testing me. for what I’m not sure, maybe I’ll never know. maybe I don’t want to.

I LOVE MY TEAM, I LOVE Z’S INSTA DUMPS 😭💙

🩷🩷🩷

they scare me, they know what’s happening. I NEED to know 😭

You're laughing? Oliver Stark and Ryan Guzman could be filming the Buddie confession scene right now, and you're laughing?

Like Oliver “if you don’t make him bisexual I will” stark getting called biphobic is the most ridiculous claim fr

Oliver “you don’t need to announce your departure” stark

Oliver “ no no he’s always been bisexual” stark

Literally be so fucking fr

MARC HAT TRICK BEFORE HALF TIME LETS FUCKING GOOOOOO. I LOVE MY TEAM, I LOVE THIS CLUB, LIGHT THE COUNTRY FUCKING BLUEEEEE 💙💙💙

JESSIE PLEASE COME HOME THE KIDS MISS YOU, IM NOT EVEN KIDDING PLEASE

allistic people will never understand how consuming a hyper-fixation can be, whether you like it or not.