Can I just pretend I never went to the doctor about my sleep problems? I would prefer to go back to how I was, living in ignorance and assuming being tired all the time was just my fault for sleeping late. I don’t want to upturn my entire routine that I’ve held for years just for the chance that I’ll feel better. I’d rather keep feeling tired so that I can still live the way I want to. If I abided by the suggestions the doctor gave, I lose my nighttime peace hours, I don’t get an evening, I’ll have no more late mornings, and I can’t watch tv with my parents at night anymore.
If I convince myself I was just being silly and that there’s no way I have a sleep disorder, I don’t have to keep fighting, right? I don’t have to keep asking the doctor to test me or insist to them that something is wrong. I can just…give up.
I’m fine. I’m just lazy. And that’s okay. It has to be, because I hate the alternative. I don’t want to keep fighting a losing battle.
trying to talk about hypersomnia with anyone is so hard because you're usually just met with:
"fix your sleep schedule, maybe you're just depressed, stop drinking caffeine and napping, oversleeping makes you tired, etc"
like they can't comprehend that I need 14 hours of sleep to feel energized every other night, and even then I have very limited energy to spend. i am depressed because of this, not the other way around
i'm pissed
This user has idiopathic hypersomnia
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Episode 52 was fucked up 🚬🚬
BUT They will fix everything
tiktok teen lgbts would not survive in the 80s and 90s when lesbians called gay guys fags lovingly and gay guys would call us dykes lovingly
Happy Neil Day! Please enjoy the very rare alternate Neil images!
"You don't know me. I'm not the same person anymore."
"That's okay. I'll get to know you again."
call him bubonic the way he plagues me
"Destiel was SUBTEXT, not TEXT"
Literally Destiel:
AI disturbance overlays for those who don't have Ibis paint premium. found them on tiktok
it’s 2028. trump is dead. elon is dead. zuckerberg is dead bezos is dead they’re all dead
Shipping a man in a canon het relationship with another man but I'm shaking my head the whole time so you know it's not out of misogynistic disregard for the woman character
no sentence fills me with utter loathing so much as "i asked chatgpt"
Monty: Cool bracelet. Great statement piece. Metaphor for homosexuality. I Know What You Are
Edwin: Astrology sucks
Monty, before leaving: Keep it cute, Capricorn :)
Niko: Haha gay
Edwin: He's not gay. Unlikely. He's a ghost chaser who likes fucking ghosts. Nbd.
Niko: I like pornographic yaoi
2025 House MD Chase is a transgender woman. The whole team argues about whether or not it’s appropriate for House to perform her bottom surgery. Wilson is against it and Chase CLAIMS she’s against it but secretly she’s interpreting him doing it as approval from her dad boss for her transition. Taub doesn’t gaf, he’s just pushing Chase to get a boob job and leaving the cards of surgeons who will do that on her work area. 13 finds herself attracted to Chase now that she’s presenting fem and has a whole crisis where she sleeps with 12 blonde women in one week. Wilson and Chase make a bingo card of transmisogynistic jokes and tells House if he doesn’t get a bingo by the end of the week he can do the bottom surgery. He gets 3 bingos but all the jokes are about Cuddy so he argues it shouldn’t count.
i’m a real wizard btw
[jessica rabbit voice] he makes me laugh… 😒
I CANT STOP DRAWING THEM SEND HELP
sorry for making y’all look at this with your own two eyes but like… they plague my every waking moment
I miss when everyone on my dash listened to Welcome to Night Vale so there’s be a good chance that on any ole day someone would reblog a quote that would grab me by the throat and forcibly ascend me to a higher plane where I understood myself and the universe better and with more kindness but also a little spook