Hoseok, When He Sees Jungwon: Hey Bub, How's That Cactus Namjoon Gave You?

Hoseok, when he sees Jungwon: hey bub, how's that cactus Namjoon gave you?

Jungwon, sweating profusely: g- green?

fatal trouble

pairing: vampire!sunghoon x reader

synopsis: your roommate is hot. really really hot. and odd too. really really odd. after a strange experience with him, you slowly start distancing yourself from him. but, it becomes exceptionally hard with your feelings coming in the way. how are you supposed to protect yourself if you can’t resist him? the answer is you don’t need to. your fates are intertwined and there's no letting go.

genre: roommates to lovers, vampire au, soulmate au

warnings: suggestive content, mentions of nightmares and blood, jealous!sunghoon,

note: dropping this before i go on hiatus for a month due to school work. i haven't proofread it that well i hope there are no mistakes. also im obsessed with vampire aus, enhablr needs more of them fr!! i hope you enjoy reading this!

word count: 6k

if you liked it please reblog or comment to give me your feedback! <3

the soft glow of your laptop screen illuminated your face, casting long shadows across sunghoon's pristine white sheets. you were sprawled out on his bed, legs crossed beneath you, surrounded by a chaotic scatter of textbooks and papers. the quiet hum of the air conditioner filled the room, broken only by the intermittent clicks of your keyboard.

sunghoon sat at his desk, a silhouette against the darkened room, save for the focused beam of his desk lamp. his fingers danced across the keyboard with an almost rhythmic precision, the soft glow of the screen reflecting in his dark eyes. you’d grown accustomed to the sight of him engrossed in his work, a solitary figure lost in the world of ones and zeros.

you’d known each other for a few months now, the kind of acquaintance born out of shared living space and the occasional group project. as roommates sharing the same major, your apartment had become a de facto study hub. computer science had thrown you together more often than not, and tonight was no exception.

“hey, did you get the part about the algorithm?” your voice, a whisper in the quiet, cut through the comfortable silence.

sunghoon glanced up, his eyes a deep, almost unnatural shade of red in the dim light. for a moment, you were struck by how different he looked compared to the daylight. “yeah, i think so. isn’t it something about minimising the time complexity?”

you nodded, your eyes scanning the code on your screen. “exactly. i’m just having trouble with the implementation.”

a comfortable silence settled over the room as you both focused on your respective screens. the only sound was the rhythmic tapping of keys and the occasional sigh of frustration. you glanced up at sunghoon, his profile illuminated by the soft glow of his monitor. his long, slender fingers moved with an almost hypnotic grace across the keyboard.

there was something undeniably attractive about his focused intensity. his features, normally sharp and aloof, softened slightly when he was engrossed in his work. it was a side of him you rarely saw, and it was oddly captivating.

you shook your head, mentally scolding yourself for such thoughts. he was your roommate, nothing more. and besides, there was no way he could be interested in someone like you.

“hey,” sunghoon’s voice cut through your reverie, “i think i figured it out.”

you blinked, startled. “oh, really? want to explain it?”

he nodded, sliding his chair back and standing up. he walked over to your side of the bed, his tall frame looming over you. as he leaned in to point at your screen, his scent washed over you – a subtle blend of wood and something else, almost sweet, that you couldn’t quite place.

you felt a strange warmth creeping up your neck as he hovered over you. his proximity was unnerving, yet strangely intoxicating. you swallowed hard, trying to focus on the code in front of you.

sunghoon's breath was warm against your ear as he leaned in closer, his voice a low rumble, "try this." his finger hovered over your keyboard, about to demonstrate.

you felt a shiver run down your spine, not from the cool night air but from the inexplicable sensation of being so close to him. his scent, a mix of something woodsy and faintly sweet, was intoxicating. you tried to focus on the code, to ignore the way your heart was pounding in your chest.

he typed a few lines, his fingers brushing against yours. the contact sent a jolt of electricity through you. you forced yourself to concentrate on the screen, trying to understand the changes he made.

"see?" he said, straightening up. "it's simpler this way."

you nodded, still reeling from the physical contact. "thanks," you managed to say, your voice barely a whisper.

sunghoon stepped back, a small smile playing on his lips. "no problem," he said, turning back to his own computer.

you took a deep breath, trying to calm your racing heart. it was just sunghoon, your roommate. nothing more. but the way he had acted, the way he had touched you, it was making it hard to think of him that way.

the room was quiet again, the only sounds the soft clacking of keyboards and the occasional rustle of paper. you were deep in thought, trying to wrap your head around a particularly complex problem when a question popped into your head. on impulse, you asked, “so, sunghoon, what do you do in your free time, when you’re not, you know, studying?”

sunghoon paused, his fingers hovering over the keyboard. a flicker of something, perhaps surprise or amusement, passed across his face before he responded smoothly, “free time is a luxury for a computer science student, don’t you think? but when i do find a spare moment, i usually spend it reading or exploring new coding languages.”

his answer was polite, but it felt rehearsed, as if he'd prepared a response for just such a question. a sense of curiosity sparked within you. you’d always thought sunghoon was a bit of an enigma, but this was a new level of intrigue.

curiosity, a persistent itch, prodded you to ask something more than just about schoolwork.

“hey, i was curious about this” you started, your voice barely audible over the hum of the air conditioner, “where are you from?” it was a simple question, one you would normally ask any new acquaintance, but there was something about sunghoon that made you curious about his past.

he paused, his fingers hovering over the keyboard. for a moment, there was a stillness in the room that was almost palpable. then, with a casual shrug, he replied, "oh, just a small town. nothing interesting." the response was swift, deflecting your question with ease.

confused, you returned to your code, but your mind was racing. there was something off about sunghoon, something that had intrigued you from the moment you met him. you couldn’t quite put your finger on it, but there were strange little details that had started to accumulate.

there were those odd instances – like the time you'd woken up in the middle of the night to find the kitchen light on and sunghoon standing at the counter, completely motionless, his eyes glowing an eerie red. or the way he seemed to have an uncanny ability to appear and disappear without a sound. and then there was the peculiar lack of a reflection in any mirror in his room.

these memories surfaced, sharp and clear, as if your brain was piecing together a puzzle it didn't know existed. you shook your head, dismissing the thoughts as overactive imagination. after all, sunghoon was just your roommate, a fellow computer science student. nothing more, nothing less.

a yawn escaped your lips as you stretched, the late hour finally catching up with you. “i think i’m going to call it a night,” you announced, rubbing your eyes. the weight of the unanswered questions about sunghoon was beginning to feel heavy.

sunghoon nodded, his gaze fixed on the computer screen. “alright, good night then. i’ll probably stay up a bit longer.”

you nodded in response, swinging your legs over the side of the bed. as you stood up, you glanced down at the floor. something was off. the soft glow from sunghoon’s computer cast long shadows on the floor, including a distinct one from his chair. but there was no shadow of sunghoon himself. the spot where his shadow should have been was empty, an inky void against the illuminated floor.

a chill ran down your spine. your heart pounded in your ears. your mind raced, trying to come up with a logical explanation, but nothing made sense. you snatched up your bag, your movements jerky and panicked. without a second thought, you fled back to your room, the door slamming shut behind you. you fumbled with the lock, your hands trembling. only when you heard the satisfying click of the lock did you allow yourself to breathe.

your heart pounded in your ears as you leaned against the cool metal of your door. the realisation of what you had seen was slowly sinking in. no human lacked a shadow. it was impossible. a chill ran down your spine.

you tried to rationalise it away. maybe there was a draft, or a trick of the light. but deep down, you knew better. something was profoundly wrong, and it was connected to sunghoon. the friendly, quiet roommate you thought you knew was now shrouded in an unsettling mystery.

you glanced at the clock. it was late, and exhaustion was starting to creep in. you needed to sleep, to clear your head. but how could you sleep with this looming over you? you decided to distract yourself by pulling out a book from your shelf, hoping the words would drown out the unsettling thoughts.

as you turned the pages, your mind kept drifting back to sunghoon. his unusual behaviour, the absence of his shadow, it all fit together into a terrifying puzzle. you tried to shake off the feeling, but it was like a persistent itch you couldn't scratch.

sleep finally claimed you, but it was restless. your dreams were filled with shadows, long and menacing, closing in on you. you woke up with a start, your heart racing. the first light of dawn was filtering through your curtains. you got out of bed and went to the window. the world outside looked ordinary, peaceful. but you knew the truth was far from it.

something was wrong with sunghoon, and you were determined to find out what.

the days following your unsettling discovery were a blur of forced normalcy. you tried to interact with sunghoon as if nothing was amiss, but the weight of your knowledge cast a long shadow over your interactions. you found yourself avoiding his gaze, your voice trembling when you spoke to him.

sunghoon seemed oblivious to your discomfort at first. he’d always been a quiet person, so his reserved nature didn’t raise any immediate suspicion. however, as the days turned into weeks, his patience began to wear thin.

"hey, are you free to study together tomorrow?" he asked one evening as you were both making dinner. his tone was casual, but you could detect a hint of underlying disappointment.

your heart skipped a beat. you’d been avoiding his study invitations, coming up with increasingly elaborate excuses. the truth hung heavy in the air, a tangible thing between you. you hesitated, your mind racing.

"i... i’m really busy tomorrow," you stammered, your voice barely audible. "maybe next week?"

disappointment flashed across sunghoon’s face before he masked it with a forced smile. "sure, no problem," he replied, his voice flat.

as he turned away, you couldn't shake the feeling of guilt. you'd hurt him, and you knew it.

the night was a descent into terror. you dreamt of shadows, long and menacing, closing in on you. sunghoon was there, but not as you knew him. his eyes burned with an unnatural light, and his form was distorted, monstrous. you were running, but your legs were leaden, and the shadows were gaining on you. a scream built in your throat, but no sound escaped.

you woke with a start, drenched in sweat. your heart pounded like a drumbeat in your chest. panic washed over you as you gasped for air. you were disoriented, unsure of where you were. a noise from the living room startled you, and you jumped out of bed.

the light was on, and there, standing in the doorway, was sunghoon, his face etched with concern. before you could react, you found yourself lunging at him, your hands grasping at his neck. he didn't fight back, instead, he held you tightly, his arms wrapping around you protectively.

your sobs racked your body as you clung to him, finding solace in his warmth. he shushed you softly, his voice a soothing balm to your frayed nerves. gradually, your breathing began to slow, and your body relaxed.

when you finally calmed down, sunghoon gently guided you back to bed. he sat on the edge, running a comforting hand through your hair. you clung to him, your fear slowly dissipating.

in the quiet that followed, you felt a strange urge to confide in him. your voice was barely a whisper when you began, "i dreamt of you... as something... different."

sunghoon stiffened, but his grip on you didn't loosen. something flashed behind his eyes, but he listened intently as you recounted the terrifying details of your nightmare. when you finished, he was silent for a long moment. finally, he whispered, "go back to sleep," and you felt him lean down to kiss your forehead.

with that, he quietly left the room, leaving you alone with your racing thoughts.

the days that followed were a careful ballet of avoidance. you moved through your days with a practised detachment, constructing an invisible wall between yourself and sunghoon. the weight of your decision pressed down on you like a physical burden. despite the burgeoning crush that had blossomed in the quiet corners of your heart, you'd created a formidable wall between yourself and sunghoon. his enigmatic nature, coupled with the unsettling discoveries you'd made, had convinced you to keep him at arm's length. it was a lonely existence, a self-imposed exile that offered a semblance of safety.

your days were a monotonous cycle of lectures, assignments, and solitary meals. you'd found solace in the company of your classmate, lee heeseung, his cheerful demeanour a stark contrast to the storm raging within you. yet, even as you laughed and shared stories with him, a part of you longed for the quiet intensity of sunghoon's presence.

in the vast, impersonal lecture hall, you’d sought refuge in the anonymity of the crowd. but even here, you couldn't escape the weight of your decision. a persistent sense of being watched gnawed at you, a constant reminder of the eyes that followed your every move. and you knew very well who it was. it was during one such lecture that the tension reached a breaking point.

you were engrossed in your notes when a subtle shift in the atmosphere caught your attention. a cold prickle ran down your spine as you slowly turned your head. there, in the row behind you, sat sunghoon, his gaze fixed intently on you. his expression was a complex interplay of emotions - longing, pain, and a flicker of something darker.

your heart pounded in your chest as a wave of guilt washed over you. you'd hurt him, pushed him away without a second thought. in that moment, as his eyes held yours, you realised the depth of your own cowardice.

not to mention, with each passing night your nightmares had intensified. each night a descent into a darker, more terrifying realm. sleep, once a refuge, had transformed into a battlefield, leaving you exhausted and on edge. the physical toll was evident - dark circles shadowed your eyes, and your skin had started to take on a sickly pallor.

despite your deteriorating condition, you continued to maintain your distance from sunghoon. guilt gnawed at you, but fear held you captive. yet, in the aftermath of each nightmare, you found yourself seeking solace in his presence. he’d sit by your bed his silent vigil a comforting anchor in the storm of your nightmares. his touch, gentle and reassuring, had become a lifeline, pulling you back from the brink of despair.

one particularly harrowing night, you woke up screaming, your body drenched in sweat. sunghoon was by your side almost instantly, his arms wrapping around you in a comforting embrace. as your fear subsided, you began to recount the nightmare, your voice trembling.

"i... i dreamt of a place," you managed to say, your words halting. "a dark place, with... with strange symbols."

sunghoon's grip tightened around you. "and you were alone," he finished for you, his voice low and soothing.

your eyes widened in shock. how could he know what you had dreamt about? you hadn’t even managed to complete your story. yet, sunghoon had described it perfectly, as if he had been there with you.

a chill ran down your spine. you pulled away from him, your eyes filled with fear and confusion. sunghoon simply looked at you, his expression unreadable, before turning and leaving the room.

what did this mean? how could sunghoon know about your nightmares? the answers were as elusive as ever, but one thing was certain: the line between the ordinary and the extraordinary was blurring, and you were caught in the crossfire.

the nightmares ceased as abruptly as they had begun. you woke each morning feeling refreshed, the spectre of terror finally lifted from your shoulders. a sense of relief washed over you, but it was tinged with a strange melancholy. the nightly visits from sunghoon, a comforting ritual amidst the chaos, were now absent.

initially, you welcomed the return to normalcy. the constant fear and exhaustion had taken a toll on you, and the ability to sleep soundly was a precious gift. but as days turned into weeks, a nagging sense of unease crept in. sunghoon's absence, once a welcome respite, now felt like a void.

you started noticing subtle changes in him. his eyes, once bright and alert, were now shadowed by dark circles. his once sharp features seemed softened by fatigue. it was as if a weight was pressing down on him, a burden he carried alone.

a pang of guilt struck you. perhaps your avoidance had contributed to his deteriorating condition. you wanted to reach out, to offer support, but fear held you back. what if your presence only made things worse? what if you discovered something terrifying?

you longed to reach out to him, to offer solace and support, but the words remained trapped in your throat. the fear of rejection, of further pushing him away, paralyzed you. it was a cruel irony that the person you yearned to comfort was the one causing you the most pain.

the afternoon sun beat down on the bustling campus as you made your way towards the nearest convenience store. the promise of a refreshing popsicle was the only thing that could lure you away from the confines of your dorm room. with a popsicle clutched in your hand, you emerged from the store, ready to face the world, one frozen treat at a time.

just as you were about to savour the first bite, heeseung materialised beside you, his infectious grin lighting up his face. "arcade?" he suggested, his eyes sparkling with enthusiasm. you nodded, the prospect of a distraction proving too tempting to resist.

you split the popsicle down the middle, the sweet, icy treat a welcome respite from the oppressive heat. as you handed one half to heeseung, a strange sensation washed over you. it was as if a cold draft had swept across your skin, a shiver that had nothing to do with the melting popsicle in your hand.

instinctively, you turned around, your heart pounding in your chest. there, on the other side of the road, stood sunghoon, his figure cast in the harsh sunlight. his eyes, usually guarded, were fixed on you with an intensity that bordered on hostility. a scowl marred his usually indifferent features, and his jaw was clenched tightly.

you offered a timid smile, a feeble attempt to bridge the chasm between you. but his gaze remained unwavering, cold and unforgiving. with a final, contemptuous glance, he turned and walked away, disappearing into the crowd.

a wave of guilt and confusion washed over you. you'd hurt him, you knew that. but the intensity of his reaction was unexpected, almost frightening. as you turned back to heeseung, you forced a smile, determined to push the unsettling encounter to the back of your mind.

the encounter with sunghoon left a bitter taste in your mouth. his hostile glare had shattered the fragile peace you'd been cultivating. as you and heeseung made your way to the arcade, your mind raced, trying to decipher the meaning behind sunghoon's outburst. had your avoidance pushed him to the brink? or was there something more sinister at play?

the arcade, with its flashing lights and the cacophony of sound, offered a temporary escape from the turmoil within. you lost yourself in the rhythm of the games, the competitive spirit temporarily drowning out the unsettling incident. yet, even as you laughed and cheered with heeseung, your mind kept drifting back to sunghoon, his angry gaze burning into your memory.

as the afternoon wore on, a sense of unease settled over you. the carefree atmosphere of the arcade couldn't mask the growing storm within. the incident with sunghoon had opened a wound, a raw and painful reminder of the complex dynamics between you.

you glanced at heeseung, his laughter infectious, and felt a pang of guilt. he was doing everything to lift your spirits, to distract you from your troubles. but your mind was elsewhere, trapped in a labyrinth of doubt and fear.

the walk back to your dorm was a solitary affair. the campus, usually bustling with activity, seemed deserted. with each step, the weight of your worries grew heavier. the encounter with sunghoon had forced you to confront the reality of the situation. you couldn't continue to bury your head in the sand, hoping that the problem would resolve itself.

the weight of the day pressed down on you as you unlocked the apartment door. exhaustion tugged at your limbs, but the lingering unease from your encounter with sunghoon kept your mind racing.

as you stepped into the living room, a jolt of surprise ran through you. sunghoon was standing in the kitchen, his silhouette outlined by the soft glow of the refrigerator.

there was an unnatural stillness to him, a predatory calm that sent a shiver down your spine. his eyes, when they met yours, held a strange intensity, a glint of something dangerous lurking beneath the surface. "fancy seeing you here," he said, his voice low and measured.

you forced a smile, your heart pounding in your chest. "just got back," you replied, your voice barely a whisper.

he approached you slowly, his steps deliberate. "we have that new assignment," he began, his voice low and seductive. "maybe we could work on it together tomorrow?"

your mind raced, trying to come up with an excuse. "i'm... i'm pretty busy," you stammered, avoiding his gaze.

sunghoon's expression darkened. with a swift movement, he closed the distance between you, cornering you against the kitchen counter, his hands grabbing your hips. his proximity was unnerving, his scent, a mix of wood and something faintly sweet, filling your senses. you could feel his breath on your skin, hot and heavy.

"don't lie to me," he hissed, his voice low and menacing. "i know what's going on."

his grip tightened around you, and you winced.

"it's nothing," you insisted, your voice trembling. "just... busy."

"busy with heeseung?" he spat out, his jealousy evident in his tone. his eyes narrowed, and you could see the anger simmering beneath the surface.

your face flushed with embarrassment. he was taking this the wrong way. “it’s not like that,” you stammered, your voice barely a whisper.

sunghoon's grip tightened, pinning you against the cool surface of the counter. his breath was warm against your skin, and a strange sensation, a mix of fear and excitement, coursed through your veins.

“don’t lie to me,” he repeated, his voice low and dangerous. “you're avoiding me.”

you didn't know why, but the power dynamic between you and sunghoon was intoxicating. he had never behaved this way before let alone showcase jealousy so blatantly. it was hot. you felt a blush creeping up your cheeks, a mixture of embarrassment and arousal.

before you could respond, you found yourself leaning in, your lips brushing against his. it was an impulsive act, a desperate attempt to silence him, to end the confrontation. but, to your surprise, he responded, his lips moving against yours with a gentle intensity.

the world seemed to slow down as the kiss deepened. but as quickly as it had begun, it ended. you pulled away, your heart pounding in your chest.

overwhelmed by a rush of emotions, you turned and fled to your room, slamming the door behind you. you leaned against the door, panting, your mind racing.

the realisation of what you had done hit you like a tidal wave. you had kissed your roommate, a person you were actively avoiding due to a growing sense of fear and unease. the implications of your actions were terrifying. you'd crossed a line, a boundary you had carefully constructed to protect yourself.

a series of frantic knocks on the door jolted you out of your stupor. it was sunghoon, his voice muffled through the wood. "open up, please," he pleaded. your heart pounded in your chest. you couldn't face him now. you needed time to process what had happened, to regain control of the situation.

the knocking continued for a few minutes before finally ceasing. silence enveloped the room, heavy and oppressive. you slid down the door, your body trembling. what had you done?

morning arrived with a sense of foreboding. the thought of facing sunghoon filled you with dread, but the need to uncover the truth was stronger. you waited until the sound of his footsteps faded down the hallway, a sign that he had left for his morning jog.

with a deep breath, you crept into sunghoon's room, a sense of trepidation gnawing at you. the room was immaculate, a stark contrast to the chaos that often reigned in your own space. everything had its place, every surface spotless. there were no hidden compartments, no secret drawers, no clues to the enigmatic man who inhabited this space.

disappointment washed over you. you'd hoped to find something, anything that would explain the strange occurrences, the unsettling behaviour. but the room held no secrets, only a sense of emptiness.

your eyes scanned the room, searching for any hidden compartments or secret passages. everything seemed ordinary, almost mundane. disappointment was beginning to creep in when your gaze fell on a small cabinet tucked beneath sunghoon's desk. it was always locked, a tantalising enigma that had piqued your curiosity countless times.

today, however, there was a change. a key was lodged in the lock, an open invitation to delve into the forbidden. a wave of hesitation washed over you. you were invading his privacy, crossing a line you had sworn never to cross. but the allure of the unknown was too strong. curiosity, like a relentless tide, pulled you forward.

with trembling hands, you grasped the key and turned it. the lock clicked open with a satisfyingly smooth sound. you slid open the cabinet door, your heart pounding in your chest. a mini-fridge, small and unassuming, greeted you. a wave of relief washed over you. so this was the secret? a hidden stash of snacks?

you reached out to open the fridge door, a smirk playing on your lips. but as the cool air enveloped you, your blood ran cold.

inside, lined up neatly on the shelves, were rows of blood bags. the crimson liquid glinted in the dim light, a chilling contrast to the sterile white plastic. the sight was so surreal, so utterly horrifying, that for a moment, you thought you were hallucinating.

your mind went blank. a wave of nausea washed over you as you stared at the horrifying contents of the fridge. this couldn't be real. this was a nightmare, a twisted hallucination. but the cold, hard truth stared back at you, undeniable and terrifying.

the world tilted as your legs gave way, sending you crashing to the knees. blood bags. sunghoon kept blood bags. your roommate, the seemingly normal guy you knew, was a… vampire? the very concept seemed absurd, ripped from the pages of a fantasy novel. yet, the evidence sat before you, a stark reality that defied logic.

panic clawed at your throat, but a desperate hope flickered within you. maybe it was a medical condition. maybe he had a strange blood fetish. anything but a vampire!

"vampires don't exist, do they?", you mutter to yourself still in shock.

"yes, they do," a low voice confirmed, sending a tremor through your entire body. you spun around, scream caught in your throat. sunghoon stood in the doorway, his face unreadable, his eyes a bottomless well of emotions.

shame washed over you in a tidal wave. you felt exposed, not just for snooping, but for the fear and disgust that clouded your mind.

jumping out the window, a ridiculous notion moments ago, now seemed like the only way out. here, trapped in this surreal nightmare, your only escape seemed to be a dramatic leap from the fourth floor. it wouldn't kill you, right? you’d only break a few bones at best, which you were absolutely okay with.

with a burst of adrenaline, you scrambled to your feet and bolted towards the window, desperation fueling your actions. but before you could reach the latch, a hand clamped around your waist, pulling you back with an iron grip. "don't even think about it," sunghoon's voice was a low growl, the air crackling with unspoken emotions.

you were pinned against his chest, his warmth a stark contrast to the chilling terror that gripped you. his eyes, no longer cold and distant, burned with a mix of anger and concern.

his words hung in the air, a stark contrast to the wildness of your actions. you struggled against his hold, your fear fueling your resistance. but there was an undeniable strength in him, a power that held you captive.

"please, let me go," you gasped, your voice trembling.

sunghoon's grip loosened slightly, and he took a step back. his eyes held a mixture of concern and something else, something you couldn't quite decipher. "i won't hurt you," he said, his voice soft. "i need to explain."

your eyes met his, a mixture of fear and confusion swirling in their depths. sunghoon seemed to read your mind, his expression softening as he took a step closer. he sighed, a heavy exhale that seemed to carry the weight of centuries.

"i know this is a lot to take in," he began, his voice low and steady. "but i need you to trust me."

you nodded, your mind racing. there was something about his tone, a vulnerability beneath the hardened exterior, that compelled you to listen.

"i'm a vampire," he said, the words hanging heavy in the air. "it's not how i wanted things to be, but it's the reality i've been forced to live with."

he paused, his eyes searching your face for any signs of revulsion. but to your surprise, a strange sense of calm washed over you. this was the answer, the missing piece to the puzzle.

he went on to explain his existence, the centuries of solitude, and the desperate hope that had brought him to you. he talked about the blood bags, a necessary evil to sustain his life.

he continued, his voice laced with a hint of vulnerability. "i’ve been alone for so long. i've tried to live a normal life, to blend in. and then i met you."

his gaze softened, a tender look replacing the earlier intensity. "you're my anchor, my reason to keep going. your nightmares, the ones you've been having, are a connection between us. we share them, a soulmate bond, if you will. it's the only way for me to experience human emotions, to feel truly alive."

the revelation was mind-boggling. a vampire? your soulmate? it was a story straight out of a gothic novel. yet, as he spoke, a sense of peace washed over you. there was a truth in his eyes, a vulnerability that resonated with your own.

without thinking, you reached out and hugged him. your arms wrapped around him, offering comfort and acceptance. he froze, surprised by your sudden embrace.

"i don't care," you whispered, your voice muffled against his chest. "i'll figure it out. we'll figure it out together."

he returned the hug, his arms tightening around you. his face was buried in your neck, his breath warm against your skin. you could feel his heart pounding against your chest, a rhythm that mirrored your own. in that moment, surrounded by the warmth of his embrace, fear and confusion faded, replaced by a sense of hope and possibility.

"i'm so sorry about the nightmares," he murmured, his voice filled with regret. "i stopped sleeping for a while, trying to find a way to stop them. i hated seeing you scared, all because of me."

your heart ached for him. he had sacrificed his own well-being to protect you. anger and concern warred within you. how could he be so selfless, so reckless? you pushed against his chest, needing to see his face, to read the emotions swirling in his eyes.

"don't be stupid," you scolded, your voice stern. "you can't just stop sleeping."

you gently pushed against his chest, trying to create some distance between you. you needed to see his face, to gauge his sincerity.

"stop," he whined, his voice laced with playful annoyance. "just stay like this for a little longer."

his words were a stark contrast to the seriousness of the situation, but they had the desired effect. you froze, your body responding to the unexpected shift in tone. sunghoon's grip tightened around you, his face buried in the crook of your neck. his lips brushed against your neck, sending shivers down your spine. the warmth of his breath mingled with the scent of his skin, creating an intoxicating blend that clouded your senses.

you were caught in a whirlwind of emotions, fear and confusion replaced by a growing sense of intimacy. the line between platonic comfort and something more was blurring, and you were dangerously close to crossing it.

his voice dropped to a low octave, a husky rumble that sent shivers down your spine. "i can't stop thinking about how your lips felt against mine last night," he confessed, his breath warm against your skin. he pulled back, his eyes holding yours, a mischievous glint in their depths.

"can we do that again?" he asked, his voice laced with playful arrogance.

before you could respond, his lips were on yours, claiming your mouth with a fierce urgency. the kiss was a whirlwind, a tempest of emotions and sensations. his tongue explored your mouth, demanding entrance, while your hands tangled in his hair, pulling him closer. the kiss was different from the one you had shared the night before, filled with a newfound urgency and intensity. his tongue explored your mouth, a dance of desire and longing. you could feel the heat radiating from his body, a warmth that was both intoxicating and terrifying.

his hands found their way to your waist, pulling you closer. with a swift movement, he lifted you onto the bed, his lips trailing a path of fire down your neck. he nuzzled your skin, his breath creating a tingling sensation. "you smell so good," he murmured, his voice a low growl. "i had to stop myself from pouncing on you the first time i saw you."

"from now on, you're sleeping in my bed," he declared, his voice firm. "i need to make sure those nightmares don't come back. and besides, i like having you close."

as he pulled you closer, his arms wrapping around you, you felt a sense of peace wash over you. in this moment, with sunghoon holding you close, everything else seemed to fade away. the line between reality and fantasy blurred, replaced by a single, undeniable truth: you were in the arms of a vampire, and you were dangerously close to falling in love.

his lips trailed down your neck, with such heat that it left you breathless. he nibbled at your skin, his teeth gently scraping against your sensitive flesh. the sensation was both painful and exhilarating, a heady mix of fear and desire. you gasped, your body arching involuntarily.

"i'm not going to bite you," he promised, his voice laced with a hint of mischief.

"not yet, at least."

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onionzzzs

2 years ago

more than this - p.js 18+

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warnings: smut!!!! mdni!!!! not many warnings tbh just public sex lol (kind of but no one sees them), unprotected ofc, sappy lovey dovey sex, creampie ofc sigh im so predictable

“Do you want to move in with me?”

Jay thought that he stopped breathing in that moment, his eyes widening comically as he dropped the sandwich he was holding down onto his plate.

“Do I want to what now?” He asked, blinking repeatedly. He really did look like a little kitten here, his ears twitching quickly with his dark eyes all glassy and excited.

“Move in,” you replied, putting down the food you were holding as well. “I thought about it a lot, and you’re at mine nearly every evening anyway. It’s just the logical next step right?”

“Fuck Y/N, I’d love to,” Jay couldn’t help the grin that started to spread across his face. “But what about Jungwon? Is he ok with it?”

“Wonnie’s fine with it, I already checked before I asked you. So if you want to then we can get all your stuff moved in whenever you want!”

“Oh my god,” his eyes were glassy as he blinked away tears rapidly. “I can’t even believe it, you have no idea how happy that makes me.”

You couldn’t help the smile that made its way onto your face now, mirroring Jay’s. He pushed the food to the side, shuffling over on your picnic blanket to tug you closer to him, kissing your lips gently a few times. As he tried to pull away, you followed his lips, crawling closer to him and eventually onto his lap. Jay’s hands came to rest on your hips, holding you on top of him as you found a comfortable seat on his lap.

Your hands found their way to his hair, tugging on the strands and playing with the fur in his ears and you deepened the kiss. There was something about the way he looked today, a little tired from work and makeup-less, that drove you crazy.

“Y/N,” he mumbled against your lips, tugging your hips to bring you further against him as one hand kept him propped up. “We need to stop before I get carried away.”

“Hmm, I don’t mind sweetheart,” you replied, moving your lips down to his neck and pressing open mouthed kisses there. Jay threw his head back, allowing you more access to his skin there for you to cover with your lips.

“But we’re in public,” he whined, the hand on your hip moving to your thigh to grip the flesh tightly.

You smiled against his skin, you’d set up the picnic in a secluded part of the park where not many people gathered. It was nearing evening time so most people had gone home, there was virtually no one around and the drooping branches of the trees hid the two of you well.

“So what?” You said, pulling your face back up to kiss him properly. Your hips subconsciously ground down against him, feeling the way he was already turned on through his trousers. Jay groaned loudly into your mouth, your kisses swallowing his moans and little gasps.

“Fuck it,” Jay mumbled as he pulled away. He pushed himself up a bit more so he could free up both hands, landing them on your bare thighs to push your skirt up a little. He kept going until he could see your panties, the damp patch already spreading as you practically dripped with arousal.

His thumb rubbed over your cunt softly, “fuck baby, you’re so wet already. You been waiting for this?”

“Mhm,” you breathed out, teeth tugging at your bottom lip as he ghosted his fingers over your clothed core. “Been thinking about you all day, always on my mind.”

A smile ghosted over his lips at the praise, his fingers pushed your panties to the side to expose your cunt to him. You glanced around nervously, the thrill of possibly being caught only adding to how good you felt in that moment.

Jay pushed two fingers into you at once, knowing you wouldn’t need much prep with how turned on you were. You dropped your hands to his shoulders, lifting your hips up to give Jay more access to where you needed him most.

“Fuck Jay please, don’t need prep,” you rocked your hips against his fingers that were pumping into you slowly. “Need your cock so bad.”

Your eyes pricked with tears of frustration, reaching for Jay’s trousers to tug at the zip impatiently. He just laughed softly at you, pulling his fingers from you and pulling his trousers down enough to expose his cock that was already fully hard. You just had to look at him and he would get hard, that’s how in love with you he was.

Jay helped you remove your underwear quickly, tucking them into the pocket of his trousers and positioning you over his cock, running his head across your cunt as it dripped arousal over him.

“Good girl, taking me so well,” he mumbled through gritted teeth as you sunk down onto him, adjusting to his size quickly now that you were used to him. “Feels so fucking tight, so good for me Y/N.”

“God Jay,” you dropped your head to his shoulder and let him guide your hips over him, hiding your flushed cheeks from the rest of the world. “Don’t think I’ll last long sweetheart, needed this so bad.”

“Me neither baby,” he bounced you on his cock quickly, chasing an orgasm that was on the brink of crashing already. You and Jay knew each other’s bodies so well that it didn’t take you long to get to that point, his cock reaching points of you just right and your cunt squeezing him in the perfect way. “God I love you Y/N.”

“I love you too Jay, so fucking much,” you squeezed hard on his cock, using your hands to steady yourself and bounce faster on his cock. “Want you to cum in me baby.”

“Oh fuck,” Jay whined, his lips pressing over your neck and chest at any skin he could reach. “Want me to fill you up? Pump you full of cum, carry me around with you, yeah?”

“God Jay you’ve got such a dirty mouth,” you huffed out a laugh, picking your head up to capture his lips again. “Please Jay, make me cum.”

He muttered out praises, dropping his thumb to your clit to rub quick circles and push you over the edge, clenching down on his cock hard as you came around him.

“Oh my god,” he breathed out, squeezing his eyes shut. “Fuck baby, I’m coming.”

Jay held your hips, thrusting up into your harshly as he chased his own high. You were shaking with overstimulation, gripping his shoulders tight as he attached his lips to your neck, just over your old mating bite mark. Jay came with a low moan, painting your insides white as he held you impossibly closer to not let a single drop leak out.

“Jay,” you mumbled, tugging on his hair to bring him up from your neck. He looked up at you, hair messy and eyes wide, before finally connecting your lips in a sloppy kiss. Your teeth clashed together, spit pooling at the corners of your mouths as you portrayed every emotion into it.

“God I love you,” he said into your mouth, nipping at your bottom lip a few times. “I can’t wait to spend forever with you.”

You hummed against his lips, lips tugging upwards, “I love you more.” You swiped a thumb over his lips, wiping away the remnants of some lip gloss you’d put on hours ago, “let’s clean up, yeah? Then we can head home.”

Jay kissed you once, twice, probably about six times, before helping you get up from his lap, “yeah, let’s go home.”

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onionzzzs

8 months ago

SO SOAKED yang jungwon

nerdy ravenclaw!jungwon x popular slytherin!fem reader

A/N : this will be my first full fic ! I hope you enjoy <;33

SYNOPSIS: All schools have their cliques right? Right. Whether they’re a public school in America or a Wizarding school in England, everybody has their place. You, fortunately, were the ‘it girl’ as some say, you could have anyone you wanted, and anyone who’s anyone wanted you. Accept him, Yang Jungwon, the only boy you’ve ever wanted since your first year, yet ironically, the only boy who’s never wanted you.

EST WC: 10k

WARNINGS: SMUT (MDNI), alcohol use, unprotected sex (how silly of them!), Heeseung is a little sexually aggressive, slight slut shaming, drug use (only weed), semi- public sex, possessiveness, unrequited pinning, strangers to ???

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Everybody at Hogwarts knew the name ‘Hwang y/n’, and if they didn’t? Well, clearly they’re due a trip to the infirmary. Ever since your first year at the infamous school you’d been in your brothers the spotlight, you’ve always been surrounded with ‘friends’ though you only truly trust a handful of them, most of them are pure meat riders… You’re not surprised that you’ve always been the centre of attention, being from one of the most prestigious families of the wizarding world, yet sometimes, only sometimes, you wished you weren’t so well know, weren’t always crowded with people, attempting to take advantage of you and your societal position. Of course, it came with its perks, you barely got into trouble at school, teachers were rather scared of your family’s not so subtle connection to the terrorising death eaters. You always got your way, no matter what, everyone did your bidding. And what you find to be the most enjoyable perk, the boys. Wherever you went within the school, a boy was always tailing you, trying to get into your pants none the less but who said that was a bad thing? How else would you have gotten yourself into this situation..?

Jake Sim, hogwarts golden boy, Grade A’s across the board, teachers pet if we’re being honest, currently leaning on his headboard, eyes lulled, lip between his bottom teeth to suppress his unholy noises as he watches you practically choke on his cock. Who would have thought the same boy who placed top of his class again last year would have a monster cock yet not know how to use it! Many people had deemed it impossible to sleep with Jake, he was always reserved and turned down anybodies advances, but impossible wasn’t in your vocabulary.

“f- fuck oh my god, Heeseung was right you do have a holy mouth,”

Your eyes snapped up at that comment, movements stilling, leading the boy to let out a groan, attempting to push your head further onto his cock.

“Come on yn, don’t be a kill joy, suck.”

That was what made you snap, pulling off of the now groaning boys dick,

“listen here Sim, I don’t know who you and your creepy friends think you are talking about me, but I’m leaving.”

You stormed out of the dorm, pulling on your sweater as you trudged down the cobblestone stairs to the ravenclaw common room, ignoring the boys protests calling after you. You stopped at the bottom of the stairs, fixing your hair as to make yourself presentable before being faced with Jakes roommates. You didn’t know who they were, you didn’t care either but you knew they’d be waiting to go into the room as it was 1AM yet Jake had wearily left a sock on the dorms door handle.

Fuck.

Out of all people he was the person you’d least like to see right now, of course one of Jake’s roommates would be Jungwon. You were trying to sleep with Jake to keep your mind off the boy who was currently staring at you doe eyed across the room. Jungwon, the only boy you’d ever truly been interested in, ever since first year you’d tried to make a move on him yet to no avail, he never seemed to have any interest in you at all! As the boy stared at you with a perplexed look you smiled, slightly biting your lip as to surpress your embarrassment, bowing as you made your way toward the door.

“Leaving so soon ynnie? Was hoping I could join you two later, get another taste hah,”

Heeseung voiced as he entered the common room, smirking, making his way towards you.

“Fuck you Heeseung,”

you snapped, not having the mental capacity to deal with his shit. You felt the tall boys hands find their way towards your hips, pulling you back to whisper into your ear.

“Come on yn! You’re such a slut I know you want another round with me hm?”

“Heeseung stop,”

you warned, eyes darting anywhere but the boy who watched your interaction with a slight frown. You watched from the corner of your eye, Jungwon leave his spot on the couch, ‘don’t go now!’ You silently begged as you felt Heeseungs hard on press firmly on your ass.

“Heeseung she clearly doesn’t want your crusty dick,”

You felt Jungwons soft hands pull you away from the, now irritated Heeseung, pushing you lightly out the dorms door, quietly following before leaning on the oak door. A comfortable silence settled between the two of you before he finally broke it, turning his body slightly towards you,

“Are you okay, yn?”

Just him saying your name made you want to drop to your knees and worship the ground he stood on,

“Yeah thanks won, also, I didn’t sleep with Jake you know,”

The boy smirked at you, raising his eyebrows and nodding slightly, clearly unconvinced,

“Sure you didn’t,”

You laughed shortly at his reaction before shifting your body closer to his,

“Really, I didn’t, I was going to sure but he was being a dick, it was pissing me off,”

Jungwons amused look stayed painted on his face, chuckling again before leaning back against the tall door. His head hung back against it, slightly turning to face you,

“Think that’s just dirty talk ynnie,”

You shook your head once more, assuring the boy that hes just a massive dick, pretending his nickname had no effect on you.

“You should go to your dorm, before Filch catches you,”

You nodded at the boy, pushing yourself up from your position leaning on the door, quietly bidding him goodbye before turning to walk back to your dorm,

“Night ynnie, sleep well,”

“Yn come on this is your chance!”

Karina repetitively tapped your arm, attempting to go and thank Jungwon for what happened at his dorm, trying to convince you that he’d definitely fold if you were all ‘my night in shining armour’ with him. No way that’d work, she did not know Jungwon, neither did you really but that’s beside the point. Yizhou had joined in now, shaking your arm as if it’d help convince you,

“If I go and talk to him, will you stop touching me,”

both girls pulled their arms up in record speed, nodding enthusiastically at your offer. You sighed, begrudgingly getting up though deep down your mind was circling with images of all the different reactions Jungwon could have to your comment. He was sat on his own in the great hall, head in his potions textbook, stirring a bowl of muesli with his finger, you didn’t realise he was so skilled in charms, or with his fingers,

“Hey won,”

You chimed, sitting down opposite him. His head moved up to look at you, eyes shortly following to look in your direction. Jungwon preferred you like this, with your uniform on, no cloak though, your hair was styled neatly, resting on your shoulders and your face hid a subtle rosy hue, you looked more like you, not like the act he swears you only drop when conversing with him, he wasn’t complaining,

“Hey yn, you okay?”

He sent a half smile your way, one hand holding his textbook open, the other still entertaining the bowl of oats and fruit that sat between the two of you,

“I just wanted to thank you for yesterday, I don’t know what I’d have done if you weren’t there,”

Jungwon smiled, sighing slightly as he watched you lean onto the table, one arm laying across the oak while the other curled around your hair, you tucked your lip underneath your teeth slightly, sending a smile his way, you could share you saw him swallow and poke his cheek with his tongue at your actions,

“It’s no problem, they’re my friends but I can admit they’re dicks,”

you nodded at the boy, slightly brushing his arm with the hand that lay across the table watching as he chuckled at your seemingly innocent action,

“Anything else yn?”

he questioned, wondering what else you could have up your sleeve,

“Was just wondering, is there anything I can do to thank you?”

There it is. Jungwon laughed, hand abandoning his breakfast to bring it to your face, tucking a loose hair behind your ear, relishing in how your face turned a pinkish colour at his touch, only he had that effect on you, only him,

“Ynnie, I’m not going to fuck you,”

Your eyes widened at the boys words, stumbling over your tongue in an attempt to justify your offer,

“NO- no I don’t mean- no like anything, some soju or something I don’t know,”

your voice got quieter the more you spoke to the boy, a blush now finding it’s way to your ears,

“You really wanna thank me?”

you nodded eagerly at the boys question, his hand still placed on your cheek. He pulled it away, bringing his attention back to his food,

“Stop failing transfiguration,”

You sighed, accepting defeat before pulling yourself up from the table,

“If you ever want your thank you, I’ll be here,”

you finally stated before scuttling away back to your table with your friends, probably telling them all about the interaction between the two of you, Jungwon revelled in the fact that you could have anyone you wanted in this school, yet you always wanted him, cute.

Anybody within the right mind hates potions, it truly was the worst subject. Could anybody really find sitting for an hour listening to Snape drone on about Dittany anything but excruciating? Jungwon could, clearly. The way he sat, looking at the professor with such intent made your heart swell. You’d always admired the way Jungwon was so serious about his schoolwork, you wished you could be as bright as him, but you had more important things to focus on! Him. Snapes voice brought you out of you daze, completely souring your mood,

“It has come to my attention that a few of my students are failing, and we cannot have that can we! Now if I call your name please take this into account, Nishimura Riki, Jeong Aran, Hong Eunchae, Song Eunseok, Lee Sohee, Yizhou Ning, and Hwang yn,”

You looked at the girl beside you, both grimacing at the fact you were failing yet another subject. Yizhou fell dramatically into your lap, groaning about how her dad would kill her, you pat her head reassuring her it’ll be fine, though you aren’t completely sure yourself,

“Right! Time for you to make your own Dittany potions, you know the drill partner up!”

You and Yizhou stood up, collecting your belongings before making your way towards a work bench. As you reached the workspace you heard a draining voice from behind you,

“No, no, no, no, no! You two are not working together again! Not after last time, and you’re both failing. Yizhou you work with Sunghoon, Yn you work with Heeseung,”

Your heart dropped at the boys name, Yizhou looking at you in surprise while trying to bargain with the stubborn professor. As Heeseung made his way towards you, his face dripping with arrogance, you just wished you could slap some reality into him.

“Well well well yn, we meet again! You know, I could help you not be such a failure, gonna have to work for it though,”

He smirked, voice laced with false charm. You declined his offer, obviously, going to collect everything needed for your potion while also attempting to spend as much time possible away from the draining boy.

Jungwon had noticed Heeseung and you from the minute he made his way over to your bench, warily watching the way you reacted to the boys snide remarks. As soon as you left to collect your ingredients, he took it as an opportunity to save you from the situation. Making his way to Heeseung, Jungwon attempted to justify why he was helping you so much, landing on the fact that it’d be fun to cockblock his big headed friend once more. “Hey man, would you mind if I work with yn instead? I really need to talk to her, it’s important,”

Heeseung grimiced yet complied, not wanting to argue with the stern faced boy. Letting out one last sigh, he collected his things and made his way over to Jungwons previous place next to Sunoo. As your figure made its way closer to the workbench Jungwon could swear he felt his heart beat quicker, it was just you? “Wonnie? What are you doing here?”

you questioned while wrongly arranging the supplies for your potion, not so accidentally brushing against Jungwon in the process,

“Just thought you wouldn’t want to work with Heeseung after, well you know,”

he admitted, turning away from you as to bask away his slight blush, what was wrong with him! It was just you. You moved closer to the boy, trapping him close to you by placing your hands on the counter either side of him, leaning impossibly closer to quietly mutter,

“That’s so thoughtful won! You’re just so nice hm?”

Jungwon chuckled, taking your hands into his before placing them onto your chest,

‘It doesn’t mean anything ynnie, I’m just not a dick!”

You nodded at the boy, eyes slightly widening with skeptic. The two of you worked on your potion until the end of lesson, conversing ever so often though Jungwon was not good at replying to you, completely focused on your concoction, maybe his studies sometimes got the best of him. As the bell rang, signalling the end off lesson, you turned once again toward the boy,

“Any plans for the weekend Wonnie? Will I see you at the dorm party?”

Jungwon chuckled again at your advances, nodding lightly before modelling your previous actions, trapping you between you and the counter, taking hold of the test tube rack behind of you,

“It’s either that or smoke weed for hours on end with Jay and Sunghoon so yeah, I’ll be there,”

You looked down, flustered at your close proximity as you felt the boy pull away and grab his bag before finally patting your head,

“See you later ynnie!”

“Oh my god ynnie, if you wear that he’ll for sure fuck you,”

Aeri was convinced that Jungwon would be tempted by you in the skimpy black dress, having slipped it into your decision making process a good 3 times so far.

“no he won’t! He’ll just think I’m a whore..”

Karina let out a chocked laugh at that, explaining that if he was going to think that of you, he already would having seen you in and out of his dorms a good 6 times this term. You groaned, sliding off of your bed onto the hard floor, letting your eyes close as you composed yourself to face Aeris’ menacing look once more. Finally opening your eyes you were caught off by Minjeongs face directly infront of yours,

“WEAR THE DRESS YN!”

your eyes widened at the outburst from the usually composed girl, damn this dress must be a horcrux or something?

“If Min approves of it then you have to yn,”

You sighed, finally giving into defeat as you snatched the dress from Aeri. As you made your way to the bathroom to get changed you warned the girls that if you don’t look good it’s all their fault.

“Oh my- if I were Jungwon I’d fuck you, that’s all I’m going to say,”

you giggled slightly at your friends heart eyed reactions, you had to give it to Aeri, the dress was gorgeous, it hugged your body in all the right places yet it still left a good amount to the imagination. The five of you sat doing your hair and makeup, one at a time getting changed and having dramatic reactions to one and other, Rina fell off her chair more than once….

“The party starts at 11 so get there 11:45? We cannot be the first to a griffindoor party, well probably be mauled!”

Yizhuo warned as you finished straightening her hair. Minjeong told her that she was being mean and that some Griffindoors were actually normal. You sometimes wondered how you became friends, being so different, yet you loved her all the same.

“Eugh! Why is the floor so sticky?”

The Griffindoor dorms were always your least favourite place to be, for some reason they all had some kind of weird hatred for you, you weren’t actually a deatheater yourself! You turned to Karina as she debated on which boy to go for tonight,

“Oh! What about him he’s so hot!”

you laughed at the girls reaction, you’d think she was choosing which lolly she wanted, not which dick. You told the girl who her chosen cock was, dragging her over in his direction,

“Hey Hao! Have you met my friend Karina?”

you smiled watching the two gravitate closer and closer to one another, another perk of being well known! You scan the room looking for Jungwon though he’s nowhere to be seen, maybe he was smoking pot with his friends after all. You felt a tug on your waist, hoping it would be won, it wasn’t.

“Hey yn, seems the universe just wants us together hey? You gonna lemme hit yet?”

You make a disgusted face at the boy, attempting to push him away. He tightly pulled you back towards him, tightly gripping your hips. He pulled you into him, pressing your head onto his shoulder while his hands stayed secure around your hips, one of them subtly moving to your ass. You rolled your eyes as you slightly entertained the boy, dancing with him though not liking the way his hands roamed your body. Heeseung brought his hands to your face, closing his eyes as he pushed his puckered lips to your persed ones. “Heeseung stop!”

you muffled, trying to push away from him though to no evail, the boy only kissed you further, pushing his tongue into your mouth with no rhythm at all.

“Fuck- stop resisting yn! Just fucking take it,”

As you were about to attempt to push the boy once more, you felt his presence get ripped from next to you. Heeseung groaned at the sight of his younger friend, knowing he was fucked.

“Come on man, just let me be!”

he pleaded, watching Jungwons stern look become impossibly more irritated. He took that as his sign to walk away, not stopping himself from slapping your butt as he passed you. After avoiding eye contact you finally looked into Jungwons eyes, yours filled with embarrassment and his worry with a hint of anger. “Sorry won,”

You mutter, stepping closer to him as you watched his eyes soften at your words,

“Yn, you don’t need to be sorry, it’s him who’s a dick,”

you nod lightly, expecting the boy to leave you after one final remark. As your eyes flicker to the ground between the two of you Jungwon took your silence as an invitation to take your hand into his, pulling you into an open area of the dorm. A small balcony, secluded from the rest of the party yet entirely exposed to the remainder of the castle.

You watched as Jungwon sat him self in the chair placed in the corner of the balcony, pulling out a cigarette, quickly lighting it before pulling it between his lips. You leaned yourself back on the railing of the terrace, your body turned towards the sitting boy. Jungwon noticed your stare quickly (he was looking at you too) and he brought his cigarette up to you as if to offer it, you shook your head lightly before turning to look out at the school grounds.

After a few minutes of silence you heard Jungwons cigarette drop to the floor, followed by his foot crushing any remaining ashes. The boy stood up and made his way over to you, placing his hands either side of you before leaning next to your ear,

“Are you okay now?”

you shuddered lightly at the feeling of his hot breath on your neck, leaving any hairs to stand on end,

“Yeah, I’m okay now, thanks wonnie,”

Jungwon felt his heart tighten, the way you said his name, turned to face him and sent your signature smile, it all made his heart flutter. The boy hummed as his hands made their way down your body, feeling the fabric of your dress while his eyes racked your figure,

“Like this,”

he muttered, his hands tugging lightly at the fabric that clung to your body, You smiled up a the boy, hand making its way to the back of his head, pulling it closer to yours,

“Why don’t you take it off then?”

that was all Jungwon needed, he immediately crashed his lips onto yours, teeth lightly nipping at your bottom lip, forcing your mouth open to rhythmically dance his tongue with yours. The boys hands found their way quickly underneath your dress, hooking his fingers on your panties, grazing his fingertips against your core before stilling his movements all together,

“You sure about this?” he questioned, panting while his knee pushed its way between your two legs, you harshly nodded, looking up at the boy. Jungwon sighed against you,

“Gotta use your words princess,”

You groaned as you begrudgingly chocked out a,

“P-please,”

Jungwon felt his cock grow even more at the sound of your soft yet hourse voice,

“Hmm please what?”

You groaned again at the boys teasing, bringing your hand to his hard on, rubbing him through his pants. Jungwons eyes widened as he unintentionally bucked his cock into your hand,

“Please, fuck me Jungwon,”

You tell him confidently, watching as the boys smirk fell again at the feeling of you palming him while pulling his pants down to a midpoint on his thigh.

“F-fuck yn!”

he breathed out, head falling and eyes rolling back as his mouth hung open, ever so often groans slipping out while you continued your actions. After some times of palming Jungwon through his boxers, you slowly fall to your knees infront of him, revelling in the way his eyes grew with anticipation. The two of you made eye contact as you painstakingly slowly pulled his underwear down to reveal his cock. Jungwon had to look away after some time,it was all getting to intense.

“Look at me,”

you ordered, snickering as you watched Jungwons trembling face meet yours, chest rising and falling as he tried to calm himself. You remained in eye contact with the boy as you started to place light kisses against his tip, tracing the veins up and down his shaft with your tongue. You felt jungwons hand creep around to grab at your chin, positioning your mouth at the tip of his dick, letting out a chocked,

“f-fuck, yn please just- fuck,”

You finally took his dick into your mouth, looking up at him through your eyelashes as his hand made its way to your hair, pushing you down on his cock, forcing a gag out of you which just made him buck into you harder. You continued to suck his cock, ever so often pulling away to fixate on his tip, spitting on it as his whines got bigger and higher,

“g-gonna cum, you gonna swallow it? be good for me yeah baby?”

you nodded against his cock, wetness growing between your thighs at the nickname. Jungwon pushed your head against his cock a few more times before finally letting out a low groan, shooting his load down your throat. You swallowed anything in your mouth, opening your mouth to show the boy who was still recovering from his intense orgasm. The boy pulled you to your feet, kissing you once again as he put his dick back inside his trousers,

“My friends will be wondering where I am, I’ll talk to you soon ynnie,”

you smiled at the boy, watching as he opened the patio door, quickly disappearing behind it. What had just happened? Had you seriously just given Yang Jungwon the suck of his life then let him disappear back to the party? Well, at least one thing was for certain, he owed you.

“YOU’VE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME?”

Sunoo screamed at the top of his lungs,

“You’re telling me, that THE Hwang Yn just gave you the suck of a lifetime and instead of repaying the favour, you disappear into the fucking night?”

Jungwon looked that the boy, pulling the joint from between his lips. He smirked slightly before admitting,

“Yeah? I mean she’s always ogling me and I suppose she can put her mouth to good use?”

Jungwon stifled a laugh as the boys jaw dropped,

“You don’t understand how lucky you are Jungwon, yn doesn’t want people, people want her, she’s fucking obsessed with you!”

Jungwon shook his head at the older boys words, explaining that he’d rather focus on his studies rather than ‘some girl’. “Jungwon, she isn’t some girl! She’s like gold!”

jungwon rolled his eyes once more, inhaling another drag of the blunt between his lips,

“You seem to be fucking in love with her, you go after her if you want her so bad,”

Sunoo simply shook his head, laughing at the boys words before snatching the joint from his hand,

“I would if I could Won, she only wants you though, I’ll catch you later man, gonna go and see if i can find Riki,”

Jungwon waved his friend goodbye, tapping out the blunt and making his way back to his dorm, it didn’t mean anything between the two of you did it? Sunoo was being dramatic, you weren’t obsessed with him, just wanted to sleep with him, right?

4 days ago you gave Yang Jungwon a blowjob, yet he hasn’t ushered a word to you, nor has he even looked in your direction. You even made the effort to go up to him in the library, asking him if he was having a good day, yet the boy looked at you, rolled his eyes, and walked away. You were determined to make sure that you being on your knees for him was not your last interaction.

“Hi Sunghoon!” you called out, silently laughing at the way the boys eyes widened at your voice, he greeted you back, moving his studying materials out of your way as you sat on top of his table,

“So, you know the dorm parties each Friday?”

Sunghoon hummed in agreement, looking up at you with anticipation,

“Well, I was hoping you guys could host it this week! I feel like I haven’t been there in ages,”

you winked at the boy, hoping it would remind him of the time you spent together in his dorm. It did.

“Oh! Yeah sure ynnie, anything else?” you shook your head at the question, hoping off the table before winking at the boys flustered face and toddling back over to your waiting friends,

“bye hoonnie!”

As you walk through the ravenclaw dorms you feel Karina tug on your sleve,

“Ynnieeeee, come on he’s probably in his dorm come and have some funnn,”

you laugh slightly at the girls drunken state, waving her comment off as you continued to scan the room for him. You slightly registered Jisoo wandering away from you, probably towards some guy, not acknowledging it though as finally spotted Jungwon and his friends in the corner of the common room. You were about to go and talk to him when you realised, you gave him head? He should come to you, a real gentleman would be eager to return the favour!

As the night went on Jungwon was yet to approach you, he knew you were there, you’d made eye contact, he just wasn’t making the effort. You’d danced with a fair share of boys, though none of them interesting, sometimes looking over at Jungwon only to see him staring daggers into the back of the random ravenclaws head who happened to be letting his hands wander lower and lower before you pulled away. But when you looked over, the boy was already preoccupied with one of his friends, as if he didn’t just look like he could kill. You stood for a while, wondering if this was all worth it, if he was worth it, worth all of your time when he can’t even look at you on his own acord.

Suddenly a pair of hands found their way to your waist, turning you around to meet his eyes, his eyes. “Oh hello,” you contort, “finally came to talk to me?”

You watched as Jungwon stuttered, slightly taken back at your boldness,

“Well my friends told me to so,”

Oh. It wasn’t that he’d finally decided to talk to you, it was his friends. You know that you probably should push him away right now, tell him to just fuck off. But it’s Jungwon. “Well,” you mumble, draping your arms around his neck, “you still owe me wonnie!”

Jungwon smirked, he knew this was coming,

“Oh really? What exactly do I owe you hm?”

You smirked at the boys change in attitude, though it was whipped off of you face as you felt the boys hot breath against your neck, the smell of alcohol, cigarettes and weed lingering off his person. Your breath hitched as he leaned into your ear,

“What do you want in return hm? Want me to fuck you? Want me to use my fingers? I always see you staring at them so it wouldn’t surprise me,”

you swallowed harshly and watched out the corner of you eye as Jungwons tongue peeked out and brushed against his lip,

“I- I don’t know,”

you muttered, sinking deeper into yourself as the boy let out a chuckle,

“You know, you act so bold yet as soon as I talk to you you crumble, so cute,”

you felt as the blush that had set itself on your cheeks the minute Jungwon approached you grew a darker shade as crimson, letting out a whine only loud enough for Jungwons ears at his teasing,

“Come on ynnie, just tell me what you want,”

Jungwons hands tightened their grip against your hips, pulling you impossibly closer towards him, hoping you could feel his cock against your stomach. Your eyes rolled back at the contact, head flopping down onto his shoulder,

“Just want you,”

You felt Jungwons deep chuckle down your ear and before you could comprehend you were being dragged up the dorms stairs into his room. As soon as the doors shut you felt Jungwons body pressed against yours, leaning on the door. His lips slowly traveled down your neck as he unbuttoned your shirt, stopping momentarily to suck harsh marks into your neck. As you let out a pathetic moan Jungwon peeled your shirt off your body, swallowing harshly at the sight of your lace-clad tits. “You’re so hot,”

He mumbled out, letting his lips find yours again before nipping at your lip, leading to you letting out a raspy moan. Jungwon took the opportunity to slip his tongue between your lips, licking against your own as a mix of your saliva began dripping out of your mouths. Never had anyone made out with you so messily and it was going straight to your core. As Jungwons hands wandered to the zipper on your jeans your hands found the hem of his shirt, silently begging him to take it off so that you wouldn’t be the only person undressed. Jungwon pulled away to fling his shirt above his head and discard it across his shared dorm. You took the opportunity to shimmy down your jeans leaving you in your underwear only.

“Fuck,”

Jungwon breathed out, he knew you were attractive but under the dim blue lighting of his dorm you looked ethereal, no way you were real.

You felt as the impatient boy pulled you towards his bed, flopping against it before pulling you against him. You giggled slightly at his movements, shifting slightly to straddle the boy, leaving your hands on his chest.

“So,” he started, “Can I eat you out?”

You were taken aback, out of all of your hookups no boy had ever asked if he could eat you out, you’d always had to ask them or it didn’t happen. You looked back at Jungwon, heart softening at his glazed over eyes,

“You want to eat me out?”

Jungwon laughed lightly at your question, how could he not? You were beautiful how could you not taste like heaven?

“Yeah of course, do you want me to?”

you could hear the hesitation in his voice, indicating that he was really hoping you’d say yes, cute.

“Fuck yes please,”

The bewildered look on the boys face was quickly replaced by his signature smirk, guiding your hips up as he pulled down your panties, revealing your perfect pussy to him.

“Can you, um, can you sit on my face?”

oh my god. No way Yang Jungwon has just asked you to sit on his face? Why was he so perfect? No other boy had ever wanted you to do that, ever. You avoided his eyes before mumbling,

“I mean, no one’s ever asked me that and I don’t want to hurt you!”

Jungwons eyes widened, no one had.. what! He hooked his hands around your hips, pulling you until you were hovering above him. “Trust me,” he muttered, mesmerised by the way your folds were glistening, “you’re not going to hurt me baby,”

you let out a moan at the nickname, feeling Jungwon reach up and lick between your folds,

“So wet and I’ve barely done anything, sit.”

Your head leant back at the boys harsh words as you hesitantly sat until you could feel the boys breath against your core. Clearly though, that wasn’t enough as Jungwon pulled you down against his flat tongue moaning at the feeling of you against him. You instinctively grinded against the boys tongue, hand shooting towards his hair to tug and pull as you please.

Jungwons tongue plunged in and out of your cunt, relishing at the noises leaving your mouth. His nose bumped perfectly against your clit, letting you let out a moan of his name and a harsh pull on his locks. Jungwon let out a moan at your actions and let his hand wander to your free one, holding it firmly. The feeling of him moaning sent strong vibrations throughout your body, leaving you grasping at his hair again, pulling his hand to rest against your thigh. Jungwons movements sped up, frequently getting egged on by your moans of his name and tugs of his hair,

“Jungwon please, oh my-, gonna cum f- fuck!”

Jungwon moaned again at your words, actions speeding up as he brought his free hand around to rub quickly against your clit, feeling your cunt clench as a collection of spit and arousal spilt down his chin. You started fidgeting away from his mouth as your overwhelming orgasm approached, forcing Jungwon to abandon your clit and hand to pull your thighs firmly against his mouth. All it took was one final bump of his nose against your clit for you to be spazzaming around his tongue, cum dribbling down Jungwons chin and into his mouth. He licked against you a few more times before pulling you off his face, taking a few deep breaths before getting up to go to his sink, washing off his face. “Any good for your first time?”

he teased, giggling at your fucked out face, you nodded, still in post-orgasm bliss. You felt the bed beside you dip and Jungwon sat next to you, he pulled your face towards his before leaning close, placing a kiss on your lips,

“Still want me to fuck you?”

You let out a groan, eyes rolling to the back of your head as you clambered atop of the cocky boy. Jungwons eyes widened slightly at your boldness, his ring clad hands finding solace against your hips.

“Of course I do Wonnie, you know, since you made me cum so hard, why don’t you chose how you want to have me?”

you whispered the last part down his ear, making sure to send your hot breath his way in the meantime. Jungwon let out a deep chuckle, bringing his hand to your pussy, teasing at how wet you were again, the mix of your cum, arousal and his spit still lingering,

“How about, you ride me? Think you can do that baby?”

Before you could answer him, Jungwon was lying back against his headboard and leading your hands towards his zipper, he was painfully hard now, not ashamed to admit he very nearly came untouched at the mere taste of your pussy. You fumbled down his zipper, laughing slightly as he lifted his hips to pull down his pants. You shifted slightly so that you were sat directly on top of his bulge, both of you hissing at the feeling, to test the waters you grided slightly against him, though shocked when Jungwons cold hands stilled your movements,

“As much as I don’t want to stop you pretty, if you keep doing that I’m gonna calm before I’m even inside of you, need you now baby,”

You laughed once more at the boys desperation, lifting your hips to pull his boxers down and set his hard cock free from its confinements. Jungwon let out a hiss as the cold air hit his cock, mumbling again how he just wanted you. Not wanting to tease the boy any more you lifted your hips, positioned him at your entrance and sank down onto him. Jungwon let out a hiss at the feeling, eyes rolling backwards and jaw going slack,

“Oh my god- so fucking tight yn, if you keep sucking me in like that no way I’ll last long,”

you moaned at the boys confession, squeezing harshly around him just to hear him whine again. He was so fucking hot. You felt as Jungwons hands held your hips, pushing you up off of his cock before slamming you right back down again. The feeling of his cock dragging deliciously against your walls had the both of you groaning and whining. You continued the ministrations, bouncing up and down on his cock as he pulled you closer to him, pushing his lips hard against yours. “Fuck,”

you muttered against his lips, a burning feeling starting to creep into your thighs. As you continued bouncing on his cock you could feel your movements slowing, the burning of your thighs becoming too tired to continue,

“Jungwon, can’t do it- fuck- help please,”

Jungwon let out a deep groan, not warning you before flipping you over onto your back, keeping his cock nestled inside of you while hovering above you. Jungwons movements had stilled, his hand coming to pull your lips apart, he leaned closer to you, letting a glob of spit travel from his mouth to yours, you immediately swallowed it, letting out a moan at the feeling of his saliva dribbling down your throat. “Such a good fucking girl,”

he muttered, dragging his cock out of you until it was just the tip left inside. He lent down to kiss you before slamming into you, keeping a relentless pace as he pulled his face back to watch your face contort at his actions. “I- fuck fuck fuck fuck Jungwon I’m going to cum ohmygod,”

The boy laughed once more, his hand that had previously parted your lips, making its way down to your clit, as he continuously flicked your bud he relished in the way your cunt tightened against him, whining again as he felt his orgasm creep up on him. You reached your hands round to his back, scratching deeply as you felt Jungwon hit your g-spot one last time. You let out an outrageously loud moan as your orgasm came over you, the feeling of your cunt pulsating around his dick sent Jungwon into the same euphoric feeling as he shot his load deep into your cunt.

Jungwon kept thrusting into you shallowly, riding out your orgasms before pulling out and flopping on top of you.

“I- I should probably walk you back to your dorm, Jake’ll want to come to bed soon so, you get it,”

You nodded at his words saw the boy pushed himself off of you and went to grab a wet cloth, he cleaned off the two of you, pulling on a pair of his own underwear and pyjama pants before turning his attention to you. “You can wear some of my clothes, I don’t mind I just want you to be comfortable,”

you smiled softly at the boys words, nodding while sitting up and smiling at him. He helped you into some of his boxers, a pair of socks and a T-shirt that traveled below your knees. The boy pulled another shirt over his head before he mumbled,

“I’ll walk you back, who knows who’ll be wandering at this time of night, the parties well over but I’m guessing some people will still be looking to get off,”

You laughed slightly at his comment, nodding as you went to stand up. Much to your avail though as the minute you went to stand your legs felt as though they’d turned to jelly, you wobbled slightly before you tumbled back and hit his bed. (Sorry if this is a bit inaccurate, unfortunately I’ve never been fucked hard enough that i couldn’t walk :( ben take notes) Jungwon let out a soft chuckle at your actions,

“I really fucked you that good?”

you rolled your eyes at the boy, telling him that he shouldn’t get to cocky and that you were sure he was putting up a fight not to crumble onto the floor, you weren’t wrong. The boy disregarded your comment though, opting to turn so his back was facing you, prompting you to jump onto his back. You did you, wrapping your arms and legs around your torso while leaning your head against his shoulder. Jungwons hands clutched your thighs before trudging out of his door and down the stairs, choosing to ignore Jake’s high taunts.

Before you knew it you were at your dorms, you had told Jungwon that you’d be fine to go in on your own though he disagreed, opting to take you all the way to your dorms door. “I’m not gonna come in because, well, I don’t think 4 girls waking up to me glooming over the, would be a good luck,”

you laughed at the boy, leaning up to leave a kiss on his cheek.

“Good night Won,”

he leant down and kissed your temple,

“Good night Ynnie,”

“So you’re telling me, you fucked her and now you’re ignoring her? The fuck is your problem man?”

Jungwon knew that telling his friends would be a mistake, so he opted to tell Sunoo, trusting him to not tell the others… rookie mistake.

“No! I am not blanking her, she wanted to fuck and we did so? I’m not going to make the effort to talk to her when she got what she wanted.”

Jay rarely spoke during these group discussions, so when he let out a taunt and Jungwons idiocy the others took it and ran.

“Jungwon you’re supposed to be smart, she’s obsessed with you,”

the boy stood up abruptly and went to leave the great hall before turning swiftly and snapping,

“She is not obsessed with me.”

Why do they keep saying that? Why would you be obsessed with him? In all honesty Jungwon wished you were obsessed with him, but you obviously aren’t! You just wanted to fuck him to show you could have anyone you wanted right? Right. A part of Jungwon wishes he hadn’t slept with you, hadn’t helped prove that you really could have anyone you wanted, but the other half of him hasn’t been able to make himself cum since without thinking of your cunt.

Jungwon sat on his own at lunch, he was still angry about his friends comments, and he had a lot to revise, though his ‘subconscious’ sat him right where he could look at you across the room. His ‘subconscious’ also kept stealing glances at you, laughing silently at the way your nose scrunches when you eat something you don’t like and how your eye smiles create creases next to them when you laugh. As people began to finish their food the hall stared to clear, leaving about 20 students per table, also meaning Jungwons stares could no longer be hidden.

Once he’d finished his food Jungwon began packing his things, standing to go to his class before he was abruptly met by your face. “Hi won! How are you?”

Your hair was breaded today and you wore glasses, maybe you’d ran out of contacts. Your hands were adorned with rings and bracelets as they fidgeted with the hem of your skirt. Jungwon was pulled out of his trance when the way you said his name in a sing song way met his ears,

“You got what you wanted yn you can drop the act,”

he huffed out, walking to his herbology lesson. Your expression dropped as he walked away, did he really think that’s all you wanted? A good fuck? Maybe you were wrong about Jungwon, maybe he is just a dick.

“You should flirt with some guys infront of him, see if he’s really as unbothered as he says he is,”

Minjeong let out a laugh as the five of you walked to the Hufflepuff dorms,

“Rina that is so dumb, you’re not seriously considering that are you yn? Are you?”

You avoided her eyes before bursting into a laugh, explaining that as dumb as it was, Jungwon was a boy, and all boys get jealous! Also, 4 against 1?

“Good luck is all I’m going to say ynnie!”

She laughed as you all walked into the dorms, splitting off to mingle. You opting to walk around with Aeri,

“What about the new boy? If you were his first fuck you’d definitely have him wrapped around your finger,”

you chuckled in disbelief at the girls comment,

“You know Aeri, you make me sound like such a bitch….. but honestly real,”

You bid farewell to the girl before making your way towards the lost looking boy,

“Hey I’m yn! You’re new here right?”

the boys eyes widened at your presence, stuttering slightly before mumbling,

“Y- yeah I’m Jaehyun, Myung Jaehyun, it’s nice to meet you,”

you giggled at the boys nervousness, taking his hand into yours as you began to walk around the crowded room. As you made your way to the drinks table you poured a rather strong one for Jaehyun and yourself,

“Oh I uh, I don’t really drink,”

you furrowed your brows at his comment, bringing the solo cup to his hands,

“Come onnn, it’ll be fine it’s just a bit,”

You watched as Jaehyun eyes flickered between your eyes and the cup, and occasionally your boobs, he gulped slightly before taking the drink into his hands, swigging some back, groaning at the bitterness,

“See,” you clasped your hands, “it’s nice right?”

The boy chuckled, letting out a staggered,

“It’s alright,”

The two of you continued to wander around the room, talking about nothing in particular, and as you finished your drink you turned towards him, arms draping around his neck and his found solace on your hips. “You know,” you stared, “you’re really hot,”

the boys eyes widened, muttering out a thank you, letting his thumbs dip into the waistband of your low rise. “You’re really hot too, like really hot,”

you giggled at Jaehyuns shyness, letting your hand find his hair, pulling him closer towards you, one of his hands left your hip and made its way to guide your chin up towards his. You tilted your head slightly, making it easier for your faces to morph together, you felt his breath on your face as his lips ghosted over yours, finally pulling your lips onto hi-

“Yn,”

You both stop, faces turning towards the ominous voice, oh. When did he even get here?

“Yn can we talk?”

Jungwons face remained completely emotionless, bar from the occasional bite of the lip as his eyes stayed completely on you. “We’re kind of busy here man,”

Jaehyun grunted, clearly not appreciating the blatant cock block, Jungwons eyes met his instantly, raising his eyebrows with a smirk. You felt Jaehyuns hands immediately retract from you, muttering out a quiet, “guess I’ll just go then,” before quickly whisking away. Jungwons eyes met yours again, signalling his head away before walking in the direction of a corridor, prompting you to follow him. You did, obviously.

“You know Jungwon, you’ve got some nerve, this better be good!”

Jungwon immediately shut you off, lips pressing harshly against yours as he pushed you against the cobbled wall.

“F-fuck,” he mumbled through the kiss, “why were you trying to fuck him when I’m right her ?”

you laughed, pulling his face slightly away from yours, his cheeks in between your hand,

“Jungwon are you being for real? I tried to talk to you and you just insulted me and basically called me a slut!”

You watched as the boys Adam’s apple bobbed and his eyes slightly widened,

“Yeah I uhh, I’m sorry about that my friends were just teasing me about you so, I’m sorry?”

Your heart hardened once more at his words, he’d told his friends? Like Heeseung had? Had they spoken about you like they had before?

“What do you mean teased you Jungwon? Did you seriously tell them?”

you dropped your hand from his face, stepping away from him, how could he do this to you? You were sure there was something different about him, that your heart knew something about him you didn’t and that’s why you were always so drawn to him. But no, of course not.

Jungwon stared back at you, mouth opening and closing yet no words coming out. Sighing you turned to leave and maybe clear your mind when Jungwon finally reached out and grabbed your hand,

“I didn’t tell them ynnie, I told Sunoo and his big mouth told the others, and I promise they weren’t talking bad about you, they were just saying I was lucky and that you were uh, that doesn’t matter, but I promise, it wasn’t like what Heeseung did, I wouldn’t do that to you.”

Jungwon stared into your eyes, thumb sweeping over the palm of your hand and he silently pled you to believe him. “Hmm, okay won,”

He smiled lightly, pulling you into hug him, hands finding solace on your back. You patted his back, feeling the air slightly thicken as his lips started pressing lightly down your neck. Your feet naturally carried themselves backwards until you felt the cold brick of the corridor on your exposed back. Jungwons kisses began to get harsher, hands weaving around to brush against your hips, attempting to pull you closer to him. “Jungwon we can’t, not here someone could walk down!”

you felt the boys movements still for a moment, clearly contemplating, before he grabbed your hand and pulled you harshly through the dorms and into the shitty one stall bathroom. You laughed in disbelief at where he’d taken you. The stall was lit by a harsh cool overhead light which accentuated the many badger wall hangings that graced the walls. The sink directly faced the toilet and the two of you could barely fit, having to hold your breath as not to touch the gross wall.

“Jungwon,” you started, “are you seriously going to fuck me in a one stall bathroom?” You laughed slightly at the situation, though it muffled out as Jungwons lips met yours again,

“Yeah,” his breath fanned against your neck as his hands rushed to unbutton your cropped shirt, “I’m seriously going to fuck you in a one stall bathroom, is there a problem?”

As he chuckled the last part he brushed his fingertips over your clothed nipple. You huffed and muttered a ‘n- no’ as Jungwon pulled your shirt off, letting it hit the floor. His hands danced down your body to quickly unbutton your jeans, his lips resuming against your aching body. As your pants hit the floor with a thud you pushed Jungwon away from you again. His eyes looked into yours in worry, searching for any signs of hesitation, though it was washed away when he felt your hands tugging at his jumper,

“I don’t want to be in just my underwear when your fully dressed Jungwon!” the boy laughed, kissing against your cheek before tugging his jumper over his head and disregarding it with your clothes. His lips pulled your attention back to him, biting your lip to grant him access to the rest of your mouth, his tongue licking against yours as your make-out turned messier by the minute. When your hands found the buttons of his shirt, Jungwon chuckled lightly. You were irritability groaning against him as the buttons just wouldn’t work with you. He pulled away from you, swiftly unbuttoning his shirt, all while giggling at your impatient tugs at his pants. As shirt dropped to the floor, Jungwons attention focused in on you once again. His hand pulled you into him, connecting your lips for the nth time thst night.

“Jungwon,” you mumbled onto his lips, “please!”

“Hm? Please what ynnie?”

You pathetically grinded against his leg, hands attempting to unbutton his jeans, accidentally hitting his ever-growing bulge. Jungwons breath hitched at the feeling, your fingertips on his clothed dick the last straw for him.

“Fuck,”

he muttered, his hands weaving around and hooking onto your thighs, he tapped against your ass, signaling for you to jump. You did, obviously, as a small yelp left your lips, the cool porcelain acting as a dramatic contrast to the heat overtaking your body as Jungwons movements became more desire filled. As Jungwons kisses traveled across your chest and neck you became more restless, wanting nothing more than to feel him, however he pleased.

“Fuck, I don’t have a condom, do you want to go back to my room?”

you shook your head against his shoulder, lust overtaking your conscience,

“I don’t care just please,”

you felt his hands find panties, fingertips grazing over the place you needed him most,

“Please what ynnie? I thought we’d established this hm? Use your words or you’re not getting anything,”

a low groan erupted from your chest at the boys tantalising,

“Please just fuck me Jungwon,”

Jungwon laughed into your ear, mumbling a “see how easy that way?”. You swatted away his smug grin, opting to push your leg between his thighs instead of putting up with his teasing.

“Hmm, you need me to prep you?”

He questioned, hand slipping into your panties, immediately shocked at the amount of wetness that soaked his fingers,

“clearly not, all this after a few kisses? You must want me bad baby?”

you whimpered again, begging him to stop his teasing. He complied, for once, hooking his fingers onto your panty line to tug them to the side, his fingers spread your entrance before slipping his fingers into your cunt. As he stretched you out on his hand, his other unbuttoned his jeans, pulling them and his boxers down just enough to pull out his dick.

“You sure about this?”

he questioned, all while rubbing his dick against your cunt, you groaned,

“yes I’m sure just fuck me Jungwon please!”

oh my god. Sure he’d fucked you once before but feeling you raw was a whole ‘nother level, sure it was a bad idea fucking you unprotected, and sure he would definitely regret it tomorrow, but oh my god. The way your eyes hit the back of your head as your nails clawed his back, the way you tightened around him with every stroke, and the way he watched hour tits bounce, still trapped in the confinement’s of your bra, made him feel like he could cum any minute.

“Jungwon oh my god, so- fuck- so big!”

you brought your legs around his waist, pulling him closer. As you felt his hand creep down to your clit you knew it was over for you,

“gonna cum Jungwon, can you cum with me- ah! Cum with me pleaseee,”

The boy chuckled, quickening his movements- the way you kept tightening around him, he was close too,

“keep doing what you’re doing baby I’ll cum with you okay?”

you simply moaned against his shoulder, kissing his neck hard enough you were sure to leave a mark. As you felt Jungwons toying on your clit quicken you knew the coil inside of you was about to snap, the way he was moving inside of you, the raw intimacy of it all, the heat your bodies were creating, the lewd wet noises coming from your cunt and he fucked you the best you ever had been, the sweat building up between your two bodies, the-

“oh my god,”

as you finaly let the coil inside of you snap, you felt Jungwon pull out quickly and release onto your stomach- plunging his fingers inside of your heat to ride you through your orgasm. As the two of you slowly caught your breaths Jungwon lent forward to whisper in your ear,

“Do you wanna hand out? Like, without my cock inside of you I mean? Like a date or something?”

you felt the heat creep back onto your cheeks, pulling away from him to look into his eyes

“Are you serious? Of course I would! It took you long enough to ask wonnie!”

the boy felt his heart start beating again as he lent in to kiss you with more passion than he had before, his hands wandering back around your body to grope your ass and pull you towards him. Just as your hand was about to grab his dick again you two were, rudely, interrupted,

“are you done in there I need a fucking piss?”

A/N : I FINALLY FINISHED IT!!!! so much has happened since I started this fix holy moly 😰 ANYWAY I hope you all enjoy it and PULEASE like reblog follow and comment (comments are my fave) so ik what to improve on next time and what you liked Abt my writing!! 🫶🫶

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(warnings: smutttttt, mating kink basically, biting, like literal biting, like a big chomp u know, cockwarming ofc, unprotected, breeding basically, uhm idk what else, oh throat fucking yeah)

Waiting in your apartment for Jay to arrive was feeling nostalgic, you’d been here a few times before with an anxious feeling settling in your stomach. This time was worse, you felt extra nervous to see him after the events of recent. You felt guilty, and you knew you shouldn’t feel too bad because he’d still hurt you, but after his selfless act you knew Jay didn’t have a bad bone in his body. He’d never have hurt you intentionally.

Your leg was shaking up and down, your phone clenched in your hands whilst you waited on the couch for him to arrive. It had been sixteen minutes since he texted you last, if you remembered correctly it took around twelve minutes to get from Sunoo’s to yours on the subway. Had he changed his mind? Was his train delayed? He was a whole four minutes late.

Every possibility ran through your head as you counted the seconds, growing more and more nervous with each one thinking that he had changed his mind.

But all worries flew away the second your doorbell rang, prompting you to drop your phone and rush towards the front door where Jay was waiting for you, hands clasped behind his back.

“Jay,” you sighed, opening the door wide with a smile finally making its way onto your face. “I was so worried you wouldn’t come.”

Jay almost cried at your words, he hated how quickly he had managed to break your trust, “I’ll always come to you.”

You nodded, lip tucked between your teeth to try and stop the tears from falling. You pulled the door open a little wider, letting Jay slip inside, his hands still out of sight and out of reach. Almost as if your body wanted to betray you, a few tears slipped down your cheeks that you wished you’d kept at bay. Because as soon as you glanced back at him, you saw the sadness in his own eyes return.

“Oh baby,” Jay sighed, he wanted to reach out and hold you. “It’s ok, I promise it’s ok.”

You wiped at your cheeks harshly, “I don’t know why I’m crying, I’m sorry.”

“Don’t apologise,” Jay shifted on his feet a little before bringing his hands to the front, revealing a small bunch of flowers wrapped in a white ribbon. “Here, I know it’s not much, but I felt stupid if I turned up empty handed.”

And now you were crying even more.

“Jay,” you reached for the bouquet with wide eyes, letting the tears fall freely. “They’re so pretty, thank you.”

“You’re welcome baby,” he reached forward, brushing some hair from your forehead gently. “Now let’s stop crying, yeah? Otherwise I’ll start as well.”

You nodded quickly, huffing out a small laugh before setting the flowers down on the little entry table next to you. The two of you were standing in your hallway still, eyes glossy as you just took in the moment. You smiled through the tears that were starting to dry up, tugging Jay forward and wrapping him in a hug, your face burying into his chest as his arms found their rightful place around your waist.

“I love them,” you mumbled into his shirt. “No one has ever got me flowers before.”

Your fingers gripped onto his shirt, breathing him in as his hands rubbed up and down your back gently. Jay took his time, taking in how you felt against him again and taking in the scent of you that filled his senses as soon as he entered your home. Instantly he felt calm, he felt happy, and compared to the anxiety and stress he’d felt recently this was bliss to him. This was everything he needed.

“I’ll get you as many flowers as you want baby,” he kissed the top of your head before pulling back a little so that you could look up at him. You’d stopped crying now, and Jay thought you looked beautiful even with the stained tear tracks on your cheeks.

You smiled softly, one of Jay’s hands coming up to cup your cheek, “I need to tell you something Jay.” You mumbled, leaning against his palm, three words at the tip of your tongue.

“Can I say something first?” He asked quietly, rubbing his thumb over your cheek. You nodded, happy for him to take some of the pressure off of you. Jay kissed your head again, lingering his lips against your forehead as he spoke those words, “I love you Y/N.”

“You fucker,” you mumbled, eyes welling up as your bottom lip jutted out. “I was going to say that.”

You pressed your hand flat against his chest, right over his heart. Jay was trying not to cry this time, he didn’t want to cry, but knowing you felt the same way was so relieving to him and he realised just how long he’d been waiting to hear those words from you.

Jay placed the hand on your cheek over your hand instead, holding you against him until you could feel his heartbeat, “say it, please.” He voice was quiet, fragile, he was so close to crying.

“I love you Jay,” you could feel a tear slip down your cheek again. “I have for a while, and I’m sorry it took me so long to tell you.”

“Fucking hell Y/N,” he sighed, his own tears falling freely. He’d given up trying to hide it. “I love you so much, so fucking much. I’ll never make you doubt that, I promise you that.”

Nodding your head, you leant up, kissing his cheek softly over the tear stains. You kissed the other side before settling back down on your feet. But Jay didn’t let you rest, tugging you closer and wrapping his arms around you, his own lips finding yours as if it was by instinct.

Your own hands went to rest on his shoulders, holding him close to you as you bent your head back, allowing Jay to kiss you deeper. He pushed against you, one hand coming up to tangle in your hair and guide your mouth with his, tongue licking past your lips and into your own mouth.

“I love you,” he mumbled against your lips before diving back in to kiss you, gently pulling your hair to angle your head the way he wanted you. A small moan left your lips, instantly being muffled by Jay’s own sounds, a low growl sounding in his throat. He pulled back once again, “I love you so much, only you.”

You nodded frantically, kissing his neck just to have your lips on him somewhere until he pulled your head back by your hair, “love you too Jay, please, kiss me.”

He used your hair to guide you into the position he wanted, neck exposed so that he could kiss the skin. His teeth grazed against you, daring to bite down into you but holding back, “I wanna do so much more.” He slurred his words, drunk off your scent and taste. Jay became a mess around you, the only thoughts he had revolved around you and making you his.

Jay pulled away briefly, leaning his head back against the door, you two hadn’t even made your way out of the hallway yet. You took the opportunity, hands finding their way to the hem of his shirt and slipping underneath, palms flat against the expanse of his stomach.

“Tell me what you want babyboy,” you said, hands running up the warm skin. Jay could barely think with you touching him like this, any coherent thoughts leaving his head. He squeezed his eyes shut, willing himself to give you an actual answer.

“I want to,” he swallowed hard when your hands dropped to his lower stomach, just above his belt. “Want to fuck you,” a sharp intake of breath when you slipped a finger under the waistband. “Wanna mate you baby, make you mine.”

A clink. Jay’s belt fell to the floor, your hands returning to slip under his shirt again. You moved closer to him, pressing your crotch against his until you could feel the outline of his cock against you, “make me yours Jay.”

You wrapped your hands around the material of his shirt, pulling it down to expose his collarbones so that you could kiss over there a few times, “mate me Jay, I wanna be yours forever.”

Every part of Jay screamed that it was too soon, he had only just got you back and he didn’t want to fuck things up. But the way your hands danced over his body and how hot your lips felt on his skin made all those thoughts redundant, he was an idiot when it came to you. So instead of pulling away, instead of doing what his head told him to do and ‘take it slow’, Jay wrapped his arms around your waist, picking you up effortlessly and carrying you over to the bedroom. It felt natural, it felt right, and any doubts left this mind the moment your back hit the mattress.

“You look so pretty baby,” he sighed, running his hands up your legs until they reached your hips, coming to hover over you and kiss your lips a few times. Jay took his time to undress you, kissing over each inch of your body as the clothing was removed until you were left in just your underwear.

He knelt down on the bed over you, bringing your head up to meet his in a softer kiss, a kiss full of love and adoration. You took that moment to place your hands on his chest, pushing him gently until his own back hit the mattress and you were the one hovering over him, your positions switched.

“This is new,” he breathed out a laugh, holding onto your hips when you climbed over to straddle him. Your hands pushed up his shirt until he let you slip it over his head, dropping yourself down a little to kiss his chest a few times.

Jay chased your lips with his own, nudging you up to kiss him properly again whilst his grip tightened on your hips, urging you to grind yourself down on him. You followed his lead, pressing your hips down against him, revelling in the way his cock seemed to nestle directly against your clit where you needed him most.

“Fuck baby,” he whined into your mouth. “I need to feel you so bad.”

You nodded, slipping yourself off his lap so you were kneeling next to him. His eyes followed you, followed your hand as you reached for the zip on his jeans to start tugging them off. Only once did he break concentration on your fingers when you nudged him to lift his hips.

You pulled his jeans off, underwear following closely behind and ending up thrown halfway across the room. Jay’s cock was painfully hard, and the way you were eyeing him up with a sort of hunger in your eyes was doing nothing to help him calm down.

Running your hands up his thighs, your fingers wrapped around the base of his cock gently, but the feeling alone was enough to have Jay throwing his head back with a moan.

“Need to suck you off,” you said desperately. “Please Jay, wanna suck you off so bad.”

“Fucking hell,” he whined, head pressing back into the mattress to avoid looking at the way your eyes were wide and pleading. “Go for it baby, be a good girl, yeah?”

One of his hands came up to wrap around your hair, tugging you down so that your mouth brushed against the head of his cock, coating your lips with precum. You didn’t need to be told twice, opening your mouth automatically to accommodate his length as he slid himself down your throat.

Your hands fell to his thighs, digging into the skin as you swallowed Jay down as far as you could go, ignoring the choking that occurred when he hit the back of your throat. Jay was huge, you knew that already, but it never failed to surprise you.

“Feels so good,” he groaned out, pushing you down a little, your nose brushing against his lower stomach. “Wanna fuck your throat so bad.”

You whined, you wanted that too. You used one hand to grip his wrist, urging him to push down on your head harsher. Jay seemed to get the hint, using your hair to tug you up on his cock a little before thrusting forward so that his hips snapped his cock further down your throat each time. Tiny little gurgling noises left your lips as he continuously fucked past your lips, chasing an orgasm that already wanted to happen.

Your nails dug into his thighs, likely leaving tiny little marks in their wake. You blinked back tears as you gagged over his cock, Jay’s hand gripping your hair and tugging you off of him so that you could breathe harshly. You gulped in a few breaths, blinking over at him with wide and teary eyes. You probably looked a mess, but Jay was looking at you like you were the most beautiful person in his life.

“Why’d you stop?” You sighed, feeling as he released your hair, smoothing it over with his hand a few times. Jay laughed at you, pulling you down to lay next to him and wrapping his arm over you instead.

“If I didn’t stop you then I’d have cum right there and then,” he said, kissing your lips a couple times even though they were swollen and covered in spit. “And I really want to cum inside you.”

You rolled your eyes, a dumb smile making its way onto your lips, “well get to it then.”

And that’s all the confirmation Jay needed, a laugh tumbling out as he pushed you onto your back, crawling between your legs and ridding you of any remaining clothing, “you sure you can take me baby? It’s been a little while since.”

You knew he was genuinely concerned for you, but there was still a cocky smile on his lips. In return, you wrapped your legs around his waist to pull him closer until the head of his cock was pushing against your cunt.

“Please Jay, need you so bad,” you tugged at his neck to bring his face closer to yours, lips brushing against each other’s. “Please, make me yours.”

“God you can’t just say that,” he groaned, kissing you hard. He pushed his hips forward, cock nudging past your hole and filling you up perfectly. “You don’t know what that does to me.”

Your head fell back against the bed as he pushed further into you, hips snapping forward a few times until he was buried as far into you as he could go, “what does it do to you?” You asked breathlessly, bringing him down so that you could run your lips over his collarbones and neck.

“Drives me crazy baby,” he used one hand to pin your hips to the bed before fucking into your harshly. “Makes me want to fuck you full of cum, claim you as mine forever so no one can even touch you. Do you know how fucked up that makes me?”

Maybe you were fucked up too, because at that moment the only thing you wanted was for Jay to take you as his mate so that you were tied to him forever. And your dumb mouth didn’t know how to stop running as you told him everything you wanted him to do.

“Not fucked up if I want it too,” you whined, his cock brushing up against that little sensitive bundle of nerves deep inside you with every single thrust. Jay moaned out brokenly, bringing his head down to rest on your chest whilst he pumped his hips into yours. He was so close to your neck, so close to where he could smell your scent the strongest, it was driving him crazy.

“Don’t say things you don’t mean,” he choked out, swearing when your cunt squeezed around his cock.

“I mean it though,” your nails raked down his back. “Fuck Jay, make me cum, so close.”

“Oh my god,” one hand dropped to your clit to rub harsh circles on it. Never once did his pace stop inside you, stimulating you perfectly to the point of your orgasm, “cum for me baby. If you cum for me, I’ll make you mine. I promise.”

And that promise was all it took for you to fall over the edge, your orgasm hitting you hard as you bit down onto his shoulder to hide your moans. The pain mixed with how good you felt around him was almost enough to send Jay into his own orgasm, but he held himself off so that he could feel you a little longer.

You cried as he fucked you through the high, fingers digging into his back enough to draw blood, “please Jay, cum for me baby, mate me.”

“Fuck, are you sure Y/N?” He gritted his teeth, using every ounce of willpower not to cum right then and there with how nicely your cunt was squeezing him.

“Please Jay,” you couldn’t help the tears that fell from your eyes with your pleading. “Need it so bad, I love you so much.”

“God I love you so much too baby,” he pressed his lips to your neck, kissing the skin a few times. “Fuck I’m cumming baby, it’s going to hurt a little, ok? But I promise I’ll make it better.”

“I trust you,” you wrapped a hand around the back of his head, pushing him closer to your neck whilst you did your best to clench your cunt around him and bring him as much pleasure as possible. “I love you.”

With those last words of affirmation, Jay sunk his teeth into your neck, finally piercing the skin as a sharp pain short through you. You winced, gritting your own teeth at the feeling. You wanted to cry out, tell him to stop, but feeling his cock press deep inside you as he came and moaned against the skin of your neck was enough to push any thoughts of the pain away.

You held his head there, wrapping your legs tight around him to keep him pressed into you as his cock shot cum into you over and over, filling you up completely until you were sure there was nothing left.

Jay sighed against you, bringing your thoughts back to him, and you realised that the pain had subsided until you just felt a soft floating of your body. He pulled his teeth from you, his tongue darting out to soothe the skin before he pressed a couple of kisses there.

Your hands fell to his shoulders, suddenly feeling too exhausted to even hold yourself up. Jay pulled away to look at you, still keeping his whole body pressed to yours so that as much skin was touching you as possible. He needed to feel close to you.

“Are you ok baby?” He asked quietly, bringing one hand up to brush your hair away from your face. He dropped that hand to rest on your neck over the small wound he’d created, “did it hurt?”

“A little,” you mumbled, tears welling in your eyes. It actually hurt a lot, but you loved Jay and would do anything for him, you were willing to put up with a little bit of pain if that meant you were made to be his.

“Oh baby,” he sighed, eyes soft now compared to the frantic lust that they held earlier. “Please don’t cry, it’ll stop hurting soon, yeah? I’ll get you some pain killers.”

He went to move off of you but you protested, more tears welling up at the thought of him leaving you. Jay noticed this, immediately moving to wrap you up as comfortably in his arms as possible with the position you were in where his cock was still buried inside you.

“You feeling a little fragile?” He asked softly, tracing along your cheeks with his fingertips.

“I don’t know,” you mumbled, closing your eyes at the feel of his touch. “Just don’t want you to leave, I’m sorry.”

Jay nodded, “that’s normal baby, it’s ok to feel like that now. After you mate with someone, it’s normal to feel a bit clingy to them, it’ll fade after a while and you’ll feel better. Please don’t apologise, I’m not going to go anywhere.” He kissed your forehead a few times, wiping away your tears.

“Can we stay like this for a little while?” You asked softly, being in his arms with his entire body intertwined with yours was comforting to you in that moment. Such intense emotions were flowing through both of you, but most of all you felt so connected to him and so in love with him that you couldn’t imagine thinking about anything else.

“We’ll stay like this as long as you need baby,” he leant down to kiss you gently before shifting so that he could hold you tight against his chest. “I love you, thank you for trusting me like this.”

“I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of hearing that,” you replied. “I love you too Jay, only you.”

“You’ll make me cry if you don’t stop,” he breathed out a small laugh. “I guess this means you’re my girlfriend now?”

“I don’t remember you asking me,” you teased, raising an eyebrow at him. Jay groaned, pushing you back a little so that he could lean over you. Each movement just reminded you that his cock was still buried inside you, a small moan leaving your lips.

“We’re mated for life now Y/N,” he kissed over the bite mark that was already starting to heal, a shiver running down your spine at the slight sting. “If you say no to being my girlfriend then I don’t know what to do with you.”

You rolled your eyes, “I’m literally in love with you, of course I’ll be your girlfriend.”

“Good,” he hovered over your lips until you could feel his breath on you. “I’m literally in love with you too. Only you.”