“I am cursed by the narrative”
No, the narrative is as obsessed with me as I am with freedom. The narrative saw me along with every other version and decided that I was special. The narrative adores me and views me as a relic. I am Beautiful in the narratives eyes and it is beautiful to me. I am scared of the narrative but i also crave its attention.
The thing about BBC Merlin is that it's really not very good but somehow at the same time...yes it is
The Doctor with platonic companions: light of my life, angel on this earth, how my love for you is bigger than my grief
The Doctor with romantic companions: wanna see a star explode or smth?
I always pictured Castiel to be the sad accepting type of jealous lover
Like, he gets jealous, but he doesn't act on it. He kinda just sits, stares, and looks on longingly, wishing it were him
Imagine with me:
Dean tries to make Cas' jealous, wanting that fun lil spice in their relationship. Wanting to see if Cas is gonna act on it and be all possessive
He does the smallest thing. They're at a bar and Dean just winks and nods at the pretty bartender who sends back her own flirtatious lil look
Dean turns to Cas, hoping to find his (they're in the dating stage) boyfriend looking fierce and angry
And he immediately panics cause Cas is giving him the biggest, saddest eyes known to man
Big blue and glassy. Like he's gonna cry but it's the type of cry of someone who's accepted they've lost
And Dean immediately goes to rectify his failure. Just ditches the bar entirely. Takes Cas out star gazing and showers him in love. Cause that look? That sad, forlorn look that ripped his heart out of his chest?
Dean is gonna dedicate his entire life to make sure Cas never looks that way again
I lied to you, we won't have sex. put your clothes back on, we will watch Hannibal and I will explain why hannigram is canon.
it is FANTASTIC 💜
I’m a huge sucker for relationships where it’s neither platonic, romantic OR the secret third option.