Missing People

Missing people

TW: death

I'm tired of missing people. My family hasn't felt 'complete' in over 10 years and I can tell my sister is really suffering for it. She seems more angry at our family for the situation she put us in and is 'snapping' more often. I just miss my best childhood friend, who I can't contact for at least 6 months due to unforeseen circumstances, causing us to cancel our plans that we've both been looking forward to for months. We used to be really close but we don't get to see each other as often as we once did. I even miss the toxic people in my life, who were never truly my 'friends'. I miss the good times we had and all of the moments that were great in our friendship

I've also been struggling with the passing of my cousin. He was pretty young and it was out of the blue, and just blindsided our family. Another death in the family, so close to the previous couple, has really put a strain on my family, which was already strained.

TLDR: I miss people, even the one's who I know can't come back.

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9 months ago

Last song I listened to:

Currently Watching: Santa Clarita Diet

Sweet/Spicy/Savory: Spicy 🌶️

Relationship Status: Single/Situationship (although I think that may be over)

Current Obsession: reading 📖, coloring, Wild Kratts

nine people I’d like to get to know better 💘💘💘

thank you for the tag Kitty!! @lianhuajing <3

🎶 Last song I listened to: 万物不如你 by 张杰

📺 Currently watching: The Double (墨雨云间) and the Link Click live action (时光代理人)

🌶️ Sweet/Savory/Spicy?: savory, I'm a weak bitch who can't take spice 😔

❤️ Relationship status: single! not looking for a relationship so ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

🤩 Current obsession: too tired to hyperfixate on anything currently oop- my previous hyperfixation was Qingye, though.

Tagging: @evolutionsbedingt @extraordinarilyextreme @joyouslee @marquisguyun @la-muerta @labseraph @astrowaffles @l7k-a (as usual, there's no obligation to do this!)


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6 months ago

Happy Halloween everyone! I have a few posts scheduled for this weekend in honor of celebrating it 😈😈


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9 months ago

perfection 10/10 no notes. Canon Rex looks so shocked 😂😂

I FINISHED THE FIRST DRAWING!!! HERE WE ARE BABES!

I FINISHED THE FIRST DRAWING!!! HERE WE ARE BABES!

@cartoondrawer Hunter Rex, Canon Rex, and AHL Rex!


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10 months ago

Little Mermaid (1989)

Gone Girl

Crazy Rich Asians

What movie would you want to watch again (You can say a series too.)? Top 3 (if possible). Then tag people.

What Movie Would You Want To Watch Again (You Can Say A Series Too.)? Top 3 (if Possible). Then Tag People.
What Movie Would You Want To Watch Again (You Can Say A Series Too.)? Top 3 (if Possible). Then Tag People.

I would see again:

1) Titanic

2) Anne of Green Gables

3) Fast and Furious series

Tag: @caityrayeraye @kym-truestory @easier1 @edge-oftheworld @newfixations @yungbludarmy @humongousnerdmusic601 @mgcbieb @sheneverstopsreading @conspiracy-ash @collectedobsession @littiesontour @themarycaroline @5sos-saucyy @darkvioletthefirst @addictedtosoup @turquiose9844 @captainrikerr5 @miashyperfixations @buckethatsos @ang3llic30 @marygc123 @ashl0ver @pnkwhskyprncss @sleepyferretgf @youbutstupid @wendydarlingfics @vulturesinvividcolor @treatpeoplewithkindne-s @cthbabylon @fandomgirl1999 @did-you-fall-for-a-shooting-star @perrieskarma @caynonmoondreams @phantompoguefangirl @mckenzieclaire @jinx-on-mars-19xx @adryssek @michellemybell99 @yellowjellobean @nothing-like--the-rain @watermelonteapot @0racle-111 @hernameisrocio @five-sos-five @hemmingscurls @mysilverspring @valeriebronwyn14 @strategicallydramatic @invisibleperiwinkle and anyone else who wants to do this

10 months ago

How Donita Met Henry

This was a lot longer than I expected so I placed it below the cut

TW: divorce, pregnancy, abandonment, disownment, affairs

Donita Donata always knew she was different from the rest of her family. Her parents and 6 brothers couldn’t seem to understand why she wanted to leave their small town in Greece, a place she had lived her entire life, and become a fashion designer. She loved her town, she really did, but she wanted  needed to leave and try to follow her dreams. So, when the opportunity presented itself, she left her home and moved to New York to be a fashion designer. After months of failure and making virtually no money, Donita met Zachary Varmitech, a young tech billionaire, at a ‘Find Your Villian Seminar’ she was working at to make money and connections for her business. She initially found him incredibly annoying, complaining and whining about the clams at his dinner, but decided to strike up a conversation with him, for the sake of her business and sanity. Zach grew on her over time, reminding her of her youngest brother, who was 12 when she moved. 

After meeting Zach, Donita’s career blew up, giving her more money and fame than she could have dreamt of with her normal designs and her newest collection of Living Legends. But Donita still felt empty inside, having just witnessed the meeting of Zach and Violet again and knew they were destined to be together, she wanted someone like that for herself. Shortly after, she met Henry at a nightclub she frequented. Henry was a Cuban musician, who rose to fame shortly after she did. Donita was instantly in love, believing that this moment was what her entire life had lead up to. Henry reciprocated this love and the two began to see eachother daily. A little bit after their one year anniversary, Donita discovered she was pregnant. She was excited, but worried about what her parents and family, who were very traditional would think. Henry on the other hand, was over the moon and offered to elope with her on the spot. Donita, being naive and in love, agreed but kept her finances and company in her own name as a precaution. They ran off to Vegas and got married in a courthouse, telling noone. When Donita’s family discovered what happened, her parents and four of her six brothers vowed to never speak to her, excluding her two younger brothers. Donita was completely heartbroken, but determined to make the relationship work to spite her parents and have a stable home environment for her daughter, Daphne Catalina Donata, born three months after her elopement.

Her initial love of Henry quickly began to taper off with the stresses of a new baby and with Henry constantly being on business trips for his music career, having worn off completely by Daphne’s fourth birthday, leaving both of them frustrated and in arguments constantly. Zach, still hurt from being excluded from her elopement/wedding and someone who never really liked Henry, and Gourmand, a newer friend of Donita's that she met through work in the past year, both tried to convince Donita to file for divorce, telling her that both Daphne and her would be better off without Henry in their lives, but Donita persisted, partially out of love for Henry, but mostly to prove that her parents were wrong about her and Henry. Dabio, Donita’s new business partner and friend brought tensions to an all time high, leading to frequent screaming matches about if Donita was having an affair with him or Martin, someone Donita was known to have a crush on.

In the end, Henry asked for a divorce, telling her he had met someone else. Donita asked for full custody, he agreed and never fought for Daphne. Henry married Allison Brighton after getting his divorced, and proceeded to have 3 more children with her, Alexis (age 9), Jonathan (age 4), and Milly (1.5 years). Allison is a very insecure woman and viewed Donia and Daphne by association as a threat, and treated Daphne horribly, with no rebuttal from Henry. Daphne was shattered by this news, viewing herself as more of a ‘daddy’s girl’ and frequently waited by the door for her father to come back to them and got disappointed every time when he didn’t show up for her, fueling Donita’s hatred of him. Eventually Daphne gave up trying to get her father to love her the way she wanted him to and developed a complicated relationship with him and love as a concept.

(Violet belongs to @jokerislandgirl32 (please lmk if you would like me to remove her/that storyline from my au))


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10 months ago

Quinceañera wins!! Expect it coming sometime tomorrow

It's my Birthday on Wednesday...

5 months ago

I was very surprised by my wrapped this year haha

Here’s a great tag game. Look at your Spotify Wrapped and make a poll. Let’s see who likes your top 5 artists too.

Tags: @madisonlovescorbynbesson, @flowersforabel, @lavender-irwin94, @takemealivelh, @conspiracy-ash, @caityrayeraye, @kym-truestory, @captainrikerr5, @youbutstupid, @treatpeoplewithkindne-s, @yellowjellobean, @did-you-fall-for-a-shooting-star, @littlebisexualintern, @hemmohoran, @5-seconds-of-obrien, @lover-of-mine


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9 months ago

Summertime Sadness - Lana Del Ray

3 Minutes - JP Saxe

Pink Skies - Luke Bryan

I Had Some Help - Post Malone (ft. Walker Hayes)

Marjorie - Taylor Swift

Tagged by: @deadbeatdream 🩵

Five songs I've been listening to a lot lately:

Red Wine Supernova - Chappell Roan

Smoke Signals - Phoebe Bridgers

Vienna - Billy Joel

Fast Car - Tracy Chapman

I Hate It Here - Taylor Swift

Tagging: @thepupperino @placid-styles @maroon-poet @pandemoniumdreams @littlegreen @mcdennis


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6 months ago
I’m Chilling 😌😌

I’m chilling 😌😌

the og post was way too long so I'm making a new one

thanks for the tag @lombolica !! :D

You're stuck in a room with the last character in your gallery how safe are you

The Og Post Was Way Too Long So I'm Making A New One

very safe

the worst thing that could happen is him being clumsy, so I think I'm alright (unless monsters find him I guess)

tagging (no pressure): @flaretheidiot @lemonic-whimssyy @wibbly-wobbly-blog @cryptidanathema @virtualunease @aurlworthfightingfor @angrysheep @sugarplumanderson @time-travelling-chaos @fateisnotafactor @monstrousmaws @sinfulauthor @idkaguyorsomething @vampireopossum and anyone who wants to do this!


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10 months ago

it’s stayed gone with Chris as Alastor fs fs 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

For zach

are you a Hazbin hotel or Helluva boss fan? Cause I’ve always seen you as one!

if so what’s your favourite charecter and song from each?

For Zach
For Zach

(After researching..)

For Zach

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