History

Always the second choice...

lauraryder // of age - the frights // damaged goods - the narcissist cookbook // fat funny friend - maddie zahm // black box warning - leanna firestone // cough it out - the front bottoms // mellowmash33 // the ramblings of a lunatic - bears in trees // prologue - chase petra // fiona apple // critical role - sam riegel // conversations with friends - sally rooney // on lonliness - dante émile

"And you ask yourself: Where are your dreams? And you shake your head and say: How quickly do the years fly by! And again you ask yourself: What have you done with your years? Where have you buried your best days? Did you live or not?"

It has been a long week, a disappointing series of days. Yet... there is more incoming. Staying on to see the storm through.

𝕸𝖚𝖗𝖉𝖊𝖗'𝖘 𝖆𝖘 𝖓𝖊𝖆𝖗 𝖙𝖔 𝖑𝖚𝖘𝖙 𝖆𝖘 𝖋𝖑𝖆𝖒𝖊 𝖙𝖔 𝖘𝖒𝖔𝖐𝖊.

Very demure, very mindful

Periodic Test-3 scores...

Fell short of my target by 4%...

But it is what it is.

01/12/24

Around 5-6 hours of studying today

Love letters written with fountain pens in the dim candlelight of a cozy mahogany studio to the soft underlying tune of a classical music vinyl while the stars collide and the memories abide.

Je ne sais pas.

Just a tired old cliche…

I’m 23 years old and just waking up to the fact that I will never achieve what I thought I would. The person I am now is so vastly different from that smart and talented 16 year old with so much potential.

tumblr user @raenprabhaker // tumblr user @ritikajyala //Alias, Regret // Taylor Swift, “this is me trying” // Comment by Pinterest user Inatoli // Taylor Bickett, “Quarter Life Crisis” // Taylor Swift, “right where you left me” // my notes app diary // tumblr user @jb-blunk // Alias, Regret // Taylor Bickett, “Quarter Life Crisis” // tumblr user @ritikajyala

me every three seconds when i'm not in the mood for studying: