I will take a crowbar and pry out the broken pieces of God in me.
Anne Sexton, from The Civil War in “The Complete Poems Of Anne Sexton” (via inkhcart)
the best parts of the tdt outtakes:
when it’s ronan’s turn to take out the trash he takes the bag to kavinsky’s place and dumps garbage all over his lawn and/or car
actual puppy richard campbell gansey iii hoping that blue will notice he’s giving consideration to adam’s work scedule; blue not noticing because she’s too busy fixing her hair
“why can’t you be like you used to be?” / “i don’t know”
gansey, ronan, and noah deciding that the dead nightmare-bird-man thing was too gross to deal with without first showing it to blue and getting the Blue Sargent Stamp of Approval on the fact that it’s gross as hell
ronan looking at jesse dittley’s yard and seeing that all the random debris had been repurposed for flowers and beauty and recognizing that as a sign that blue had been there, how sweet is that
“i was unaware kavinsky was familiar with the nuances of the united states postal service” gansey u are being blackmailed right now pls act like it
ronan quoting ovid at an inappropriate time; adam recognizing it, being “furious” and probably turned on
“ronan,” he’d said, voice tragic, already blaming himself, making it about them and not ronan, “you damn fool”
the entirety of the last scene, which i’m not going to touch with my dirty hands
in conclusion: see you all in hell bc i’m there now
holy, holy, holy. these are the words he murmurs into your skin, language of prayer, language of divinity, language of worship. holy, holy, holy. he whispers it into your crook of your neck, rolls the words into the hollow of your throat, into your bones, into your sharp edges. holy, holy, holy. a mantra. a litany. a prayer. holy, holy, holy. the way he looks at you, it’s like he wants to take you apart and study each piece of you, and then maybe he’ll put you back together when he’s done. maybe. holy, holy, holy. he stares at you, so hard you can feel it burning your skin, and you think maybe he’ll kiss you, or maybe he’ll eat you alive. you haven’t decided yet. holy, holy, holy. in the end, it’s a kiss, real as a punch and twice as hard, and it hurts like a bullet pearling into flesh, hurts like his eyes on the back of your neck, on your collarbones, on your lips. holy. holy, holy, holy.
on loving a god | m.c.p (via ara-ne-um)
Neil: I've been running my whole life.
Andrew: Then quit running. Stand up for yourself.
Neil: Okay.
Neil: *tries to fight everyone and everything*
Andrew: ...................
Andrew: I've made a huge mistake.
POSITIVE THOUGHTS ON THE RAVEN KING
ok ok i feel like starting with the negatives is mean so lets put in some good stuff too even though i already said what i didn’t like
orphan girl eating things she shouldnt be eating
loose quote:
“what r u doin w/ ur future ronan?”
“i was thinkin of becomin a farmer c:”
BARN TIME WITH THE LYNCH FAN OMG i loved it
the KISs. THE KISS. i know i said something about the pynch was bothering me but over all i loved the kiSSES.
what we saw of the whole henry/gansey/blue dynamic. i want them to travel the world together my adorable bebs.
artemus hiding in the tree. sensitive tree man.
neeve advising piper to not do things and piper being all ‘ok but i literally do what i want c:’
henry in general, i love his character, i like that his native language is thought.
GROCERY STORE WORKER BLUE COMIN TO THE RESCUE * U * MY HERO.
any interactions between blue and ronan tbh. i love them. they are my babies.
i was going to move on but honestly blue and ronan are so pure and honest, i love it. i love the scene of ronan and blue in the kitchen while the boyfriends were sharing secrets, pondering the meaning of love and whatnot.
what i wanted out of that was a big sleep over with the gang at the barns but.... fanfiction will happen. im counting on y’all... or me. depending on how i feel.
oooo whatelelsslelselse.
CABESWATER LOVES THEm
like i already knew that quote before but it’s still my favourite thing? cabeswater loves them cabeswater will do anything for them cabeswater will give life back to one of them in the best way it can since they all wished for it. i love you too cabeswater.
ronan ‘i dreamt up cabeswater’ lynch
ronan ‘i dreamt up my lil brother too’ lynch
sir richard campbell ‘for gods’ sake’ gansey III in response to the above mentioned ronan lynch.
“THE HEAD IS TOO WISE. THE HEART IS ALL FIRE” im putting that on my body one day.
thats all i can think of right now. there will be a second wave that comes with the reread.
THE RAVEN GIRLS AU: In that moment, Blue was a little in love with all of them. Their magic. Their quest. Their awfulness and strangeness. Her raven girls.
i saw her and my heart crawled up my throat. like her eyes were the only stars on a clear night. but how do i tell her that the world is less real around her. everything stopped in the palm of her hands. like she could reform me from seawater. like she could revenge me all the nights i spent wanting.