Hate To Ship Real People But Both Axl And Lana’s Individual Aesthetics And Energies Would Have Been

lets talk about some rumors we need to approach, i became a gnr fan thanks to my ex bestfriend whose parents got married to november rain, so, yeah, but i’ve got to say i’ve heard some crazy rumors, right now i’ve just started reading slash’s autobiography but axl said that a lot of the things slash wrote never happened, something that’s also really sketchy is that thing about axl sleeping with a 15 yo girl, slash wrote about it too i think !! can anyone who’s been a fan for longer expand on some of these things?

-"I think I might want one"-

It was 1989. March to be exact. Axl and I were attending one of my best friend's parties. She just turned 28, Axl and I being 27.

My friend has been married for at least 4 years now. And has two kids. Both girls. Grace, who was 3, and she just had another daughter less than 6 months ago, her name is Avery.

"You sure this is the right house, Gracie?" Axl, my boyfriend of 7 years, asked me, as we pulled up to my friends house. Oh yeah, Axl and I were childhood best friends, and, we caught feelings for each other when he started out in 85' with his band.

"Axl, this is her house. I've been here too many times to count." I said, laughing a bit, as I looked out the window at the 5 cars outside. 2 more cars also pulled up at the same time we did.

"Just making sure, don't wanna get the wrong address and just show up to some persons house." He said, also laughing, as he pulled the key out of the ignition, taking off his seatbelt.

"If it was the wrong house, they're wouldn't be people getting out of their cars with presents." I said, watching as people headed up to the front porch with a few presents. "You ready to head in?" I asked Axl, getting my seatbelt unbuckled.

"Yeah, I'm ready." He said, giving my thigh a gentle rub, before he spoke again. "Also, I know I said it earlier, but, you look beautiful today, baby." He said, still rubbing my thigh, as I turned to look at him.

"Thank you, baby. I'm just glad you agreed to come with me. I know you don't like getting the attention put on you when we're out, but, I seriously appreciate you coming with me to this party." I said, looking into Axl's grey-green eyes, which almost seemed to shimmer.

"I would do it, Gracie. Because I love you, I don't care if I get noticed, or getting the spotlight on me for a little." Axl said, now gripping my chin, kissing me quickly, but, being gentle at the same time.

With that, Axl and I got out of the car, getitng our two presents out, before making sure it was locked, before we headed up the cobblestone pathway to the front door.

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A few hours had gone by, and Axl and I enjoyed ourselves at the party. I got to spend some time with the birthday girl herself. And yes, Axl got noticed, which usually happened, especially if we went out.

I was looking around in the backyard for Axl, but, he wasn't even outside with me and the rest of the party goers.

"Emily, have you seen Ax?" I asked my best friend, aka, the birthday girl, as she sat with her significant other.

"Inside, you should go see him." She said, with a smile, as she looked at me. I nodded, heading back inside.

I walked into the living room, only to find my boyfriend holding my friend's 6 month old daughter in his arms. While her 3 year old, Grace, was showing Axl all of her toys.

I stayed silent, just wanting to watch the three of them.

"This is pinky, my kitty!!" Grace said, showing Axl her stuffed pink cat plush.

"Is she friendly?" He asked, smiling at the toddler, watching as she jumped on the carpet.

"Soft and friendly...." Grace said, with a smile, making the stuffed animal kiss Axl, then her little baby sister.

"Aww, she is friendly...." He said, playing along, as he held Avery, gently rocking her in his arms.

I stayed silent, just watching them. Finding this adorable as can be. I knew Axl wanted to have kids one day. After all the shit he went through during his childhood, he wanted to be a father. And he was gonna make the best one some day.

Avery of course began to coo, as she looked up at Axl.

"Oh yes sweet girl, coo all you want to...you're so pretty..." Axl said, looking down at the 6 month old in his arms as he gently ran his finger along her small cheek

"I love my sissy" Grace said, as she giggled so happily. She planted herself on the couch, right next to Axl, stuffed kitty in her arms.

"I'm sure you do little one. She's precious....and so are you." My boyfriend spoke to the tot, as he looked at her.

Axl finally caught me just standing there, and so did Grace. She immediately climbed off the couch, running into my arms, after all, she was like a niece to me, so was Avery.

"How long have you been standing there for?" Axl asked me, as I picked Grace up, holding her on my hip.

"Not too long...." I said, with a smile, as I tickled Grace's tummy, which made her squeal. It also made Axl smile, as he chuckled again.

"You know, Gracie. I'm thinking I really want kids...maybe 2. Or 3." He said, staring at me, with the brightest smile possible.

hiiii !! how are you?

well i saw your post on both axl and erin and axl and stephanie and i’d like to discuss this with someone !!

i saw many people say over the years, how erin was maybe too dependent on axl, and she seems very clingy in most of the photos and interviews, so, my thought is that maybe axl felt a little suffocated, plus i heard they had problems about axl sleeping with a bunch of different groupies while being with erin, so… (i don’t know how true that might actually be is just things i’ve heard and pieced together after seeing axl’s letters to erin in erin’s auction)

for stephanie i believe she was more mature and more like a femme fatale, don’t really know how to explain that one but i feel that axl was infatuated with her on a different level, since she had her own big modeling career, money, a child, etc. so maybe axl saw stephanie more as an equal(? and he saw erin as a target for his rage given her personality and his own struggles

Hello, dear! I'm good. How are you?

I completely agree with you. Erin did seem to be the clingy type. Behind closed doors, she probably wasn't the sweet, innocent girl we've seen in photos or interviews, she might've been a wild child with a darker flare.

Erin's zodiac sign is Scorpio and they are known to get a little possessive in their relationships. Aquarians, like Axl, are the exact opposite - they need freedom to be alone and express themselves. They cannot be tied down to a relationship, be smothered, or get pushed into a corner. Aquarians need freedom, while Scorpios need fulfillment, so the two signs contradict each other. Not saying it's impossible for that relationship to work out, it's just a little more difficult to obtain compared to other Zodiac relationships.

I’m not good at detecting body language, but here, it appears Axl is backing away from Erin’s persistent touch.

Yes, Axl slept with many girls over the years, and has two rape charges held against him (that's a whole other topic to tackle lol). It is in a rockstar's profession to sleep with groupies and party. Though it is not a requirement. Some rockstars choose to live their lives this way while others want to remain faithful to their spouses. Either way, I view it as men doing these lucky women favors by giving them pleasure and having them indulge in the fun life since not a lot of women get to have that opportunity. Of course, there's downsides to being a groupie, but I'll continue to glorify it in my own personal fantasies, hehe.

During this 1989 interview, when Axl introduced the world to Erin as his wife, people claimed Axl looked more like "a proud father" towards Erin as opposed to being her husband. What I'm suggesting is Erin might've also seen Axl as a father-figure since her relationship with her real dad wasn't great. Hence, daddy issues.

"Daddy? Daddy Axl?” | guarantee you those words slipped from her mouth 🤭

I agree with your observation about Stephanie. She definitely had her own life put together and had responsibilities that Erin never acquired. I think her modeling career made her grow up fast, too, since she was thrusted into the industry at a young age and had to work her way to the top. Axl even claimed Stephanie was perfect for him because he could mold her into something she should be. I think he saw her as an ideal partner but became wrecked after discovering her dating history.

Erin was a caregiver and didn't seem to have much of a backbone which may be the reason why Axl took his anger out on her. Stephanie stood up for herself, and was also stubborn, yet we all know what happened to her when she tried fighting Axl. Both women couldn't win around him 🙄

I know Lana has written a few songs about Axl Rose, but what if all her songs were written about him?? ;) It’s a nice theory to think about.

i mean there would be some big infatuation from lana to axl if ALL her songs were about him, but i don’t think it’s all that impossible, but if the theory was true, there would be some big exceptions about some songs which for sure aren’t for/about him !!!

for example margaret which was written for my beloved queen Sarah Margaret Qualley !!

oh how i’d kill to be a ballet dancer and be the swan queen

i do wish axl’s relationship with erin would’ve gone way better than it did, maybe they would have children and now axl would be a grandpa by now, who knows

Axl Rose of Guns N Roses with Stephanie Seymour in 1992. photo by Bruce Weber

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about this !!! my fellow gnr fans, what do we think about the tour dates? are they going to your city/country? they’re not coming to mine, sadly !!!!!

lets talk about some rumors we need to approach, i became a gnr fan thanks to my ex bestfriend whose parents got married to november rain, so, yeah, but i’ve got to say i’ve heard some crazy rumors, right now i’ve just started reading slash’s autobiography but axl said that a lot of the things slash wrote never happened, something that’s also really sketchy is that thing about axl sleeping with a 15 yo girl, slash wrote about it too i think !! can anyone who’s been a fan for longer expand on some of these things?