Fanta in Luis de Javier AW23 by Fabien Montique for Pull Letter Magazine
Fleet Ilya | The Rope Bustier Harness | model Daisy @scottishdaisylove
i’ll never make a fandom post w/e but Morpheus’s son being Orpheus and Mortus’s son being Ortus has to be deliberate right
wild conjecture but i’ve been thinking about this post and whether, if as a basically-apocryphal little web search attests, cortisol levels begin to rise around 2-3am, this is why staying up that late feels so good, even or especially when there’s nothing on
i recall a piece of research about a possible use for an existing, relatively cheap and common drug that could be given in the immediate hour after a traumatic event (eg a car crash, a mass shooting) that would stop you developing PTSD; not just calm you down right now but prevent any long term effects from developing. you seem to have read a lot of papers, am I misremembering something or is that real. it wasn't in common usage, it was just a trial.
they were talking about hydrocortisone, the same stuff you put on itchy spots if you have a rash or something. hydrocortisone is the same thing as cortisol, which is known to the public as "the stress hormone". it's extremely good at suppressing inflammation.
before they started actually doing the research they assumed that PTSD patients would have higher cortisol in their systems than everyone else, but they found the exact opposite. PTSD patients are chronically low on cortisol, and increasing their circulating cortisol to normal levels makes them feel better. this may explain why PTSD patients seem to be "really good in emergencies", as the stress of the situation just brings them up to a normal cortisol level while everyone else is getting way too much, leading to panic.
at this point there have been tons of studies on cortisol in PTSD, including administration to crisis victims to prevent PTSD forming in the first place. use Sci-Hub to read full articles.
i got my hands on some hydrocortisone recently and can confirm it fixes an unbelievable number of chronic problems for me. however this is a drug with a very very high index of possible side effects and dosing is real tricky so i cannot recommend it as safe or easy for people to self-administer.
🌵 Curtis’s botanical magazine. London ; New York [etc.]: Academic Press [etc.].
Amy Fine Collins, Quil Lemons, Gabriella Karefa-Johnson, Daphne Seybold, LaQuan Smith, Mel Ottenberg and Camilla Lowther by Nick Sethi for W Mag Vol. 5 2022
A Madonna with neon halo in Naples, Italy.
“I’m donning an athleisure top I found at Nordstrom Rack and a vintage longline corset that I thrifted (such a serendipitous find!). The skirt is thrifted Marithé + François Girbaud and the iridescent purple/yellow/orange garment is a saree from an Indian brand called Chidiyaa. The shoes are Japanese ipponba geta. I am inspired by sartorial adaptations of past and present, East and West, and I interpret them in a way that feels natural to my individual. I am truly grateful to live this era – in a globalized world.”
Oct 5, 2024 ∙ Sunset Park
tme ppl be like hoooly fuck you’re so #gender ive always wanted to be a malecoded girltwink femboy shame of god you’re so #goals i wish femininity was as impossible for me as it is you
fyi the point of fucking up your data patterns isnt to avoid suspicion. it’s to make EVERYONE suspicious. same logic as the bloc, pals. protect your comrades, be suspicious. ESPECIALLY if you aren’t doing anything likely to get you arrested.