me with 🪒
I destroy myself to make me feel better but in the end I always feel worse.
call me Joan of Arc
stuck between trying my hardest to get better knowing i only fail it or letting myself get worse bc god the urge to end it and disappear is high as hell lately
i luv kirby sm
Fairy Kirby✨🧚🏻♀️🌱🌸
things you can do despite your sense of guilt
- go for a walk even if you think you don’t deserve it
- have a snack even if you think you don’t deserve it
- take a break from studying even if you think you don’t deserve it
- reach out to someone even if you think you don’t deserve it
- demand, have needs and wants even if you think you don’t deserve it
- make it through the day even if you think you don’t deserve it
- feel mentally exhausted albeit seeming physically fine
- feel the sense of abandonment despite the company of those around you
- go to bed early despite not having done much according to your mental routine
- let out a deep breath even if you think you weren’t holding one back
Undiagnosed audhd culture is never having meltdowns and only ever having shutdowns when youre alone in your room and wondering why youre so useless and incapable of functioning normally
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* i’ve made posts about some beginner pilates routines in the past, but i keep getting asks so i thought i would just make a masterlist for you guys!
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10 minute full body hourglass pilates by lidia mera
10 minute full body hourglass pilates by lidia mera
10 minute everyday full body hourglass pilates by lidia mera
10 minute waist pilates by shirlyn kim
10 minute everyday hourglass pilates by lidia mera
15 minute full body pilates by lidia mera
15 minute pilates for beginners by flow with mira
15 minute beginner pilates for weight loss by rachel’s fit pilates
20 minute gentle beginner pilates by flow with mira
20 minute express pilates workout by move with nicole
20 minute full body pilates by isawelly
20 minute hourglass full body pilates by lidia mera
25 minute full body beginner pilates by move with nicole
30 minute full body workout by move with nicole
30 minute pilates for beginners by move with nicole
30 minute pilates and stretch by livaligned pilates
30 minute full body hourglass pilates by lidia mera
30 minute gentle pilates flow by move with nicole
30 minute full body workout by move with nicole
30 minute pilates for beginners by move with nicole
35 minute gentle pilates by move with nicole
35 minute beginner pilates by move with nicole
wl rules i made for myself (*^^*)♡
eat 500 cals a day
if ate over limit burn the calories until it’s 500
no fast food
no salt on food
low sodium
no liquid calories
no snacking
no eating at night
eat mostly fruit, veggies, protein and fiber
only eat if necessary
decline food and snacks
eat low calories
aim for 0 calories
drink lots of water
fasting as much as possible
🙏 praying that i actually follow them for once 😭
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