Are You Actually Reading For Fun Or Is It To Distract Your Mind From The Current State Your Life Is In

i'm more like ohhh strange meme pics to send my non existent friends like these:

obsessed with the concept of pinterest. like oooooh pretty pictures let me sort you into little boxes and get unrealistic amounts of joy from it

wow. now, this is art.

painted this because i missed social interaction and now i still miss social interaction but now i have blue watercolor all over my hands

Just wondering, if I was a fictional character, how people would have adored me inspite of my flaws and craved for my existence in their lives.

the love club / ribs / stoned at the nail salon

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the end of august/beginning of september smells like a brimming cup of tea, new textbooks, and autumn slowly approaching

lorde lyric parallels (that i've noticed) throughout different eras:

stoned at the nail salon; solar power:

"oh, make it good"

ribs; pure heroine:

"we can talk it so good, we can make it so divine"

stoned at the nail salon; solar power:

"got a memory of waiting in your bed wearing only my earrings"

the louvre; melodrama:

"half of my wardrobe is on your bedroom floor"

california; solar power:

"oh, the hotels and the jets and i'd pay it all again"

still sane; pure heroine:

"i still like hotels, but i think that'll change"

mood ring; solar power:

"you can burn sage, and i'll cleanse the crystals"

royals; pure heroine:

"i've never seen a diamond in the flesh"

the path; solar power:

"now i'm alone on a windswept island"

royals; pure heroine:

"jet planes, islands, tigers on a gold leash"

writer in the dark; melodrama:

"i am my mother's child, i'll love you 'til my breathing stops"

love club; pure heroine:

"my mother's love is choking me"

writer in the dark; melodrama:

"i'll let the seasons change my mind"

the path; solar power:

"caught in the complex divorce of the seasons"

sober II (melodrama); melodrama:

"you asked if i was feeling it, i'm physco high"

mood ring; solar power:

"we can get high, but only if the wind blows"

liability; melodrama:

"they're gonna watch me disappear into the sun"

the path; solar power:

"i just hope the sun will show us the path"

green light; melodrama:

"i'm waiting for it, that green light, i want it"

solar power; solar power:

"acid green, aquamarine"

big star; solar power:

"but every perfect summer's gotta say goodnight"

hard feelings/loveless; melodrama

"it's time to let go of this endless summer afternoon"

No offense but the internet gives you the most wrong and fucked up idea of helping people because people get mad if you don't care about disasters happening in 72 countries, meanwhile the people in real life that are doing the most good picked one VERY SPECIFIC thing to care about and care about it REALLY HARD

can't believe it's here and can't believe i'm already crying-

Finja Brandenburg // unknown