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50. “I need you to forgive me.”
Kim Jongin (Kai) x Reader
Genre: Mafia AU, angst
Word Count: 506
You were woken up by someone shifting at the end of yourbed. You opened your eyes and looked up.
“Jongin! What are you doing here? When did you come back?”
He didn’t say anything just gave you a faint smile which youcould barely see in this darkness. You checked out the clock. It was 4 am.
“Did something happen?” you asked him.
“No,” he replied. You stared at each other in silence for abit longer then you lay back down on the pillow and rolled to one side.
“I’m going to sleep, are you?” he continued to sit there butafter a while you felt him getting closer. He pulled you to him.
“Y/N?” he asked you when you were almost asleep again. “Ineed you to forgive me. I know I promised it wouldn’t happen again.”
You immediately turned to him, threw the covers off andturned the light on. You noticed that his shirt was stained and beads of sweatwere forming on his forehead. You literally ripped the shirt off him to reveala badly bandaged wound.
“Why didn’t the others help you?” you said standing up andrunning to the bathroom to get the med kit.
“Y/N that’s not it. The wound will be fine.”
“No it won’t. Sit up,” you ordered.
“Y/N…” he said when you came back. “I… I killed someone.
You froze there in the doorway, the way he looked at you,you knew you had to brace yourself for bad news but you didn’t expect this.
“It was your brother,” it seemed like you were suddenly hitin the stomach, you felt sick, you needed air. You dropped the med kit on thefloor, went to the window and opened it fully. You couldn’t believe it.
“Y/N, please. It was me or him. We weren’t prepared fortheir attack.”
Me or him. He always said that when he killed someone. Asmuch as you hated your brother he was still family. You knew something likethis will happen sooner or later but why did it had to be Jongin out of allpeople. You slumped down by the window. He groaned out in pain and slowly cameup and sat behind you. He wrapped his arms around your waist.
“Y/N, say something,” but only a few tears dropped.
“Did he suffer?” you finally asked.
“No,” he answered quickly and somehow you knew he wasn’tlying.
“Thank you,” you said and finally let your emotions takeover. He listened to your quite sobs for a while when you turned around andpressed your hand to his wound.
“Come I need to patch you up,” but he stopped you before youstood up and gave you a tight hug.
“Are you okay?”
“I will be,” you said. “But I will be even happier if youdon’t die on me.”
He chuckled and sat down on the bed with you still in hisarms. He stroked your cheek gently.
“I promise I will never make you cry again.”
Person A: i miss him Person C: …. Person A: oh gosh, i miss him so much Person C: …. Person A: *sighs* i miss him so freaking much Person C: *slams hand on the table* HE’S JUST IN THE BATHROOM WILL YOU CALM DOWN OH MY GOSH
and maybe I did expect too much
Sometimes, Intruders seem to talk.
It was the first surgery we ever scrubbed in together on right? Our first save. Right here is a cerebral cyst. Tough save, but we did it. I kissed you in the stairwell after the surgery. And this right here is where Dr. Bailey kicked you out of the surgery because she caught us in your driveway in my car. And right here, this was a 7 hour craniotomy and you held the clamp the entire time, never flinched. That’s when I knew you were going to be an incredible surgeon. Beth Monroe, made our clinical trial a success by surviving. You talked me into putting her under. That’s when I knew I needed you. And this is today. The post op head CT of Izzie Stevens. See that, right there? Tumor free. Because of you. You got me into the OR. If there’s a crisis you don’t freeze. You move forward. You get the rest of us to move forward. Because you’ve seen worse. You’ve survived worse. And you know we’ll survive too. You say you’re dark and twisty. It’s not a flaw. It’s a strength. It makes you who you are. I’m not going to get down on one knee. I’m not going to ask a question. I love you Meredith Grey. And I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
“I’m sorry that I am not who I used to be”
-Day 493
discarded // 3.16.2021
Colours: White Grey Pink Brown Blue Rainbow Matching to an ingame path
Types: Stone Brick Wood Borders
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Beach Rugs Location Markers Train tracks Water Plant
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Albums
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Colours: Pink Brown
Types: Bed covers Sofas Cushions Stall Vending Machines Mugs
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Colours: White Pink Brown Red Blue Green Purple Yellow Black
Types: Tops Dresses Hats
Aesthetics: Denim
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Animal Crossing: Bob Marshal Raymond Filbert Mitzi Daisy
Pokémon: Eevee
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