I wanna smoke a cigarette. I wanna cut. I wanna kill myself. I wanna starve. Everything I want rn is self destruction.
why should i care if people don't want me to off myself??? like its my decision if i want to??
If the vibes r off I will assume you hate me and want me dead
my family fucking hates me
my friends fucking hate me
strangers fucking hate me
I dont deserve to live
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I try really hard to get people to acknowledge somethingβs wrong but the moment they ask about it I just panic and tell them Iβm fine why am I like this aaaa
JAYD3N'S SONG OF THE DAY
day 1 - Good things go by linkin park
good things really do go!1!@1@1@
Pardon me for being childfree but I'm the byproduct of people who are better off without children. It only makes sense to end my bloodline here so this disease won't spread.
JAYD3N'S SONG OF THE DAY
day 4 - i do me by kiiikiii
stan kiiikiii β