Banette X Gardevoir - For Anon

I'm not the type to reblog these but please share as much as you're able to!

speaking up about the abuse from the English VA of Fire Spirit Cookie, Austin Lee Matthews/Amtrax, and their partner. trigger warnings for sexual assault and victim blaming.

Before I take my hiatus if you are on bluesky , I posted a thread of information about the horrible actions I've been facing from voice actor Austin Lee Matthews, voice of Fire Spirit Cookie, and their partner.

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#cookierunkingdom #firespiritcookie Alright. I hate making these kinds of posts but lunarwolly, is now dating Austin Lee Matthews. The man

if you cannot access the site, essentially, lunarwolly had intentionally AND ADMITTED to stealing my self insert, and then went to my arrested rapist, under the pretense of not believing what happened to me, having them draw it, with sprinklings of victim blaming and playing victim for MONTHS after. I've made posts about him, themoonbunni, in the past, but I'm further pushing this with the knowledge of his boyfriend voicing fire spirit cookie, and having personally worked to silence me.

trigger warnings for stalking, fake-claiming dissociation/ableism sexual assault, harassment, victim blaming, silencing, mocking, character and art theft, and self harm/relapse below

Lorelei, as shown by the thread, has had an uncomfortable attachment to my identity online and even spoken about me before I knew they existed, often disparaging me and harassing and stalking me. Even voicing things about my dissociation to an uncomfortable degree, trying to fake claim.

Trigger warning for sexual assault and rape, and victim blaming.

So we'll start off and show the context. As you can see in the thread, lunarwolly has done varying degrees of copying. For years. Even making my personas feminine of female.

He tried to throw a fit and say he did it first. I owned the hoodie irl. Thus why I used it.

Ok so copying.

Not that bad.

At first.

This was my sona for a good long ass time. The bunny hoodie I owned irl. He can't even use the excuse cuz it's on his throne to buy for him.

And the haircut was MY CUT.

HE WAS JUST ME.

So imagine my shock when this happens

Someone reached out and told me he stole Kirby and I was PISSED. CUZ ITS UGLY AS SHIT

He denied up and down for a long time it was very unintentional.

He planned to steal ALL of my characters.

This is public knowledge.

And I made it so before Austin said

What he did. Now we get to the real fucked shit.

This document is about my arrested and proven rapist. He was let out of jail on the excuse of mental illness.

Google Docs

The Sexual Assault and Volatile nature of ThankyouLiebe: Victim Referandum

INTRO. Hi. I am aware that most people reading this document right now are aware in some capacity of what I am going to discuss, but for tho

There's even audio evidence of him threatening harm.

Why do I bring him up? ….well… Lorelei has done this. Lorelei went to my rapist With the knowledge about what happened to me And had them draw the STOLEN COPY of my persona. Imagine how violating that felt.

His response when caught was…..

…not good. To say the least. Even downright victim blaming.

He was confronted by someone, and even tried to brush it off, who then came to me in their disgust.

I literally have a screenshot of him admitting he wanted that drawn, so he also lied about not wanting it to be.

"This person wasn't convicted" They were arrested. Sent to jail. Mugshot and all. Bailed out by their mother. How DIFFICULT is it to convict someone for rape? I was STILL RAPED.

I still have the trauma The seizures I had the bruises from it. This event, seeing the character that represented myself, drawn by my rapist, caused me to relapse.

I'm especially voicing this as someone who's a sexual assault survivor and this is during sexual assault survival awareness month. Because what has happened to me is downright horrible cruel, and unjust. Especially with the recent doxing threat that I've received.

I will absolutely not stand by and let someone voice in a game knowing that they are dating someone who went to my rapist, and they themself tried to silence me behind scenes in a very unprofessional and horrific manner.

This has evidence behind it that cannot be disputed with screenshots showing malicious intent from both angles.

Neither party has reached out to me to have a discussion about this, and I did offer

Austin had the ability to many months ago. I was blocked.

Now that I know that they are voicing in this game after what they've done to me, I will not sit silent.

ESPECIALLY during sexual assault awareness month, knowing that their partner actively went to my rapist after they were arrested and found guilty of what they had done to me. Simply because they don't like me.

I genuinely hate burdening the fandom with such horrible news, while everybody is galavanting and celebrating such a wonderful update that they're excited for. But this is injustice, cruel, and abusive. And I won't stand for it. I've never received an apology for how I've been treated and last night on my straw page I received a vague threat of legal action with gas lighting me telling me that I'm lying.

This implies that I am lying about my assault.

Because their partner went to my abuser.

I want you to let that sink in.

Fact that the release of this is even happening during this kind of month after this happened to me just feels like a slap in the face I do not forgive and I do not forget Especially after being recently threatened with doxing.

And all because I said the words I just want to be left alone

I don't want harassment

I don't want anything cruel to happen to the people involved

I just want to be heard

History with their partner

Austin's personal involvement in this, and why I'm voicing myself, as a victim of this harassment, and these actions were so severe, involving my rapist, that their partner they defend did, I did in fact self harm.

the date of the image that was posted by my rapist and self harm are the exact same for a reason

One final say before I go I want people to understand that I'm not just saying this because I'm upset. This isn't just me being mad. This is a deep form of trauma that I faced at the hands of their partner.

Had Austin not personally been involved, and had I not personally been given this recent doxing threat (which very clearly has intent against me involved with this person because they've always voiced I stole liking bunnies from him for some reason), I wouldn't be making this post.

I want you to put yourself in my shoes for one single moment.

I was brutally sexually assaulted by someone, held hostage in an apartment for one week by them, I had my agency and free will taken from me. The knowledge about what this person had done to me by the point that lunarwolly/bunni had gone to this individual with malicious intent by their own admission, was indeed public knowledge. VASTLY. Wolly already knew about it and was very much talkative about it on their page. They were constantly debating if it even happened to me.

I want you to imagine that the person that doesn't like you online for some very inexplicable reason that you cannot put your finger to, SINCE BEFORE YOU KNEW THEY EXISTED, went to the very person that brutally sexually assaulted you, beat you, starved you, and did very inhumane things against your will to you until they were arrested for what they were doing. Simply because they don't like you on the internet.

And then someone they knew in the industry used their power to try to silence you behind scenes. To tell people to not listen to you. Over PETTY AND VERY EASILY PROVABLY FALSE CLAIMS. I have proven time and time and time and time again that it has been the other way around. FOR YEARS.

The only reason these posts were being made, GENUINELY, was the biased against me because of wolly/bunni. I have dealt with this for Years, since 2021. And I will continue to voice myself until I'm actually heard.

And especially knowing someone in the industry use their power to try to silence me and is now in a video game that has brought me comfort. I won't sit by and be silent.

Austin needs to take accountability.

This is a continually traumatic situation for me. And until I get proper apology and accountability, I would like this to be heard.

If people could voice against a voice actor in genshin, people be able to voice against this one as well.

Invalidating sexual assault, Especially with self-admitted malice, is downright horrible. But using your power in the industry, in voice acting, ANY, to silence that victim? SHAME ON YOU.

That's my final words. If you have any questions you're free to DM me and I may get back to you, but it could take time.

I don't feel comfortable with fire spirit cookie. Not after this. Even knowing he voices in persona 3 has made it very difficult for me to want to play it.

If you have anything to tell me Austin you may message me personally. Because what happened, especially trying to brush it under the rug or act like it didn't, won't fucking fly w me.

"A birthday party for me?"

i have never been the type to watch Hey Arnold when i was little. i mostly watched shows like Charlie and Lola; Clifford and mostly Powerpuff Girls (1999 and Z).

but i decided to watch just for fun and uohhh Rhonda... Phoebe... Helga... Nadine... all of them are peak lolis... but favorite is Rhonda. i know i'm mostly of a shotacon but the lolis are way cuter...

about shotas? yeah i like Sid, Curly and Gerald.

hello. i'm Shoko, i've been wanting to find some RP partners :]

i'm looking mostly for OCxCC type of roleplay, but OCxOC also works, since i think it's a great way to imagine how our OCs would interact, be it romantically or not. I'm looking for +16 roleplaying partners, as i don't feel comfortable RPing with people under 16. now where to roleplay? i really prefer discord. tumblr DMs work too but they're pretty bad in my opinion. also keep in mind i'll just send my discord user in DMs)

fandoms are Jojo's Bizarre Adventure (mainly part 4); Touhou Project; Bleach; and OCs in general.

now for triggers: 🔞, 🩸 (like fights), 💀 (again, for fighting reasons), 🌲, 🍪 (because of OCs ages).

i'm not really the best person at explaining things like these, but i hope you all understand and i'm willingly waiting for some roleplay!! :D

<3

Fleshing Out Your Selfships!

PRE-RELATIONSHIP

How did they first meet?

What was their first impression of each other?

Did any of their friends or family want them to get together?

Who felt romantic feelings first?

Did either of them try to resist their feelings?

If you had told one of them that the other would be their soulmate, what would they think?

What would their lives be like if they had never met?

GENERAL

Who initiated the relationship, and how did it go?

Did they have an official first date? If so, what was it like?

What was their first kiss like?

Were they each other’s first anything (kiss, relationship, etc.)?

What’s their height difference? Age difference?

What’s their relationship with each other’s families?

Who takes the lead in social situations?

Who gets jealous easier?

Who whispers inappropriate things in the other’s ear?

LOVE

Who said “I love you” first?

What are their primary love languages?

Who uses cheesy pick-up lines?

How often do they cuddle/engage in PDA?

Who initiates kisses?

Who’s the big and little spoon?

What are their favorite things to do together?

Who’s better at comforting the other?

Who’s more protective?

Do they prefer verbal or physical affection?

What are some songs that apply to their relationship, in-universe or otherwise?

What kind of nicknames do they call each other?

Who remembers the little things?

DOMESTIC LIFE

If they get married, who proposes?

What’s the wedding like? Who attends?

How many kids do they have, if any? What are they like?

Do they have any pets?

Who’s the stricter parent?

Who worries the most?

Who kills the bugs in the house?

How do they celebrate holidays?

Who’s more likely to convince the other to come back to sleep in the morning?

Who’s the better cook?

Who likes to dance?

(stolen from hatorishimaselfships who took it from a proshipper who took it from an anti)

🎧 — Pick some songs that remind you of your F/O and let them pick some that remind them of you!

For Haza!

hello, anon. thank you for the ask~

🎧 — Pick some songs that remind of your F/O and let them pick some that remind them of you!

(i think i'm going to use my s/i, Yukari Shakuyaku, for this one 😊)

"Ah, well..." Shakuyaku looks down, fiddling with her hogh school uniform. "Toshikazu-kun reminds me a lot of Rotten Girl, Grotesque Romance and maybe... Absolute Territory... it reminds me so much of him...!"

as for Hazamada...

"Ehh... songs that remind me of Yukarin? Hm... I think Toeto fits a LOT with her. It's just like her personality, so shy and closed-off... that what makes her hot, though. Egh... and I think Pray too..." Hazamada shrugs, with a slight blush on his face.

Hey gentle reminder that you can ignore those "Reblog! If you don't you're [extremely upsetting label here]" posts. You should ignore them, btw. You don't suddenly become a racist because you ignored someone trying to farm interaction, you don't become homophobic because you felt bad about exposing your followers and friends to that, you don't become a bigot because of other people trying to guilt trip you.

If you're not purposely causing harm to minority groups or hold bigoted beliefs, you don't suddenly become a bigot because you ignored someone being an ass. You're allowed to ignore guilt tripping messages and if someone gets irritated at you for ignoring them, tell them to get a grip. 🫂

Likewise, you're allowed to ignore:

Guilt tripping spam asks.

Scam asks.

"Reblog if your account is [group] safe!" posts

"If you don't reblog, I'm going to assume you're a [insert term here]" posts

"People are dying, you can spare some time to reblog" posts

Posts that show actual pictures of real life tragedy with the intent of hoping you spread it across the platform.

"How dare you donate to Ao3/Wikipedia when there's [insert other tragedies here] going on!" posts

Posts that imply that you shouldn't have a safe space and that it's cruel to have your account be a safe space.

Posts that say you shouldn't be happy while there's tragedies going on in the real world.

At the end of the day, 90% of those posts use the "other people have it worse" mindset and that ISN'T HEALTHY. You don't tell someone that's happy they aren't allowed to be happy because someone else is happier than them at the moment, so don't do it for pain and suffering.

Anyway, I suggest you block the people that make guilt tripping posts. Better for your mindset in the long run and people need to realize they can get their point across without triggering people's OCD/thought spirals.

OTP ♥

Hey guess what? Your f/o told me that they love that you’re a nonsharer with them!!! They said it makes them feel special and wanted and they’re also nonsharing with you🥰💜

OF COURSE your f/o sees you as their number one! There's no weird competition, you don't need to "earn" their love or affection. You deserve their love, you deserve their time, and you're going to get it just by being around, close with, and near them. There are no secret mind games or weird underlying stuff. Just you, your f/o, and their genuine appreciation for you!