Hey 💌 I’m Saja — A Mother Trying To Hold Onto Hope Through Days That Feel Impossibly Heavy.

HELP UR GOING THROUGH ALL OF MY POSTS NOWWEKGKBKGGK …. u should tell me what u think of my oc scene arts bats my eyelashes at u … they’re so fun…

your silly little guys are so friend...

i need them to be happy...FOREVER

content warning: gore, you know how people usually have faces? not here, vent art

i'm just really tired, honestly. real or acting to hide the "worse" parts, i just feel so lonely - for two years i've just wanted to stop being, and that's a long time for me for reasons

it's like i'm always dying but never enough to actually die. it hurts a lot but no one's there to here, and i end up believing things that aren't realistic - maybe i'm invisible, a ghost, a glitch in reality - and it's not that people don't want to talk to me. i don't really know, but whatever it is, it's like the only way "i" am liked is if i'm not me at all, and i get why but it hurts

i'm not usually posting like this, i'm sorry if you don't like it. you can unfollow me if you want because i know it's uncomfortable ^^;

does ur thumb hurt. from all that scrolling./silly

THANK YOU KYOUUOUIU… BTWWW KSKFGJGJGKGKGMTYBMITGGMITR

? i don't doomscroll 18 hours a day for nothing (in pursuit of ace attorney yaoi and beyond) YAY YIPPE YAYAY!! wawa

I promise I didn't disappear, I just don't have any impulse control and started several at once again haha

plump is!! i am listening to the other one, unfortunately i can't relate 💔

WHO WANT ME?? (my essays)

What's your fav Hole song? :3

teenage wh0re and plump

Wedding night

(Part 1)

i love this game too!

i'm the anatheia expert 😎 haunted me for 3 years and counting,,,

she wouldn't have a traditional wallet, but i just know she would keep a paper full with sketches of ming lian, her later partner, on her person because i love angst HAHASH probably would have made the first of them once she realized she was forgetting what lian looked like

ofc the paper would get damaged or the ink would fade, so she would remake it whenever it just looked like trash. hundreds of iterations later, copying from messy papers and losing some of the details along the way, all she can rly remember is lian's love for red lotus flowers 🪷 so she just draws that over and over 🔥🔥🔥

sometimes it's comforting, other times it is absolutely not bc well! she forgor. when you've lived for a millenia, a decade is nothing :p

@rainncoater + @write-with-will + anyone!

Writeblr, writeblr lets play a game!

Pick an OC and think-

If the were to carry a picture of someone it thier wallet, who would this person be?

A loved one? Someone they's lost? Thier mortal enemy, perhaps?

Tell me!

I'll start- Yu, the main character in one of my stories, would carry a picture of him with his grandmother and mother. They both are his greatest source of inspiration in different ways. His mother is the thoughest person he knows (metally lol) and his grandmother is the one he inherited his magical ability from (kinda). She is there for everything he needs regarding it. He also loves them both a great deal.

I'll tag some writer moots (no preasure ofc) but feel free to join! (And tag whoever you want) One of my favorite things is to hear about other people's ocs.

@inspirationallybored @unlivresanstitre @zonatcannibalism @fourthemarauders @theforgottenhorcrux idk guys I am bad at this tagging thing

i finally finished the colors on my part 😭

hi @astravox again <333 (we are so married)

elvii that I want to create but don’t have enough time for

Dehydrated elvis

Lactose intolerant elvis

Elvis based off of that group of skydivers

Elvis Nixon

Conservative uncle Elvis

Gen Alpha Elvis (based off of @gen-z-elvis )

Vegan/Vegetarian Elvis who doesn’t eat lizards and beetles

Elvii based off of increasingly obscure satellites

Horse Girl Elvis

Therapy Elvis (I know @elvissupportgroup exists but I need something more private)

Tech support hotline Elvis

Influencer Elvis

Some guy who created Elvis as a dnd character and dimension shifted to tumblr and is very confused

Orb maker Elvis

I’m sure some of these already exist

feel free to add more

edit: mayo elvis

1000 likes!

full of love...... :]