Utah Desert
colored pencil on paper
Los Angeles 2014
When I was a young boy in the 1950s we lived in Utah for a while. I was maybe six or seven. We, my friends and I, would go for long walks through the beautiful high plains desert. In the distance we would here the deep booms of atomic bombs being tested across the mountains in Nevada. No shit. What a memory.
Even with the bombs though, the American Southwest was so beautiful. I miss it dearly.
Fast forward sixty five years. I now live on a small island in the Philippines. On the other side of the earth. Hiding.
In the distance I can hear roosters crowing and dogs barking.
So strange.
Philippine Sea
colored pencil on paper
Los Angeles 2014
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Each time you fall in love
Coloredpencil and Watercolor
Monrovia 1996
I made this drawing in 1996.
When I drew it, by the grace of God, I had been free form alcohol for one incredible year and I remember, so clearly, that as I drew, I was feeling a deep new creative surge born of hope.
Life is an epic journey my friends.
Each time you fall in love - Cigarettes after sex
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pencil drawing on paper
Calbayog City 2024
There is thar moment when the drawing looks back at me. I love that.
Later.
I worked it a bit more. I'm going to leave it here.
pencil drawings, Calbayog City, 2024/25
I try to draw a little bit every day. It's good for the soul. And it's free.
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Blaze Foley - If I could only fly
black sharpie on paper
Monrovia 1996
Almost felt you touching me just now Wish I knew which way to turn and go Feel so good, then I feel so bad Wonder what I ought to do
If I could only fly, if I could only fly I'd bid this place goodbye and come and be with you But I can hardly stand, I got no where to run Another sinking sun, one more lonely night
- Blaze Foley
Black sharpie and colored pencil
Westwood 1985
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Early mornings
black sharpie and water color
Westwood 1986
Let me try to explain myself.
When I was a young man I loved illustration.
Perhaps the two illustrators who had the greatest influence on me were Aubrey Beardsley and Jean Giraud aka Moebius. Both artist drew with a fine line and I tried to emulate that.
Here's an old drawing of mine.
pencil drawing
Venice CA 1978
So back then I saw myself as an illustrator.
Then sometime around 1980 I was introduced to Abstract Expressionism and I had an epiphany...
Could I approach Abstract Expressionism with an illustrator's line?
A new world opened up to me and I started having fun with my drawing.
And then, for about 35 years I never drew an identifiable object.
No joke.
Still Life
black sharpie
Westwood 1985
Attitude Adjustment
pen, colored pencil and watercolor
Duarte CA 1996
Time never began
black sharpie on bond paper
San Francisco 2003
Dan's drawing
black sharpie
Rosemead 2011
i did a lot of these drawings. And I really enjoyed making them. For over thirty years I completely liberated myself from the rigors of drawing something that had to look like something. And I loved it. But then...
Sometime around 2015 I returned to illustration. Why? I'll be honest with you, I started to miss it.
Call it full circle but that's where I'm at now.
I still treasure my line though.
little boxes
black sharpie on paper
Los Angeles 2019
Thank you Aubrey and Jean.
Aubrey Beardsley
Jean Giraud aka Moebius
watercolor, los angeles, 2016
When I can't sleep I close my eyes and visualize drawing. Sometimes I visualize drawing with the pencil. Other times I see the brush laying down pigments. At some point my mind becomes interested in the drawing and I begin to dream...
watercolor, los angeles, 2016
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The BUDOS BAND
colored pencil, calbayog city, 2025
I was doing this one all in reds and yellows, and it was on fire!
So, I decided to give the fire a bit of definition with dark blue lines, and, I might have gotten a bit carried away with the blue, but then, and I'm not sure why I didn't expect this but, I got these lovely browns.
We call that serendipity.
As a side note, Sean, my nine year old son says this is the worst drawing I've ever made..
He's a harsh critic.
before the blue
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PEDRO UK
In the 1980's I played bass guitar in a reggae band. That was a trip let me tell you. To this day I still have dreams that I'm back in the studio with those guys.
Pedro, our riddim guitarist, and I are still in close contact. He continues to put out music from his home studio in Birmingham, England. He uses some of my art for his videos. This one looks nice.
More of Pedro's music here:
black sharpie, los angeles, 2022
Blaze Foley - If I could only fly
black sharpie on paper
Monrovia 1996
Almost felt you touching me just now
Wish I knew which way to turn and go
Feel so good, then I feel so bad
Wonder what I ought to do
If I could only fly, if I could only fly
I'd bid this place goodbye
to come and be with you
But I can hardly stand,
I got no where to run
Another sinking sun,
one more lonely night
- Blaze Foley
black sharpie and colored pencils
Westwood 1986
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We fall astray when we deny nature. 74. Living on a small island in the Philippines.
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