Paul Eluard, “Absence”, Selected Poems (trans. Gilbert Bowen)

thinking about this

ungodly

weird noises: happen in the wee hours

me, unaffected: the only supernatural and ominous force in this place is me and i was here first, so whatever and whoever you are you need to Go

Judge magazine, 1921

i can’t get adam parrish: spontaneous sleeper off my mind like…..

adam routinely falling asleep on gansey’s shoulder whenever he sits shotgun in the pig

ronan being put on ‘crash watch’ during latin because everone knows that adam hates sleeping in class but sometimes it just happens

(crash watch includes taking adam’s notes, waking him up ~gently~, and being a good boyf)

adam and persephone having naps in cabeswater after he finishes his training for the day

sometimes blue encourages adam to sleep when they hang out. usually he ends up sprawled over her lap and snoring loudly as she watches sitcoms, and usually orla or persephone document it in the form of like 60 pictures

blue had one printed and taped to her wall

noah and adam staying up late and talking and talking until they end up cuddled on adam’s bed (adam is lil’ spoon ofc)

adam sleeping in the hondayota during his breaks 

ronan and adam staying up studying for finals and adam eventually slumping over and crashing on ronan’s lap (ronan’s face is so red google earth can see him through the roof of st. agnes)

“I heard a dark prediction rising in my own body.”

— Louise Glück, excerpt of Saint Joan (via antigonick)

I can’t afford to forget the blood. Or who spilled it.

Marjorie Liu, Monstress #1

Don’t mind me, I’m just going to go lay face-down on the floor and think about Neil’s insistence on thoughtful navigation of Andrew’s post-abuse boundaries.

the best parts of the tdt outtakes:

when it’s ronan’s turn to take out the trash he takes the bag to kavinsky’s place and dumps garbage all over his lawn and/or car

actual puppy richard campbell gansey iii hoping that blue will notice he’s giving consideration to adam’s work scedule; blue not noticing because she’s too busy fixing her hair

“why can’t you be like you used to be?” / “i don’t know”

gansey, ronan, and noah deciding that the dead nightmare-bird-man thing was too gross to deal with without first showing it to blue and getting the Blue Sargent Stamp of Approval on the fact that it’s gross as hell

ronan looking at jesse dittley’s yard and seeing that all the random debris had been repurposed for flowers and beauty and recognizing that as a sign that blue had been there, how sweet is that

“i was unaware kavinsky was familiar with the nuances of the united states postal service” gansey u are being blackmailed right now pls act like it

ronan quoting ovid at an inappropriate time; adam recognizing it, being “furious” and probably turned on

“ronan,” he’d said, voice tragic, already blaming himself, making it about them and not ronan, “you damn fool”

the entirety of the last scene, which i’m not going to touch with my dirty hands

in conclusion: see you all in hell bc i’m there now